Today played a few games of Tree tag, and to tell you, I am kinda disgusted at the pple on bnet. Why? Because whenever me+glenn+ some1 else go infern and thrash them, they keep accusing us of maphack. Now, our accounts LegO.Horse, LegO.Cat becomes taboo in tree tag as ppl keep saying we maphack, end up we haf to use alias to play tree tag. Still, we owned them AND THEY ACCUSED US OF MAPHACKING AGAIN.. WHAT THE!! Such sore losers... Lol, then our last game for today, DotA, we played wif KS (Kian Siang). Wen Pu had to leave halfway, sad.. NEways, our team was Pugna (Cat), Zeus (Horse), Techies (Knight), Lion (KS), and Weaver (Glen, NOT Glenn Toh, jus that his acc is glen). Lol, such a lame team, and we won! Opposing team was Holy Knight, Tiny, Rhasta, Sniper, and Dragon Knight. Quite impossible for us to win rite? LOL, but we did!!! Oh, and we were like poking fun onto glen, not glenn toh, cus his acc is glen[ftr], so we were like woohoo!! GLENN ON OUR TEAM!! SuRE WIN LIAO!!! den he said errr.. thks for ur praise, but I not that pro. Lol, so I said so humble, and guess wad glenn (real one)? He said "As always.." wahahahah, ego maniac!!! haha, we won cus of funny things, we made the Tiny and Rhasta leave, by zapping them until they cannot take it. Lol, Rhasta had 1-11 den left. In the end, sniper also left, after we pushed mid. lol, all the free kills for me left T_T.. End game I had guinsoo, Travels, Half of Heart, and lvl 5 dagon, the 800 dmg one. LOL!! Glenn even richer.. Yux...

School is opening soon, and actually, I am looking forward to it, dunno wad interesting things await me nxt yr, and I am determined to find out. Face it with cheerful hearts and have fun. Is that not what life is about? Only thing making me feel sian is the fact that the first week got alot of diagnostic tests. Enuff to put me off. Just found out that, "There's just too much that time cannot erase". Sometimes, instead of helping you relief ur pain, time amplifies it. Which, in the hols, I didn't see Grace, nor for the fact saw my frens frequently, and it eats away at my heart and soul. I rly want to hang out more often, not that measley few days.

"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears." If onli I had the chance. "I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.. But though you are still with me, I've been alone all along.." Its kinda true, I've been alone for a long, long time. Love leads to laughter, love leads to pain. How true, when the gd part of love comes, sure, you will be laughing, and enjoying every second of it, but more often than not, love leads to pain, and its real pain, worse than any physical wound. It scars your heart and soul, and refuses to heal, only the person who caused that scar can heal you with their touch. "Like heaven on earth when I look into your eyes" I'm forever in love with you..

DISCLAIMER: Whatever is written here are my own thoughts and suggestions, and I will not be liable for any injury or worsening of situation resulting from the following of my suggestions, though I think they make sense. This post is rated PG-14, as most of it has nth to do wif little kids.

Actually, this title seems abused. I am not sure how many posts I have in this blog that have this title. Because it fits this topic well so might as well use it. I hope everyone who sees this post will go and read wen pu's blog, u can get there on my link, scroll to the bottom and its the one called Wong Wen Pu the Genius. Lol, I read his post and felt very inspired to write and essay on my life, but den again, I'm lazy, so HOW can I break tht?? I rly pity Wen Pu, but he doesnt seem sad, which either he is pretending he loves michele OR he is RLY brave.. NEways, There are lots of ppl in this world in the same boat, and playing the same waiting game, so when u guys are down in relationships, FEAR NOT!! For wif you are mani other sufferers and you will never wait alone. When you feel lonely, just sit down and imagine ALL that ppl who are waiting too, waiting wif you, and I guess it sorta relieves the loneliness. I rly hate it when girls ignore bois who like them, you dun haf to like them back, but at least show some respect, and not give a cold shoulder, as though the girl is v arrogant. They are humans too, they have feelings, they feel pain when you give them the cold stare. I guess that's why I can be so disgusted wif humans. My dog is still my soulmate, I always have him when im lonely. I know he will be wif me to the ends of this Earth, and that wherever I go, I will never walk alone. This life that I tread is full of dangers, but theres a watch dog and companion wif me, who has true sight to reveal invisible backstabbers. No, I will take whatever life throws at me, I will NEVER give up, that is the real me. Fight on, do not give in to life!! If you give in, you are a loser, as the saying goes, when life throws you a lemon, make lemonade, and btw, lemonade tastes Great. The nxt sentence is for Wen Pu and Imma paragraph, so its ez to catch.

