Todae is so lame tat i dun even know why am i posting... todae like nothing happen lidat, jus pass the day so quickly.. wp sae he drop HMT le and i was so surprised to find him in me classz during HMT period.. haha, during HMT, MT pple get to slack, so gd ^^...

Ahhh.. i dun even know why am i POSTING??!! haha, anywaes, i kena sore throat also.. haish, hope it cures by SYF.. TT... i dun wanna sing wif a sore throat... and i cant anywaes... hmm, ytd jus found out how to take pics from animes without the black screen, lol, so now getting alot of pics to make me layout.. woots! maybe make it after mid year? or during week end.. anywaes, i wun make it like ty de, so messy...

Ai, nothing else le..

Blogging be4 my tuition.. nothin seems to happen at home and i mite be going to jelapang plae badminton after tuition since its onli 1 hr.. see if glenn they all playing anot... I thinking of bringing chocs 2morrow to gif pple (namely grace), but i scared that they melt and i dun wanna gif melted chocs.. argh.. is there nothing i can do??

Found out that dis June me gonna go to States again. Woots!! but den.. 1 mth cannot see Grace v painful de... haish.. got up side and down side.. but i definitely need 2 go de.. I might even be going to Germany... if i do go, even longer than 1 mth... todae the assembly so borrring.. the 22nd student council thingy.. i dun understand the purpose of it. the onli gd thing was that we had chairs to sit on.. i thinx my chem teacher is nt gd cus everydae she come to class onli gif worksheets and dun teach de.. and the worksheets are soooo easy, no challenge. and my physics teacher soooo borring.. chem and physics are my dreaded lessons.. at least E maths interesting and my desire to get high marks in A maths make me listen to Ng and Ng is nt bad if u can dun slp.. lol..

Jus came bak from badminton.. wow, we had alot of fun, too bad some pple missed it.. we were discussing abt roshan and gate opening (think rock lee). den we sae hor, dat u open "gates", meaning u open holes like ur sphincters and leaking out water.. u open ur anus to release brown matter to make urself lighter and thus run faster (woo, dats how rock lee run so fast). also, ur surface area to vol. ration also decreases increasing maximum diffusion of energy to increase ur str.. evil wor.. den wen pu like half-way to the game suddenly become so cold.. he dun talk le and gif the stupid face.. den i sae that he harden his heart and close his heart gate.. haha, so he gort no feeling and den his heart will solidify and den drop to his stomach and open the biggest gate of all, his stomach. den all his food matter will flow out and he will die, lol... all these is fictitious (obviously..). den later we sae cus he got no feeling he become roshan, onli know how 2 brainlessly smash and hit net (wor, got evidence also ^^).. lol.. so funnie.. den we also sae he ish festum cus he got no feeling and he suddenly said lets kill shuttle (haha, everything also wanna kill de). den we told wen pu he shld sae ROSHAN SMASH!! lol... oh yar, notice wp said "let's", all festums dun sae me or I, they sae we or let's or ware ware.. lol... similarity!! also found out tat dexter improved le and can conform to the match le.. woah, intelligence jus increased!! he v evil lor, first he serve to the far end, den he drop.. well, i collected data on him le, so unless he changes again, i think i can counter le ^^... Hope we can get silver or gold in SYF so tat Yong will book the court.. haha... hope grace going...

haish, nothing much to blog le.. hope something interesting happens 2morrow so i gort more to write abt ^^... maybe gonna do A maths at nite, see 1st lol...

Grr... my stupid computer keep giving me problems these days.. maybe i reformat the whole system again?? eee.. i hate the idea of re-installing everything, yucks... todae like gort nothing de, i jus blog cus i nothing betta to do, yes, jus finished some A maths and gonna resume at nite..

eee... why ish my life so borring de.. and i totally find physics borrring.. ZzzZ.. well, at least 2dae gort gd news, my physics test postpone to nxt wk le, woots!! Oh yeah!! so less cramming and gif me more time to learn abt resultant force/vector..

Hmm, Todae this thought dawned on me (actually, it occured a few times le, last week was the last), wld i gif up my dreams 4 Grace?? I cant rly answer tat question yet and probably wun answer it, cus as u walk, ur path slowly unfolds.. until now, my path is still in the shroud and i am walking in it without knowing where i m going so i might be walking backwards.. and wasting my time.. hope this shroud clears soon and i can find my target..

