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Archive for August 2006

1) starting time->4:43
2) full name->Law Wei Rong
3) best friend->Wong Wen Pu
4) sexiest friend->No comments.....
5) funniest friend->Glenn
6) smartest friend->Glenn
7) dumbest person->Myself
8) shyest friend->Myself
9) most boring pple-> Dunno...
10) Who do you get advice from->Nobody
11) height->164cm
12) date of birth->??/??/1990
13) Righty/Left-> Right.
14) Shoe size-> 9
15) Shoe brand->Dun care.
16) Do you crack any body parts? -> No.
17) Siblings->1 sister.
18) Boyfriend/girlfriend-> None
19) Crush-> None
20) Liked a teacher->No
21) Ate a tub of icecream-> Yes
22) Ran into a glass door-> No
23) gone skinny dipping->No
24) Nearly hit by a car->Yes
25) Ran into a parked car-> No

`` For Girls To Fill Out About Guys ``

26. Boxers or Briefs ->
27. Tall or Short ->
28. Does size matter ->
29. Six-pack or Muscular Arms ->
30. Body or Personality ->
31. Ear Pierced or Not ->
32. Sporty or Outdoorsy ->
33. Good or Bad guy ->

`` For Guys To Fill Out About Girls ``

34. G or hipster undies ::Dun care.
35. Tall or Short ::Or (Between tall and short)
36. Long Hair or Short ::Long
37. Dark or Light Eyes ::Dun care.
38. Light/Dark Hair ::Dun care.
39. Body or Personality :: personality
40. Ears Pierced or Not :: No difference
41. Good Girl/Bad Girl :: good
42. Hair Up or Down :: down
43. Sporty or Classy :: Or (Use same logic as 35)
44. Chicken or Not Afraid :: Or (Use same logic as 43)

`` Which one is better? ``

45. Coke of pepsi->PEPSI
46. KFC or Mac->Mac
47. dogs or cats->Dogs
48. coffee or tea->Coffee
49. eastside or westside->Dun care.
50. vanila or choco-> Vanilla
51. cake or cookies->Cake
52. purple striped lime socks or white socks->Dun care.
53. sunset or sunrise-> Sunset
54. day or night-> Day
55. lights on or off-> off..
56. Summer or winter-> Winter

`` Your fav``

57. food-> Sushi
58. holiday destination->USA
59. radio station->None
60. place->Anywhere wif Her.

`` in the future ``

61. Will you believe in god? -> I do now.
62. What do you want to be when you grow up? -> Anyone as long as I'm wif Her.

`` Random Questions``

63. Define love-> Too long to be written here.
64. fav day of the week -> Saturday.
65. bedtime->Random.
66.Satan god or atheist? -> God.

`` More Questions ``

67. Do you love someone right now-> Yes.
68. Do you care about someone? -> Yes.
69. Do you think of someone everyday? -> Yes.
70. Do you think someone is special in anyway? -> Yes.
71. Five people to tag-> Whoever wanna do den do.
72. Finishing time->4:55
73. DATE->26/8/06

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Just finished watching B&B the movie again. And then, as I was watching, I was like imagining the rehearsals. Omg, a wave of nostalgia swept over me and I cldn't help but start longing for time to be turned back. I realli liked the rehearsals on Mon and Thurs. I did not feel so lifeless then, and every week had at least 2 days which I look forward to, and life was not so monotonous. Now, everything feels like a routine and I am just programmed to go through it. Ya, I also received the "Slow Dance" poem, and I think its realli meaningful. My life wld be sth like a tango, I am just rushing through it and not taking time to notice the things around me.

To me, life just not hold any meaning anymore. U know it does not hold meaning when you ask yourself what if you were well-to-do nxt time? And if you can only shrug your shoulders and think "gd lor", den you probably think that life has no more meaning. If you start feeling life is a burden, den life too does not hold any meaning. If you live life without looking forward to the next day, den life has no meaning. This is exactly what I am feeling now. I don't feel joy in my heart. I laugh, yes, but its all temporary and I do not truely feel happiness. I do not feel bliss, the kind of warm feeling you get when you embrace someone.

