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Archive for April 2007

Sigh, TY ask me to post so I post, but I rly nth to post leh, how how??

Ok, lemme just start slowly. First up, PW. Errr, well, my group is fast and has ALMOST finished the GPP. Guess who contributed the ALMOST? If you guessed me, den u just won $1 mil!!!! Haha, typical bpian slacker :). Ahh Stresss!!! Nxt WK got chem test and the week after Phy and the following wk Maths! NO!!! not to forget my Independent study for GP is due wk 9 and Phy one is dono when.

I wish the pace of life can slow down..

Well, now I can talk abt Sports Day I guessed. I can summarize it into a word, time-wasting. Well, not entirely, I ended up doing my chem summary and talking. Eh, n those ppl wif competitions coming up can pon Sports Day, so unfair. I mean, even SGC can pon.. OH WOW! Ah, now the good thing abt Sports Day, FREE MILO!!!!

Ok, since I have nth much else to post abt, I shall make this post longer by telling you ppl who read my blog who glenn likes. The person glenn likes, is, according to him, "Smart, witty, Unfallable, and angelic." That person is......... Glenn himself! HAHAHAHAHA! Of course he wun tell me who he likes laa, only hints here n there... And hints also not say hints.. Bleah, nvm, I dun care.

See, I just made this post 1 paragraph longer. Kk, Maybe I shall post EMO stuffs, cos lidat can lengthen it somemore. Or not.

Now i realise its bad to post just cos ppl ask u to post. Cos u rly have no content. "Even the best fall down sometimes." Anyways, I think I'm changing my blogsong soon. Oh, and Guild Wars 2 is coming out. GW2 :):). *winks* *grins*. So who wanna play it tgt wif me? Perhaps Derek? Oh ya, Derek, you say you would consider Guild Wars :):). Since its FREE online play.

After watching Monster, I'm pretty convinced everyone has dual personalities. One is your standard one while the other is a MONSTER. And ya, if you seen my nick, the monster within me is a flirt. It's starting to come out more and more regularly and I just feel so disgusted with myself. Back when I was in BP it wasn't that bad, but now.. Sigh.. I think I rly need to cause hurt to myself each time I sense the monster emerging. Not that I'm masochistic or anything, but it's rly freaking me out.

WP and I discussed last wk that we should go back to BP during some special day like Teachers day and we should perform for the school. Sounds alot like fun but sounds rly scary too.

I'm living in paranoia.

I rly need the long June break now. At least I have sth to look forward to, a nice trip to Hawaii, then to Seattle Silicon Valley, then off to Vancouver, before coming back to Singapore. BUt bcos of the BLASTED term exams I must bring school work over to study. Sigh.. 4 Wks holiday is still the best though ha. I wonder if like 20 years frm now and I read this blog what kind of feeling would I get. Nostalgia? Grief? Or just like some stranger looking into a house. Who knows. Just as how one will never know when one might meet his/her only one. Also, you will never know whether that person will accept/reject you. You also wun know if that person you met is the right one, you may have guessed wrongly. I'm not saying this cos I've gotten over her or I have another target in mind. In fact, I still do not have another target (and when ur in AC that's rly a problem). Something I look forward in my JC days is to see Glenn stead wif someone. Haha, it would indeed be surprising (no offense), and though it would mean he would be always away frm me (Ok, that sounds gay), but I dun rly care. It would just be nice to have someone around me who SUCCEEDS. Bleah, I bet I would be SUPER KAY-POH. haha. Hmm, esp if that someone wld be *Ahem ahem* (Haha, Glenn knows wad was censored). Lol, rly looking forward to that day loh, hahaha. Den again, I'm also rly afraid of the day where the BPian gang of 1SB2 all got steads and I'm the only one left out. Then it's back to my anti-social days.... Then again, I will never know when the monster would permanently take over me, but if I manage to force it back into the abyss I would be anti-social again. I bet when I got my ISC in the DISC test my other personality was dominant. And this makes me wonder, is my current personality gay? And yet it balances out cos the other one is much more interested in girls? So would it mean if I banish my other personality I would bcome gay? It's like co-dominance. Pfft, I dun wanna think so much. Anyway, grace yeoh has this test which I saw on my friendster. I did it without writing it down but I'm roughly 30% guy and 10% girl. The remainding 60% is sexless I presume? Lol.