But, i think the shroud is clearing now n i can think more clearly (or less clearly to some of u). and nw nt the time to reveal my thoughts, cus its still in production state and its finishing.. haha.. i m so lame.. hmm, better nt overwork my 1mb RAM brain.. maybe i upgrade it to 64mb?? haish...

I am paragraphing to make this post look longer, jus as how a mirror makes a room look bigger.. yes, my new "good" (or lame?) habit ish use internet onli frm 530 until dinner and den later dun on my com liao, instead study. yes.. i thinx i can stick by it.. and i thinx it will help my studies too.. todae ish dae 2 of my plan, hope i can continue until end of year cus i feel the urge to on me com everytime go near it. but 2dae gonna leave on until i slp cus i need 2 charge my player. eeeeee...

Lastly, hope dat our choir can get Gold in dis yrs SYF, GAMBATTE!! bokura wa mezashita kinhoushou!! mus haf passion in wadeva u do and the will to do it to da best in order to succeed.. and of course, nt to forget another important component, LUCK!!!

First and foremost, WOOTS!! MY DAD CAME BACK FROM FRANKFURT TODAE!!! haha, he bought many things from there, yeah.. especially chocs.. hmm, i nt gonna share, wahhahahah... its like rare.. i nv heard of the brands be4.. gonna savour each and every one of them.. todae lessons nothing interesting, jus dat in bio practiacal we had to work wif nail varnish to obtain an imprint of the stomata and the nail varnish stunk.. eeeee.. like UHU glue smell..

2morrow gonna plae badminton wif shi ting and wen pu and glenn and some other grls.. wonder if they are gd? shld i plae crappily?? hahaz.. mus show of higuma!! lol... anywaes, i thinx some of em saw it be4 and done by its creator, tay yi!! haha, who copied it from fuji!! 2dae choir was sectional practice and Yong wanted us to sing the high high part.. haish, cannort let the grls cover le and frankly, i thinx we sing dao v nan ting... eee.. so high.... sing until throat like going to explode le.. wen pu went for the sport heats (or hits??) and participated in the 1500m.. heard from tj dat he was leading at first den lagged all the way to the back. wahahhahah.. he shld run for 400m or 200 or 100, so arrogant go and run 1500... i thinx even 800 also v tiring le, i dun haf that stamina to run... lol... ahh, forgot, todae my class heard Ee spoke chinese!! OMG!! first time, wow.... haish, todae something painful happened (literally). after choir i wanted to wait 4 grace so sat outside and waited, den wen pu was complaining of leg pain or something, den i suggested racing wif him, den glenn and tj like think its interesting so they join also. den wen pu did the 3..2..1.. GO thing, and i was like preparing to run like naruto cus it gives u a greater initial thrust but at the expense of making ur centre of gravity in front of u, in short, its easier to fall down. den i wasnt prepared when wp said the GO!, and i didnt want like a big gap, cus v embarrasing de, so i nvm, jus rush.. bad move.. i kicked off to hard and i felll forward, but den my arms supported and did like how naruto run in kyuubi form (ok, its jus embarrasing so i dun wanna put it in plain terms), be4 straightening up and running as normal. den glenn all the while looking at me and he thought i was doing it on purpose (i m nt so lame de....). haha, and wp/tj (i forgot who le) turned arnd and watched wad i was doing.. haha.. and at that time grace came out of sch (ahhh, hope she didnt see?). omg... so embarrasing.. haish, den after the race found out that my middle finger was cut and was bleeding and so was my thumb.. ow... anywae, now can point middle finger at pple le! haha, joking.... oww.. got the burning sensation on my mid finger... jeez, den glenn they all make fun of me lor in a lame way which i dun wanna sae... onli tj, glenn, me, and wp know wad they were crapping abt.. and it was rly rly laaaame... anywaes nothing else to blog le...