4 years have passed so fast, and I can still rmb I regretted not studying hard and not entering ACSI. Now, I do not regret it at all, not one bit. I'm glad I'm a SUPER slacker during my pri sch. In just a few months I wld be leaving this school, and leaving behind a vortex of memories that beckon me to stay. But, we all know, life moves on, time does not stop for anyone. I don't want to be alone anymore, I've been alone for too long... You were never there, when I needed you. You were never there, wherever I may be. Yet, I want to be there for you, when you need me. Yet, I want to be there for you, to be someone whose shoulder you can cry on, even if I may not be your only one, at least, I know I am making a contribution to you. And if you should ever like another guy, I will only wish you all the best, and pray for you. For I only want happiness for you. I do not reserve any for me, I do not need it. I've lived 16 years of my life without it. I do not reserve any energy for me, I do not need it. I've lived 16 years of my life thinking life's a chore. I do not reserve any of myself for me, I do not need it. I've lived 16 years of my life without love from people around me (Save this incredible sister I have, I do love her so, without her, I will commit suicide straightaway).

I guess, its like trying to run before learning to walk. But, in love, there is nothing known as a "walk". That's why we are so succeptible in relationships, that's why we keep falling down, and breaking our hearts, which like glass, shatters into million pieces. What I really want now, is someone who can understand me, who can cry with me, who can be a mountain I can lean on. I'm so tired.. I dun wanna go on anymore.. You took my heart, dropped it onto the floor, smashed it, and trod over the broken pieces. They are now stuck to your shoe, and my heart will never be whole, I can't love someone else whole-heartedly. You will always be someone in my heart, and will always be a raw wound that refuses to heal.

Seperation has lent its hand in dismantling my heart. After I painstakingly try to piece my heart back together, seperation has torn it asunder. I realli wanna give up now. I dun wanna continue, I just wanna live a day as a day and not care about anything else.

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Im here posting this cus I didnt get to play DotA wif Glenn. And Why? Cus suddenly got 1 xtra person showed up. And all of Glenn bro frens dun wanna sit out on playing, so only me lor.. Haix, I m just too kind for my own good. somemore i told glenn i wld be playing while in grp study today.. ZzZ.. At least got Sandy to chat wif to save me from xtreme boredom which will result in me going to slp at 8 30... So thks Sandy!

Today grp study did phy. Found out my phy standard onli enuff get B.. Cannot.. Must pia my phy.. But more importantly, I must pia my SS liao. Prelim is nxt WEEK!! AHH!! After that played soccer wif a borrowed ball. Yux, I broke my toenail, damn pain.. Haix, i thinx tmr will be bad...

"... why ppl keep misunderstanding me? no one knows me..."

I feel so freaking lifeless nowadays... Haix, no more empty canteen liao... Why Why?! Nande?

The song kuai le sounds quite nice, thks to sandy for telling me. I just wish I can be happy.. At least, as happy as I appear to be..

Trying to find Epilogue the song link now, so can put as my blog song. So nice!!! I wish there is a site that allows direct linking to hosted music... Haix, makes my life so much easier... Hmmz, suddenly i feel like changing my blog song to le ciel.. Gonna do it soon...

Haix, donno wad to update liao...