When ppl say "Lol" do they mean it? It's so spammed that it seems like an expression of uneasiness. Sometimes I rly detest using "Lol", but everytime I feel uneasy I end up typing it instinctively. Ok, I rly can't think anymore, I need rest, lotsa rest. Not bad, I managed to write sufficient length.

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Just changed my blog song to the OP of Monster.

Noooo! I'm on ep 70!! SADDED!! LEFT 4 more EPS!!! Sigh.. GOod things dun last...

Anyway, I changed it cos it describes the darkness I feel in my heart now.......

Psycho... It's so philosophical... We shud do it for GP, under media and education..

After watching it, I start feeling like reading picture books....

"The Nameless Monster", Emil Scherbe.. Does that bk exist?

Crunch crunch! Munch munch! Gobble gobble! Gulp.

Johann... I wish I can be like him... Johann Liebert...

Obsessed wif that show now.. I like shows like that, makes me think alot.. Tanoshi!!

This post is as disorganized as my mind is now wif moments of blanks cos of the frequent blankouts my mind get.

I'm sry if this post sounds nonsensical, but if u watch that show, then you will get what I am saying.

Remember, there is a monster in all of our hearts. One day, it will cry;

Look at me! Look at me! Look at how large the monster inside me has grown!
Crunch Crunch! Munch Munch! Gobble Gobble! Gulp.

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Monster

Boku wo mite! Boku wo mite! Boku no nakano kaibutsu ga konnani wo kikunatta yo

Look at me! Look at me! Look at how large the monster inside me has grown!

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Muhahha, spmaming of posts... KK, u can totally, and I mean TOTALLY ignore this post. Thank you..

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Emotion test

Emotion Test

1. Which is your favorite color out
of: red, black, blue, green or yellow?
- Green

2. Your first initial?
- L

3. Your month of birth?
- October

4. Which color do you like more, black
or white?
- Black

5. Name of a person of the same sex as
yours:
- Glenn

6. Your favorite number?
- 4

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?:
- Driving

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
more?
- Lake

9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one).
- Her

Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black - You are conservative and
aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person
and
give good advice to those who are down.

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and
friendships in
your
life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum &
your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you
and
you will discover that you fall in
love with
someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long
but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year
and will
experience a major life-changing
experience for
the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be
great, but
eventually you will find your soul
mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a
different
direction, it will seem hard at the
time but
will be the best thing for you, and
you will be
glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.


6. This is how many close friends you
have in your lifetime.


7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure
Driving: You are a laid back person.


8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends
and your
lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to
please people.

9. This wish will come true only if
you repost
this with "Emotion Test" as the
subject

KK, all gotten frm TY's blog, I'm off to do sth else now...

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type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and dont go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends

1. Cigarettes: Stuff for losers
2. Sex: MaLE
3. Relationships: Bad
4.Your Last Ex: Blanked out
5. Power Rangers: Comedy
6. Crash: Car crash
7. Food: YUMMY
8. The Prime Minister: Overpaid person
9. War: Exciting
10. Cars: Beautiful
11. Petrol Prices: Numbers
12. Halloween: COSTUME PARTY!!
13. Stars: Wishes
14. Religion: Christianity
15. MySpace: Useless thingo
16. Chocolates : Tasty
17. Marriage: Impossible
18. Paris Hilton: Dumb blondes
19. Brunettes: Attractive
20. Redhead: Hair on fire
21. Politics: Nonsensical
22. Pass the Time: Huh?
23. One Night Stands: Disgusting
24. Mobile Phones: Essential to people
25. Pet Peeves: Harry Potter
26. Pixie Stix: Heroes 3
27. Vanilla Ice Cream: Yummmm
28. Potties: Smelly
29. High School: FUN!!
30. Pyjamas: Blanked out
31. Wood: Deforestation
32. Wet Socks: Icky
33. Alcohol: Sth I feel like drinkin
34. The word u HATE : LOVE
35. Your best friends: My doggy
36. Money: Nice to have, not essential to horde
37. Heartache: Grace
38. Love: Is painful
39. Time: Clock
40. Divorce: Stephen Lynch's Lullaby