Yeah! I finally found out how to tune a radio!! woots!! Wahahaha.. todae nothin to do so i tried to tune it. and den, haha, found all the radio stations in singapore. Ytd went 2 church wif glenn, ty, wz, tj, xy, wp, and jin zhe. however,except 4 me, glenn, wp, and jin zhe, the rest v lame. they went there and in the end, stayed outside to plae cards.. -.-... be4 going plae in mac liao still nt enuff.. den me n glenn went in when they were singing. den glenn was talking to me and there was this guy, who like bu shuang, came over to us and rest his hands on our shoulders and ask us stop talking. wahhaah, VLee #2... and den.. i wasnt talking.. i was onli nodding my head.. hhahahah, the music too loud and i cldnt hear 2/3 of wad glenn was saying. den there was this korean guy from US who talked to us abt how much God loves us and he was rly funnie.. haha, he made me laugh a lot..! hahaz... glenn also. but then, the pple behind me v irritating. they laugh damn loud de and like blasting into my ears. and got one lying down wif his feet beside me.. eeeeeeeeee.... i remember he said that we shld love God or something like that and ask us of our relationship wif our father.he ish such a great speaker and he rly knows how to make a speech funny. i wonder if he had it planned or its like spontaneous and on the spot.

todae was rly borring. i finished my weekend hw and plae com for the rest of the time. den at evening went to padang to fetch my sis who was playing softball for the school. she actually made it into school team! Nanyang Girls won 1st, woots! Congrats to my sis! believe it or not, she helped to score pts and did nt get tagged out (stop calling her fat, especially dex). yeah, i feel sho proud of her (ok, i m lame). partly cus she aint gd in alot of sports cept for basketball. and i nv seen her played softball but if she can score pts, its either shes gd or the opponents are lousy. i believe shes gd though. wahahhahaha... but she cant beat me in most sports, haha, maybe i can win her in softball?? hehe.. haish, wish my sch haf baseball.. baseball ish so fun... played it a few times be4.. den like nothin else le.. so borrrrrring.. well, gif and take. friday and saturday was fun, so naturally sundae haf to be boring, cannot haf everyday fun. haha, the world ish nt that gd... i m gonna work hard in my A maths le, lagging too far... yes, gambatte!!

Eeeee... i dun likez this layoutzzz... -.-.... yux... and guess wad? i am TOO lazy to CHANGE it!! haha.. thought i wld do it in the hols but den.. played and played instead.. haish.. maybe i ask XY help me wif the structure of the blog.. or ask him help me do a WHOLE thing by himself, but dat wld be evil and inconsiderate.. haish.. i thinx jus ask if he can help me make the structure, the rest i add in on my own.. sianz...

2dae was a stupid day on the whole.. firstly, in sch.. ok, heres the gd news.. for me.. I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL, WOOTS!!! hahaz, big news for me ^.^! but den, lessons were jus plain boring. and during PE, Mrs Ee ask us run 1.7m which is one round outside and i was like jogging at snails pace throughout the whole thing (figuratively) and she said that boys need 6.59 to pass and grls need 9.59 to pass.. woah, 3 mins difference.. and guess wad? I PASSED!! by grls standard ^.^! hahaz, my timing was 9.37 some thing lidat... wahahha.. nt bad, since i was jogging at snails pace.. wasnt gonna sweat it out.. but dun understand.. i was running soooo slooooowly and i SWEATED!! omg.. why arh... so weird.. I was sweating ALOT... not like little droplets but literally DRENCHED!! haish.. my body ish so weird.. todae had to borrow money from Glenn cus i had NO money.. forgot to briing wallet.. sian diao.. I absolutely HATE owing pple money.. gifs me headache remembering how much i owe and it takes up space in my valuable 100mb brain.. todae eng had public speaking.. the usual boring stuff from my classmates.. wish i was in tay yi class.. however, ong gave a V interesting public speaking on freak incidents.. dat was the best of all of them.. hahaz.. then later chem.. we plae wif chemicals, me and zi xin and a few grls.. ok, i name lar. (Si Jia, Stefanie, Xin Ying, and Julia).. we played wif chemicals and mixed em around for fun.. den they so evil leh.. i didnt see them put in ammonia hydroxide into my conical flask and they ask me to smell. so i jus took the whole thing and put it to my nose as in VVVVV close.. and the thing (or smell) that followed was unbearable. i smelt it for a short 1 sec and i felt it killed like 99% of my brain cells.. IT STUNK!!! OMG!! lets see.. take a sweaty class and multiply the smell by 1000 times and u will get the smell of what hit me.. omg.. i was giddy after that trauma.. and they were laughing -.-"... eeewwww, learnt my lesson le...