Wen Pu, dun EVER give up, for if you do, you will never win, for you have given in to life. Take it in stride and one day, she just might accept you, and if she doesnt, do not be so sad, for you have done ur best and haf no regrets, and at least, you have lemonaded (I know theres no such word, but what the heck :D) one of life's "lemons".

For me, I will not give up either, but will move on with life, for I believe if there's fate, our paths will cross again in the future, and if not fated, there is no point crying over it, for tears will not change ur fate, nor will it make her pity u and like u. Tears onli waste the water that you drink. So, be4 you cry, think twice, you are wasting water, unless you rly need to cry to relieve the pain.

NEways, ytd went to watch Narnia, which was a great movie and no, there will not be spoilers here. Just that ytd, we walked past this shop selling shirts wif cute messages, such as "Boss is like a nappy, always on ur ARSE and full of CRAP!!", and "If you think sex is a pain in the butt, you must be doing it wrongly." LOL!! It made me laugh really hard. There are mani more but I dont remember. This one is made up by me:" Ever wondered why Santa Claus knew when you were sleeping or awake?? BECAUSE HE USES MAPHACK!!!" Lol, it made me laugh also, laughing at my own jokes -.-.. Well, its not taboo anywaes. Today went class outing, and it was one of the best, mani thanks to MX for allowing us to go to his house and also thanks for the great dinner. WE played charade (pronounced Cha-Ra-Dee, singlish version :D) and I think it was fun, if ONLY we were allowed to come up wif our own words. As mr Goh's one are all so unheard of. Den also went cycling arnd, Glenn's bike is realli neat, it gives a nice ride, TY's one the wheel too big, keep hitting my leg (not middle one you perverts -.-...). And we saw MX's bike, RLY SMALL!! LOL!!! Why wun it snow. I guess, its a rhetorical qn. It will never snow in Singapore. I still rmb saying to WP that I will only marry him if it snows in Singapore. BTW, that previous statement can be rather misleading. I am a GUY and I am definitely NOT GAY!! Snow is rare, like Grace liking me. Sigh, I rly love snow, esp powdery and fine ones (most of em are neways). The first snowfall of the season is always magical, and I wish, I can see it again. This must be one of the few rare posts when I do not forget what I want to post. Well, I think its rather long already, so dun wanna bore u guys, hope you guys find inspiration in my post. Thks for reading :D.

Now is my want to post but too lazy to post mood.. Currently waiting for Glenn n co. to come back frm lunch. Been *afk* for abt 5 days to go to Msia to attend a wedding. So lame, the wedding on tues but went there on Sat, so in the end waste alot of time. Due to nothingtodo-ness, I re-read some essays I have written while I was in the US and I found out that I wrote much better then compared to now, which says alot. And the wedding, was sooooooo funny. Abt 90% of the pple who attended were strangers to me so I only talked to my sis and we played hand games to keep boredom at the door. Lolx, and there were pple taking turn to go up to the stage to sing songs, and my grandma kept going up even though she cannot sing. Nt sure if she realised it but she is just screeching the song out and it hurts the ears, esp since it is in an enclosed area. LOL!!! I so evilez, but at least nv boo or anything. While over there, I missed my comp ALOT, and I felt like whomping it when I come back (which of course I did not). Not to mention my friends, Rly missed you guys!!! *bleahx* I sound so gay!! And, of course, I also missed Grace o.0..

Christmas is coming, dunno if its gd news or bad, since after christmas school wld be reopening soon. Haiz, but since we all haf to go back to sch, might as well be cheerful and meet it wif open arms, in my case, embrace the school!! Harhar, i prefer going to school compared to staying at home.. For a couple of reasons... Almost finished all my hols hw, left 1 more A maths paper, gonna finish it after christmas I guess. Looking forward to eating turkey during Christmas dinner. N for some reason, I keep spelling Christmas wif dble "s" (no pun intended) and had to backspace to remove one "s" (Dun think dirty). DotA is same as ever, Pawn pawn pawn GG!! Haha, today TY got v angry, kena spammed Noob until he began screaming all over the place.. LOL!! I got 16-0 at end game!! Holy Knight Rox!! Ok, out of point, dun wanna talk abt DotA. The latest craze though, seems to be tree tag, which is UBER imbal. The ents always win, unless infernals got maphack, or the ents are noobs. I hate the fact there is no challenge in that game, they shud add in one more infernal.