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Sigh, I'm so addicted. Severe Addiction to 1 thing and moderate addiction to 2. Severely addicted to her and moderately addicted to WoW and Monster.

Highly reccomend people to watch MONSTER! It's rly nice and its not a digimon show. Its sth like Deathnote but alot darker and not so funny and alot more serious and deals wif loads of philosophies. It's good to watch it for GP-ers. Kk, I shall gif a bit of a synopsis. The title of the show is not a literal meaning but its abt the monster inside humans. there are 3 main characters inside, twins and a doctor. one twin wants to kill the other who is a psychopath killer. The doctor saved the psychopath killer and now wants to kill him (Kinda like frankenstein). However, the doctor is being accused of murder commited by the psychopath. Yep, so the 74 episode anime is abt this as the doctor traces the origins of the psychopath and wad made him that way. The setting is in post-war germany. Of course the show is alot deeper than wad I made it sound like, and there are mass murders :):).. Nice man.. For those interested, it can be found at www.crunchyroll.com. You must sign up before ur able to watch it though. It has all 74 eps. Woohoo, I'm on 12 and lovin every episode.

Sigh, just realised my WoW lvl isnt 38 (Sob), its 35... Damn, must work hard, need to get to lvl 40 in 2 wks! Kesou!!!!

Gave up on my GP AQ homework. It's UNDOABLE!!! Kk, actually I just don wanna spend 1 hour ++ to do it. it's NOT worth the effort. ANyways, I never found maths more interesting since I met my maths lecturer. She's funny except everyone laughs AT her not at her JOKES. She's so freaking lame that I can't believe she's above 40. Not to mention my maths tutor says she can't teach at all and she's only interested in golf. Nvm, for now I shall just go to maths lecture for laughs. AND play wif my graphic calculator muhahaha....

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Woohoo, I found out why I blog!! Cos I have nothing to do in front of my comp and yet want to be in front of my comp!!

Muhahaha....... Ok, I'm gonna do sth evil, its #1 on my agenda rite now, just waiting for the opportunity to arrive *wink wink*.

KK, today went mac studying.. Lets just leave it that MAC IS A HORRIBLE PLACE TO STUDY AND I NEVER WANNA STUDY THERE AGAIN!!!!! WP agrees wif me too, the unholy blend of food, drinks, noise, and air-con creates an atmosphere that is BAD for studying. No wonder so many neighbourhood school ppl go there to study. Tsk.

Anyway, I still think the most conducive place to study is CHANGI AIRPORT. It's quiet, air-conditioned, and do not have food + drinks to tempt u!!! Of course dun go Burger King to study la... Then u get all those things again...

Nananana Nananana Elmo's World.... is filled wif hand-drawn furniture and a muppet.

ok, I need some lessons on being EVIL. Of course, #1 would be to be brutally honest.