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1) How old do you wish you were? i like my age now perfectly fine :)
2) Where were you when 9.11 happened? i was at home.
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? Shrug my shoulders and insert more coins.
4) Do you consider yourself kind? Yes, to the extent of TOO kind.
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? On paper.
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? Japanese
7) Do you know your neighbors? No.
8) What do you consider a vacation? Any day spent wif her.
9) Do you follow your horoscope? No.
10) Would you move for the person you loved? Yes, definitely.
11) Are you touchy feely? hahah, i guess so!
12) Do you believe that opposites attract? of course. it's happened before.
13) Dream job? Computer game artist.
14) Favorite channel(s)? Nope, dun watch TV.
15) Favorite place to go on weekends? Glenn house study.
16) Showers or Baths? Baths
17) Do you paint your nails? NO!
18) Do you trust people easily? YES
19) What are your phobias? Too many to list. Rejection is the top.
20) Do you want kids? Never thought about it.
21) Do you keep a handwritten journal? Used to, now I type online.
22) Where would you rather be right now? Anywhere wif her.
23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? Her.
24) Heavy or light sleeper? depends.
25) Are you paranoid? Yes, quite often.
26) Are you impatient? Sometimes.
27) Who can you relate to? My sis, Grace Yeoh, and Wen Pu.
28) How do you feel about interracial couples? Dun rly care.
29) Have you been burned by love? More like crucified..
30) What's your favorite pick-up line? Hi.
31) What's your main ring tone on your mobile? Some song that I donno the name.
32) What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping.
33) What did the last text on your cellphone say? Lol. no seriously, i swear he's sooo funny. in a good way! :) like sometimes after recess on the way back to class i'll talk to dexter and glenn. then gotta control myself not to laugh too much. haha.
34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night? mine. -.-
35) What color shirt are you wearing? White orange and blue.
36) Most recent movie you watched? Pride and Prejudice.
37) Name three things you have on you at all times? Spectacles, wallet, clothes.
38) What color are your bed sheets? Yellow.
39) How much cash do you have on you right now? 0.
40) What is your favorite part of the chicken? Drumstick.
41) What's your favorite town/city? Saucon Valley, PA, USA.
42) I can't wait till..? She accepts me.
43) What did you have for dinner last night? Bak kut teh.
44) How tall are you barefoot? 164.
45) Do you own a gun? No.
46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? anything cept milk.
47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? Singapore
48) Last thing you ate? Spinach
49) What songs do you sing in the shower? KATTUN!!!!
50) Last thing that made you laugh? Can't remember.
51) Worst injury you've ever had? a sundered soul.
52) Does someone have a crush on you? Nope, but I can think of a few who wants to crush me LOL!! Ok lame, that was a joke.. a cold joke..
53) What's your favorite candy? Mints.
54) What song do you want played at your funeral? Joy to the World... J/K J/K.. I donno lar, just not those weird funeral songs you normally hear.

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Got this new song which I heard and found it rather nice. Shall post my translation of the lyrics here. Oh, this song has abit of rap which I didnt bother translating :D.

NEVER AGAIN - KATTUN

I never understand, I'm just too young
Love is not just about sweet-nothings
Easy come easy go, real love
Cannot be easily explained.

Never forget everything you said to me
Never forget evertyhing you done to me
Hesitating in this maze, we are lost

From tomorrow onwards
I will hold my past dear, definitely not letting you leave.
No matter how difficult the situation is I must protect my love
You're never gonna get my love again
It was supposed to be a love that's given up...
Let me kiss your swollen eyes from your crying baby
Fate is? No fake.

Everything once more accept each other's flaws
I believe now we still have the time to create memories.

I never understand, I'm just too young.
Love is not just about sweet-nothings
You are my everything
It was supposed to be a love that's given up...
Now I can say that I love you
Fate is? No Fake

I want to hold my past dear, never letting you leave.
No matter how difficult the situation is I must protect my love.
You're never gonna get my love again
It was supposed to be a love that's given up...
Fate is?

As long as the next time we meet we don't speak
This way things cannot end.
Because the tears from emotions is real love.
You're never gonna get my love again
It was supposed to be a love that's given up...
Fate is? No fake.

Ok, I donno how accurate my translation is, some parts are probably wrong... And I think sometimes the song dun make sense? Oh ya, if any of you want this song just MSN me.

My fave is still Andalucia Ni Akogarete!!

For ppl interested in KAT-TUN songs, can MSN me and if I have their song I will send :D.