todae gort tuition (chinese).. sian.. new tuition teacher.. she from China.. but lucky onli 1 hr or i will die! haish... my concentration lvl v low in studies... den i watched soukyuu no fafner from ep 12 all the way to ep 22... nice.. i understand more on fafner le.. and i cried at abt ep 18 and ep 13.. it was v sad. they showed what kazuki was thinking and all that. and something else. i cannort remember. all i know was it moved me to tears. why do we haf to fite? is fighting the onli way out? cant we find other means? and i learnt to like the core of the island or minashiro tsubaki ("fondly" remembers tsubaki no mai). she seems so matured for her age. partly cus she was a festum from what i gathered. the Core something model. and there was this part where kazuki remembered when he blinded soushi. dat part was so sad. and they introduced a new term. assimilation phenomenon. i cant rly get it. anywaes. when they showed their past, i cried. i cant believe how much soushi has suffered. and i rly cried in my chair. sobbed. partly cus i think too deeply and i feel for each and every character in the story. kinda like i was soushi in the siegfried system and feels every1 pain and thoughts. and den also i haf understand that assimilation phenomenon is fusion between to pple wif festum elements. and den theres this cool new fafner called Mark Sein which looks WAY better than the nothung models or Mark Elf. the original bot that Kazuki pilots. and den i pity Kanon (or canon, i dunno which). her parents died a long time ago and since then she has been taking orders. i rly pity her situation. den kazuki made her awaken and den she found gd frens. and also, i was moved by the courage of mamoru. who selflessly helped his friends. and up till now, the festums are trying to understand life and death. they haf understood pain and they sent another new type who does nt attack or assimilate but instead, reflects the attack. and den i watched the part where Kouyou awakened. i was rly rly sad and v excited in that episode as i wasnt sure if they were gonna kill him. he was partly assimilated and went arnd saying that "anata wa soko ni imasuka" thing. but then he remembered feeling and sorrow, something festums dun understand. and he cried. and he broke out of the semi-assimilated state. the person who brought him out was Kanon who was wearing Shouko's clothes and Kouyou loved Shouko but she died.. and den he remembered and cried. and the way to counter when a festum asks u "anata wa soko ni imasuka" is..
"I was here, but I am not here now". and in case ur wondering what does the above phrase mean, it means "Are u there?" i dun understand why the festums ask that but i thinx its paradise? i am rly rly nt sure.. eh.. suggest to lit teachers to teach fafner instead of english teacher leh. this gort MUCH MUCH MUCH more meaning and MUCH MUCH MUCH more interesting. anywaes, i gonna watch the whole thing again when i finished it so i can know it and analyse it better. there is alot to learn from it.

And.. u might be wondering.. why i devoted like 3/4 of this post to fafner? answer is.. no answer.. haha, i m so lame... cus i feel like it. Anywae, i gonna look at pple wif new perspective after watching this le. u rly must learn to treasure what u haf cus u might lose it sooner or later.. haish.. todae gort a new feeling. saw Grace during recess when i was walking to 3P3 and she walking towards my direction.. and when i saw her was like i was in rakuen even if it was for a mere millisecond. it seemed so surreal.. that feeling was good.... it was like nothing else mattered anymore.. and i lost myself for a short moment be4 i remembered wad i was doing there.. lol..

Translation*
Rakuen=paradise

kk, gonna end here le.. i reccomend every1 to watch fafner. and if u want, can ask me. i help u burn, hahaz...

Todae was the 1st day of sch.. and believe me.. it was totally unbearable for me.. probably dates back to last nite cus i had insomnia and cldnt sleep till quite late.. didnt know the time lol.. den todae had headache and felt sleeeepy... Oh no! I contracted the Tay Yi diesease!! hahaz.. i dun do work, feels sleepy in lesson, and get headache! OMG!! haish, gonna rush my hw nw, dun wanna lag too far behind.. actually, onli in A maths.. hmm.. gonna do my Log questions 2morrow since i did nt bring my txtbk back todae..