Eh, I'm drifting off again.... ANyways, WP n I were discussin that after A levels we should go back BP to be relief teachers. I would do so cos I wanna see wad teaching is like. We were also discussin wad wld happen if we were posted to those crappy neighbourhood schools. And we agreed we would conduct an aptitude test on the first day. 3 Qns. Name, Do you like this subject, and do u want to learn. For example, a yes to the qn wld be 1 point and No 0. IF say a class of 40 students, max marks wld be 80. So, if they scored 40 and above we wld teach, 40 and below we wld go to class and slack. And if they scored above 40, we wld create sitting plan based on individual scores. 2 pointers wld sit in front, 1 pointers nxt row, and 0 pointers right at the back. Of course, we also decided it would be better just to ask the 0 pointers to get out of class. Save who is willing to be saved. Same logic as christianity, those who trust in Jesus and puts their lives in His hands wld attain salvation. Of course this wldnt be on that big a scale but same logic. If one does not even wish to learn and does not have interest in the subject, just scram and dun disturb those who wishes to learn. And I wun do it like those half-baked teachers who only say they want to teach those who learn and ignore the rest but nv actually prove it but instead scolds those who misbehaves, which wastes the time of those who want to learn.

Oh no, my WoW subscription is coming to an end!!! 28th April!!! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!! *Faints*.

You say that you're leaving but just for a day
The company wants you to fly to L.A.
So you leave me alone, and I sit and I say
What will I do today, today, while you're away

I....... Will........
Sniff all your underwear
Dress in your clothes
Pleasure myself inside your pantyhose
I know its not easy to leave me alone
But its more fun when you're not home

Haha, this song cracks me up...

Oh, found another hilarious song..
SL - Stephen Lynch
MT - Mark Teich
It's a duet. Its called the Best Friends song
MT: I like my toast buttered
SL: And I'll take mine dried
MT: I like the Beatles
SL: I'm a staunch kind of guy
MT: I have fine taste
SL: I like things cheap
MT: I want to stay up all night
SL: I just want to sleep.................... With your sister....
MT: What did you just say? STOP DANCING!
SL: Wait it's your turn again
MT: I like the sunshine
SL: ANd I..................... wanna nail your sister
MT: I like Julia Roberts
SL: I just wanna F the sh*t out of your sister
MT: HEY WAIT NO WAIT
SL: Mark Teich, you would rule, if you say, its cool. I'd go pick her up, at her Junior High School.

Ok, den it continues into a long chain of words that I duno what the heck he is saying.

Woohoo, Stephen Lynch ROX!!! haha, his songs are sooooooooooo FUNNY!!!!!

KK, test week coming up, gambatte!!

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Here we are, dear old friend
You and I, drunk again
Laughs have been had and tears have been shed
Maybe the whiskey's gone to my head?

But if I were gay, I would give you my heart
And if I were gay, you'd be my work of heart
And if I were gay, we would swim in romance
But I'm not gay, so get your hand out of my pants

It's not that I don't care, I do
I just don't see myself in you
Another time, another scene
I'd be right behind you, if you know what I mean

Cause if I were gay, I would give you my soul
And if I were gay, I would give you my whole being
And if I were gay, we would tear down the walls
But I'm not gay, so won't you stop cupping my hands

We've never hugged, we've never kissed
I've never been intimate with your fist
But you have opened brand new doors
Get over here and drop your drawers

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ZzZ, stupid blisters....

Watch them run, watch them fall, watch them try to catch a ball olympics
Special olympics..
Watch them laugh, watch them drool, watch them fall into a pool, that's diving
At the Special olympics..

My lady gives birth today, I run to her room right away
She smiles with glee, then hands her to me
I looked at my newborn and say
DAMN THATS AN UGLY BABY
DAMN THATS AN UGLIEST BABY
I'm feeling quite concerned, my semen must have turned
Cause damn thats an ugly baby
This was just what I feared, her head is misshapen and weird
She's skinny like a twig, at least her nuts are big (Whoops?)
And her hair colour doesn't match her beard
DAMN THATS AN UGLY BABY
GOD DAMN THATS AN UGLIEST BABY
I gave the doctor a smackin' say
Can't you stuff her back in
Cause damn thats an ugly baby

KK, sry for random spamming of song lyrics... I just felt like typing sth lol...

Lesson learnt: NEVER RUN IN SHOES WITHOUT SOCKS. You get blisters...

PI still not done... Tests not studied for... Ok, screwed... Tomorrow's Easter Sunday!! KK.. Dono wad to post actually... BB!!