I think their best songs, in rank, is:
1) Andalucia ni Akogarete (Yearning for Andalucia)
2) Kizuna (Bond)
3) Le Ciel
4) Special Happiness
5) Haruka na ya Kusoku (Faraway Date)
6) Precious One
7) Wilds of my Heart
8) Never Again
9) Real Face
10) Gold

The sec 3s have gone for OBS and the canteen is realli empty now. Actually, I kinda like this empty feeling. Sec 3 and Sec 4 recess together is seriously too crowded. There isnt even enough place and ppl have to clutter the sides. Now, there is even extra spaces! THe whole canteen looks more suitable for this volume of ppl. Maybe our sch should start having 4 recesses.

Asked her and she rejected. Not that I didn't expect it, but some ppl ask me why did I even try if I expected it. I only have this to say, each time I ask, there is still a minute chance she accepts. If I do not ask, there is ZERO chance of acceptance. And I definitely do not wanna have regrets that I did not ask last time. I already let slip many opportunities, and I regret I did not take this opportunities, so I rather not have opportunities slip by me again.

Prom night is coming.... After Os... SO Os is even nearer.... What shall I wear for Prom? Shall I dye my hair? I rly want to, but I doubt they will allow me entrance if I did. And anyways, now the most impt thing is Os. I MUST get my 9A1s. Now rly gonna start putting effort into my studies, time to start the engines!! It's the last lap!

I'll never stop dreaming, for if this dream comes true, I need nothing else in this world.

All worldly possesions are useless without you

You make life worth living

You will always be

My Only One

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~to all doin o levels soon pls do this in ur blog thanks. and tag other pple to do also!!

anyway 10 things i wanna do after o levels!!
-Play DotA and CSS day in day out
-Mass stayover at glenn house
-Upgrade my computer
-Outing wif musical ppl
-Date *mo mo ren*
-Meet wif my frens evryday
-Learn the guitar
-Start a band!!
-Suan evryone I dun like
-Join DotA competition

3 things i will sacrifice till o levels
-less computer playing time
-my energy
-my slacking time

the 3 things u wud do on the day after o level finishes
-Go cycling
-Sleep
-Jump around screaming like a madboy

Ppl tagged to do this:
1) Grace Wang
2) Wen Pu
3) Dexter
4) Grace Yeoh
5) Sandy
6) Jin Zhe (Eh mus do hor Jin!)

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Nothing can explain the hurt which you can cause me. Similarly, nothing can explain the joy you bring to me. Ah yes, this is abt one joy which helped me through an entire day. This half of the post is posted by whom most of you would consider an idiot, so if you are one of them, you can skip this part and just move on. (Move on? Move on you si lang tao ah)

Yaya, im insane, but i was on cloud nine yesterday after A maths time practice. (Hmm nope, its not cus the torturous time practice is over.) K, yesterday felt so freaking sick after school ended. My flu and my sore throat got worse and I had a horrible headache. Thankfully, I survived the A maths time practice. After that, I decided to walk around the school to find Wen Pu. Just as I left the class and walking down the corridor to the main staircase, as chance would have it, I met Grace. So, den I decided to wave and say "hi". And, for the first time in 2 years, she replied! Omg, I didnt expect it, I thot she would just smile and I was so taken aback. So she smiled at me and I smiled back (I think so, unless my jaw dropped o.0). Den I was like so freaking happy and my sore throat and flu like fly away liao (Yeah magic, unfortunately, they came back later). Haha, yeah, this is the cause of me being so happy yesterday, unfortunately, at nite my flu and sore throat got REALLI bad.. Haiz...

Today is national day celebration. Actually, I can dun come school one, but I force myself to come. Cause today Grace got perform, so I wanted to watch, den just drag myself out of bed and wif a crazy sore throat come to school. Luckily it got better in school.. However, I felt so disappointed. Her mic wasn't working for 2 counts and onli on the third one she swapped mic wif mortiza. Only then could I hear her. Ahh, she got such a sweet voice.. Haiz...

Just found one more KATTUN song which is realli nice. The title of the song is Le Ciel ( I donno wad that means ). Y'all shud go watch the video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYf2GV5Pq0c.