What was important todae was nt lessons, but rather, choir.. well.. nt choir.. its wad HAPPENED in choir.. which made me regret (woah, few things make me regret) of the choice i made.. jus finished watching fafner ep 9 and it made me think that most of the time, to get something, we haf to give up another thing.. and i was so angry when soushi lamented at losing a fafner and not losing a human!! omg!! i rly pity kasugai kouyou.. his parents are such a******s.. i rly felt my anger towards them swell up inside me.. their son jus got assimilated and they wanted another.. and in order to get another, they wanted to kill their current son.. and wads more, they said he was a failure for nt being able to kill even a festum.. okok, now to explain what is assimilation.. its what the festums do to you.. they remove what u have, ur sense, ur ability to think, ur memory and most importantly, ur feelings.. u will become a zombie.. and become one wif them as festums have no feelings.. well, if ur wondering what are festums, they are these golden angelic (or nt so angelic) beings (nt even beings, aliens!) who assimilates human cus they wanna wipe em out.. well, enuff of soukyuu, now its reality, nt genjutsu (illusion/fakies). todae in choir, nearly whole front row of boys didnt turn up, onli haf alex and hanif. den was a big gap between hanif and Grace.. at first Loh didnt care, he jus conducted the choir and we sang as per normal.. den later, for some unknown reason, the whole mid row moved to the back row.. so i moved along.. dats when Loh suddenly said "why is there a hole in the mid? come to the front!" den me was like in the part where there was a gap and also happened to be the seat nxt to Grace.. so he made me and xiao bai (sry, dun know his real name) go to the front.. den the sops were like wooooo!! den mr loh v evil lor, sae what is wrong wif standing beside grace? u lose out isit? then well, i tot i heard hui yang sae "no lar he zhuan dao" -.-".. well actually, i zhuan lar.. but i was damn embarrased so i left a like metre gap and den stood closer to xiao bai (ok, i m NOT gay).. haish, den the sops, namely wen ying and grace chia, nt wang, and turtle started moving to the left making grace wang move closer to me.. den in the end, mr loh allowed us all to sit, but was too close le.. if i sit i wld touch her.. and well, v embarrasing.. so i moved to the back.. bad move.. actually i sincerely wanted to seat beside her.. but den embarrasment got the better of me and i moved to the back.. T_T.. now i rly regretted my action.. haish.. it was a rare opportunity dat out of a moment of stupidity i lost it.. well, sacrifice one thing to gain another.. but it was a hefty sacrifice that i shld NOT have made.. that opportunity was PRICELESS!!! okok, i complain enuff le.. and dats why dis post ish named after her.. hahaz, cus most of it is abt Grace ^.^..

ARghhhh... sry sry for nt posting in like a week?? Lol, nv did find time and anything to write abt.. so maybe compile everything into one post?? i nt sure whether this will be long but too long also read until sian rite? and now i getting quite bored wif layout but i didnt do anything abt it, wahahahhahaha... i am sho lazy....

Basically, i cant remember wad happened in the week liao.. the furthest i can remember ish a series of fortunate(or unfortunate) events that happened between friday to todae.. haha.. nt bad for a memory space of 100mb onli... on friday i went watching movie wif the 201 grls and also wif my frens ^.^.. there was abt 9 pple there and actually wen ying and co. wanted to watch de but den we watching series of unfortunate events and she watch it le.. den she sho evill, cus confusion there and entice glenn to nt watch wif the others and watch spongebob at 430.. the 245 one sold out le.. wah, so mani pple love spongebob... series of unfortunate events was gloomy.. as in, the set was gloomy like stormy always.. and creepy.. nt scary.. creepy.. there ish a difference... den it was hilarious at the start when they introduced Count Olaf (sds viking to me) who is acted by Jim Carrey and i haf to give it to him, he acted great.. made me laugh till my sides split.. and did i mentioned we were right smack in the front seat? we had to crane our heads 90 degrees up to view the show.. ouch..we were lying dwn in the chair and facing upwards at the screen.. oh yar, owe glenn $3.20 for treating me to popcorn.. hahaz... dat show ish abt the bouldalare children and their series of unfortunate events where ALL their guardians, save for Count Olaf, died.. wahahahah.. den there was dis exciting part where the Worlds Deadliest Viper poked its head RIGHT INTO THE SCREEN!!! and i was like WOAH! i didnt scream, cus it aint scary, jus surprising.. but den, at the end of the show, i was confused.. i didnt understand it.. okay, so.. the boudalare children gort themselves into a whole hack alot of trouble.. yar, so what.. and dey didnt mention wad happened to Count Olaf...

dat probably concludes my friday and this holiday ish soooooooooo borrring.... i wish it was 2 wks long.. den i will complain on the second wk ^.^... Saturday was equally boring.. omg u gotta pity me for putting up wif such a horrible hols... jus joking ^.^... well the onli gd part abt sat was that we went to watch Robots at 10 15.. show started at 1130 and we talked until den.. oh yar.. i didnt go church on saturday.. had no transport.. and surprisingly, tay yi wanted to go o.0! hahaz.. Robots is a VVVVVV gd movie, too bad wz didnt make it... i thinx if the LRT clan gonna watch it, i will join them and watch it again.. gd job pixar (isit pixar?) for making such a grt movie! that one made me laugh harder than in series of unfortunate events.. and thankfully there were onli a handful of pple inside as it was so late so we cld laugh as loud as we want.. haha.. nothin to update le.. maybe at nite update again... hahaz...