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"And wad was a river of words soon dried up in your prescence..."

Yepp.. Exactly wad I feel ^..

Why do our lives have to be in parallel? The worst way to miss someone, is to have them right next to you yet knowing you can't have them.. Sometimes its so torturous for me to see you... And yet its torturous for me not to see you too... Sigh, my mind can't make itself and my heart is screwing everything.

My cousin made it into stanford Uni and now I'm feeling very pressured to do likewise.. I rly don't want to disappoint my dad esp since I've not done anything he would be proud of for the last 16 years.. So.. for once, i wanna make him proud.

Often I wish I can trade lives wif ppl. I do know that everyone has problems, but some people seem to have so little on their minds (Not bcos of their small brains). I rly wish I have such a problem-free stress-free life. Nostalgia isn't helping me much either. Watched all the B&B rehearsal vids and this strong tsunami of memories came flooding into my mind. I rly wish I can turn back time. I nv treasured BP much but now, I rly wish I can go back there, turn back time, relive those times...

Alas, I think not thinking about it would be better.. FOr man can't turn back time and time only moves forward. I was thinking 20 years frm now or even 30, when I look back, will the nostalgia be worse? Will I cry? Will I start to wish for times long gone and curse myself for not treasuring them when I had them? Will our paths cross again? Such are the qns that only time will reveal and yet I want to know the answers now. What does the future have in store for me? More heartbreaks? Probably.. Happiness? Unlikely.. I think I just need to get out of this place, emigrate elsewhere, start life anew, be reborn again. Maybe like in winter sonata, suffer frm amnesia and becomes an entirely different person. But I don't want to forget about the past too, for the past gives me my identity. Contrary to popular belief your IC is not your identity. It's just a freaking card wif a bunch of letters and numbers on it and enhanced by passing it through a magnetic field.

And I can go on and on but I think you get my point. If you don't, just re-read again until you do. Kk, and now my mom suspects I like someone cos I've been very depressed lately. Her suspicions are correct but just 2 years too late. NEway, I dun intend to let her know or I'll suffer a few hours of lecture and she'll get worried. Presumably she'll be more worried of my studies..

I still love you...... Wo(3) hai(2) shen(1) ai(4) zhe(4) ni(3).... Todavía le amo...... Ich liebe Sie noch.... Ancora li amo..... Je vous aime toujours....

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Some people minds are just too narrow, like a frog in a well.

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Wow, found more "inspiration" to write a hate post frm TY. For details, just go n read his blog entry Sunday April 1 the second one on the lorry driver.

Now, though I find its foolish to do what TY did, I have to applaud him for his bravery. I feel what he has done is absolutely CORRECT!! People who are inconsiderate deserve to be spitted on, pissed off, and basically everything that low-lifes deserve. I feel a sense of enjoyment when these kind of people get irritated or angry. The angrier they get the happier I feel. In fact, I believe such people do not deserve a place in this world. Such people deserve to DIE. (Oh no, now I sound like KIRA!! Hehe, now you know why I absolutely support him). Haha, so better pray I dun get a deathnote. If I do, mass killings will ensue :). Bah, nvm, its like a rage kid inside me, bleah. I rly detest and despise such people. Humans are incorrigible, case closed.

Ok, since I'm onto hate posts, I shall start.. Yes, I shall start a PERSONAL QUIZ!! INCLUDES A TAG OF DOOM!!!! Ok, just joking abt the tag of doom, if you wanna do it den go ahead.

RULES: List down 10 things that turns you off in the opposite sex. State what is the opposite sex.

Girls:
1) Smoking
2) Tattoos
3) Druggers
4) Act cute
5) Inconsiderate behaviour
6) Ah Lians
7) Unhygienic
8) Fangirls
9) Arrogance
10) Noisy

Bah, I hate *. HATE!!!!!!! HATE!!!! Don't ask, screw taht person... Bleah..

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