Nt sure wad else I want to post, as I type out what i want to post, I begin forgetting what I intended to post a.k.a my plan or layout of post. This seems to always happen to me.. Dunno why. I wanna go biking wif the clan again, but it seems the "craze" has died down somewhat. The thing I HATE most of going overseas is when I come back, I feel so lost, like I have lost track of wad is going on. Oh, just rmb sth else, last Sat Life! papers have Yong pic inside!! It is a pic of the Victoria Chorale. The front page shows the whole choir and Yong is hidden behind a woman who is jumping, blocking out abt half his face. On the inside of the newspaper, another pic of Yong!! This time its not whole choir and his face is very clear somewhat, since there were no obstructions. I believe those who read the papers recognise him, ahaz.. Nt veri sure wad else to post down here. Nothing else liao, sry!! Wanted to make it long but I dun think I shud crap some more, make pple dun wanna read and put them in foul mood. Once again ,Thank You if you read thus far. Congratulations for being able to stand my crap. Arigato!! Gracias!! Terimah Kasih!! Gamsahamida (nt sure correct spelling)!!

Dotx, nothing to post, just posting cus WP post.. Dada, just finished one game of DotA and I owned wif Naix!!! ok lar, if dun own means i noob. lol. I think MKB for Naix better than Sange and Yasha, but Sange and Yasha let you kill heroes earlier. Competition is closing in soon, 14th Dec. Sad that I haf to go overseas on the Finals date. Oh crap, my mind is blank now, brain freeze!! Augh.. Lol, lame..

Didnt get to cycle today, I actually wanted to cycle, but I think everyone mood dampened by ytd. Just added a music to my blog, cus I rly like the song and somehow I like listening to it when reading my blog. Lol, Greensleeves is a rly nice song, cant believe I haf it in my folder and did nt listen to it at all.. Ahhh!! Neglecting wad i possess!!

Aha, actually wanted to post sth long, already written it out, but decided to erase it, lol... I always cant rmb wad I wanna post..

As everyone is reading this blog, I hope they are listening to the Dragostea Din Tei song and doing the numa numa dance!!! It sooooo rocks man... K, i dun wanna place that song in my blog cus some pple dun like it.. NEways, to find out wad is the numa numa dance, its at www.numanumadance.com for the american version and the singapore one is at www.stevenlim.net. I hope we can do the numa numa dance at our class gathering tmr at sentosa!! MAIYA HIII!!! MAIYA HOOOO!! MAIYA HAA!! MAIYA HAhA!!! Vres si pleci dar numa numa iei, numa numa iei, numa numa numa iei!!! ok, enuff of propaganda..

The competition date coming soon, and am looking forward to it!! Budden, on the finals date I going overseas to attend a wedding which I do not wanna attend.. In fact, the person getting married is a cousin whom I nv talk to in the past 8 yrs... Onegai, I dun wanna go at all.. Wasting my time... Today going cycling wif Clan LegO minus TY and Glenn.. Hope glenn can get his bike soon and TY can persuade his parents to allow him to buy a bike. And this is directed to dexter, its not lame to do the numa numa dance, its cool and its in... Me asking others is just a way of spreading my enthusiasm of the numa numa dance... I find it funny and original and retarded.. But the retardness gets me hooked, haha...

Nth else to post.. Short one...

wOOhOO, I got my internet back!! Aw man, cut off frm the outside world for abt 3-4 days. Quite lame actually, I was doing A maths, den got 1 qn i got wrong. My mom explained, den ask me redo, den being the rebellious teenager, I said NO! My mom got angry and removed my internet and hid it. In the end, I spent those 3-4 days watching animes wif my sis, feel sad that I implicated my sis, since she also cant use. WP came my hse consecutively for 3 days to relief me of my UBER boredom.. We also went cycling, thks wp for "escorting" me home, I cldnt haf made it back at nite. Actually, can, budden, as history has shown, my tire went BOOM.. Lol, so I sure kena stuck halfway. Well, we found out we can cycle to Glenn's frm mine in abt 20 mins. Cool man.. Den I can cycle to BP everytime!!