Ok, this is for Dexter:
1. Sth random: You are the most matured guy in our clique.
2. The challenge: Tell SwuSan you hate her (Mwahaha, Im evil)
3. Colour association: Blue, cause sometimes you seem so deep.
4. Sth I like abt you: Your maturity
5. Clearest memory: During Sec 1 on my first day of school you keep talking to me.
6. Animal: Monkey, most of the time you seem so energetic.
7. Sth I've always wanted to ask: How many gfs do you have to date?

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Aw man, the 9 o clock drama ended liao. FINALLY Wei Xiang got Yi Xin! Haiz, I will never be half the man he is.

Ok, this is in response to TY:
1. Sth random: You are an extremist.

2. The challenge: Do a split.

3. Colour association: Red, cus u always like to flame ppl.

4. Sth I like abt you: Your honesty and non-backstabbing attitude.

5. Clearest memory: During Sec 1 you asked to swap place wif me cus u wanted to sit beside XY.

6. Animal: Dragon, LegO.Dragon mah.

7. Sth I've always wanted to ask: Who's your current gf?

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if you comment to this post...

1. i'll respond with something random about you.
2. i'll challenge you to try something.
3. i'll pick a color that i associate with you.
4. i'll tell you something i like about you.
5. i'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. i'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. i'll ask you something i've always wanted to ask.
8. if i do this for you, you must post this on yours.

if you tag in my board regarding this post, pls tag with "i'm tagging regarding your post titled 'something or nothing'."

This is in response to Grace Yeoh's:
1. Sth random: You are the girl I talked most with, shared most problems with, and SMSed the most.
2. The challenge: Stand in the middle of a shopping centre and sing Barney's theme song at the top of your lungs. (Haha, i dun think u shud try this, ppl will think ur from woodbridge)
3. Colour association: Green, cus ur blogs all green and green's the onli colour I can think of.
4. Sth I like abt you: Your most of the time positive attitude and encouragements
5. Clearest memory: During the training of Be Our Guest dance and you sarbo-ed all the dancers to redo the whole segment.
6. Animal: Horse, cus u like horses and there's horse in your nick and I'm all about horses.. And dogs..
7. Sth I've always wanted to ask: Crap, nv thought of it much, cus I nv had anything to ask, and all I wanted to ask I have already asked. Ah, Will you ever consider other guys?

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Ytd watched 9 o clock drama on 8, and I got some feelings towards the show. There is this character, Wei Xiang, who likes the lead actress (Rui En), but he could see that she likes someone else, and he selflessly let her go with the other guy. I feel so sad for him, he have to give up the girl he likes so much for someone else, an act that I dun think I can accomplish.

NEways, today was a tiring day. We played rugby again during PE. I DREW FIRST BLOOD! Woohoo, my classmates were like congratulating me cus i solo evaded the entire team and then scored. Waha, I feel so proud, somemore the girls were like got the WOW sound. After recess was reading and I was so physically and mentally drained that I just slept through the whole period. Last period we went to the hall to listen to the principal. After listening to her speech, I feel so inspired to study hard. And after that me dexter and wen pu talked to the principal. I can't remember what we talked about, but talked for some time. And then went to play basketball with 2 lower sec, and we totally OWNED them, cus of height advantage. They totally gave up trying to snatch the ball from us or trying to catch the ball in midair. After that we went to KFC to eat our lunch, den went home. That was pretty much my Tuesday.

When you think of me, remember the way that I used to be.
Remember the times I held you tenderly, remember the way that I loved you.

We got a little world of our own, I'll show you things that no one else knows, I'll let you in where no one else goes, what will I do without you..

I do cherish you. For the rest of my life, you dun have to think twice. I will love you still, from the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control. I've waited so long to say this to you. If you ask me whether I love you this much, I do...

I'll be the one who will make all your sorrows undone. I'll be the light when you feel like there's nowhere to run. I'll be the one to hold you and make sure that you'll be alright. Cause my faith is gone and I want to take you from darkness to light.

We went full circle before meeting and no one but me knows how important you are. It's been so long and I have decided that when I hold your hand I will never let go.

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