Lol, one random fact abt myself, I prefer girls wif pony tails.. Aha, me n wz got same taste :D.. And I dun get the hype abt big b****s, pple like dex always comment abt it, so lame, find them childish!! This is not flaming btw, its just my personal opinion. One nite be4 i slept, I had my usual "Dun rly wanna sleep yet so reflect on myself" time, and I found out that my attitude to liking some1 is like those pple u c on drama serials whom in the end will not get who they rly love and their friends get instead. I feel I am like that, I probably wun get a girlfriend whom I rly love, and I might nt even get married, and if I do 90% chance its matchmade and I heck care and say yes. But chances of me staying single is higher, WOOTS TO BACHELORS!!! Lol, consoling myself wif the last statement.

Been sleeping wif my sis for the past few nites, NOT ON THE SAME BED FOR NOBODY'S SAKE!! Haha, me there to "protect" her frm nitemares and fear, since she was spooked out by the movie shutter. I think shes quite dumb, she knows she cant watch horror movies yet she still watch wif her frens, so stupid, how can go NYGH...

I hope Glenn can get a new bike, den all of us can go cycling 2gether, woohoo!! Oh no, no more crap to generate.. W8, got one more, WEISS KRUEZ IS A BLOODY VIOLENT ANIME!!!! Lol, I just gain a saddistic lvl frm watching it, mwahahhahahahaha.... Getbackers is nicee, I like Mido Ban, and Ginji is funny.. Lol, overall gave me alot of laughs that anime.. And also, welcome back to Tay Yi, who I think supposed to be back today, lol..

Quote of the Day: "In a journey where I know one painful thing after another, I get closer to the true me."

Thks for reading thus far :D.

Since everyone post, I shall post also, but for nothing in particular.

I am pretty tired of pple complaining to me.. U know its a dilemma everytime u call me and u feel unjust to sth else and expect me to pick a stand.. Dis is of course directed to TY.. If u wanna complain, i dun mind listening, pls dun make me take a stand.. W8 till i start pouring out all my problems to u den u gonna feeel VERI sian...

ok, so 14,15 dec joining competition.. Rly hope we can win it.. 3rd prize interest me most, harhar.. Its the one thats gonna directly benefit me. Our team has 4 killers already, we rly need supporters. If we take u, we'll haf 5 killers which i dun c how its gonna benefit the team. Wad i meant is not the hero is killer, i mean that our mentality when we play is killer kind. So, if we can get a kill, we'll forget abt our teamates.. Which is not the idea of DotA. DotA is a 5v5 game for a gd reason, if its a soloist game, it might as well be 1v1 or 2v2..

Oh no, my post is so disorganized!! Haiz, I need organization skills. Gonna rush my homework soon, if not my mom wun let me take part :p... Den TY got chansu!! to be reserve XD.. Dunno why everytime i got drive to blog den when wanna type out i forget everything.. Isit laziness?? Darn.. my concentration lvl is so low..

Wishlist for Christmas:
1) WoW (World of Warcraft)
2) Razer Copperhead
3) All the virus+adware+spyware in my comp to disappear magically
4) A dog
5) A drivers license (seriously, im rdy for it)

Lols, im so greedy.. Oh no, greed is a sin!!!! haha, actually any one of the above can liao... Dun need all.. Den again, i probably wun get any!! Haiz... I still havent got Dex his bday present, sry!! I still dunno wad u want... Unless u want soccer ball? Or a brand new ROC disc? Somehow, the hols seem to pass so fast...

Last choir pract for the hols was a disaster!! Mr Yong ended up scolding us!!! First time i c him so angry, probably cus i forget all the other times XD... I already tried my best to sing correctly, yet WP and Glenn sing 2 different notes, and i dunno which to sing. I know WP sure out of tune, yet I still follow his... Haha, so dumb.. Den Yong started scolding and I held back my laughter. Had bad experience laughing when teacher scold u... And I cant believe Dex thought Yong was angry to the end, I think after awhile he simmered down... And dis is directed to Dex, even if u tried ur best, it might nt be perfect, in fact, it IS not perfect, so u shudnt blame mr yong for making u all to sing again.. Maybe nt u out of tune but others?? So i think that u all dun sing to spite mr yong is too much.. SO childish..