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sry sry.. v long nv updatez le.. and jus found that i haf alot of spammers who post.. er.. messages dat i already know.. thx for ur suggestions neway.. hmm.. todae was one BAD day.. and i am damn ANGRY abt it...

actually.. now i nt so angry le.. but in da afternoon was at its peak.. hahaz.. todae went to the IT fair to get an MP3 player.. k.. and i know nuts abt it.. so in the end.. walk walk and dun understand a single thing they were saying. i jus nodded my head... den there arh.. got campers leh o.0.. wah.. some pple go there waste space.. they dun even intend to buy anythin jus go there waste oxygen... AND make me mad cus i HATE crowds... wads more.. they were unruly.. there was this person.. who was sooooo impatient.. the flow stopped moving and den he kept pushing me.. wah, i can wind walk isit?? dotz.. den i wanted to ram into him and cause a domino effect but controlled myself.. den all that anger make me giddy.. WHICH added even MORE to my fustration.. and den.. from 10++ i stayed ALL the way to 5pm in dat congested place.. where we were practically breathing in carbon dioxide.. den later.. decided on which to buy.. and found out that the queue was V V V long.... like take 1 hr to reach lor... haish.. den luckily, i cut queue ;).. actually, i didnt know.. there was a HUGE gap... den i jus went in.. and no 1 noticed.. onli my mom told me that i cut queue.. but wads done cannot be undone.. hahahahahah.... also got pple wanna cut my queue.. but den.. unforgivable, cus i was sticking CLOSEly to the person in fron of me... and arh. .they got skil wor.. they talk talk talk den distract u a lil den sae can i pass? den they pass like halfway den stop and talk.. wah... dotz.. lame lor.. den i cut in front of them.. heheheheheh....but they cannot do anythin cus in da first place they cut my queue... haish.. sad.. wasted alot of time in there..

ai, i update abt ytd too bah... lets see.. oh yar.. me n dex were talkin on MSN ytd ytd.. abt choir ytd.. wad we were gonna do.. den later i ask him wanna eat mac.. den he sae like er... ok ok.. den sae its 830.. den later i call him.. den he sae taht i wasnt supposed to know and i infer that i am nt wanted.. wee! so i like diao.. already told me mom dat eating out.. den i like flip coin.. so called lah.. if i wake up early, i go.. if i wake up late, i stae at home.. in the end.. woke up 630 o.0! so earlyzzz.. den plae 1 round of dota.. 8.00.. den i thinx.. go or dun go.. haish.. and decided dun go.. and played Heroes 3 at home.. and ate walnut cake for breakfast.... den later dex call me n ask me go.... ai, anywae at dat time i already decided to go.. so i went and den met em in mac.. at 1st onli saw dennise, dex,wz,hy,and theresa.. den i went and den all of em wanted me to sit at a space beside the one with a bag.. den i like huh where i sit is my problem dun help me decide.. den i sat beside wz and dex moved the bag to beside my seat and took the seat beside.. actually.. i can guess that that bag belonged to grace.. but nvm, gif the confused look.. harhar.. better to act dunno dan admit know.. haha..... den in the end she sat beside me.. well, nt directly beside.. haha... later went for choir and den mr yong sae we sang quite well, better than normal.. wad is normal anywae?? hahaz.. den we heard catholic high sing.. OMG.. the BOYS sing SOP!!!! OWNAGE!!?? den their conductor is pudge.. ehehhehe.. wah, those boys got pro vocal chords.. can sing so high.. they sd jus like grls.. after dat went mac again eat lunch.. eee.. bored of mac le..

den go church for bible study with grace, glenn, wp, and dex.. den we plae a game of polar bear, hunter, and doctor.. and er.. isnt it murderer or bear bear?? hahaz. den dex was the doctor and i accuse glenn of bein the polar bear even though i knew he wasnt.. wah, nv expect pple to vote him out but he kena voted out! haha... den glenn sae "i shall haf my revenge!" dotz.. make me laugh and laugh like mad.. lucky no 1 suspect me.. den got one round.. the polar bear wanted to kill dex and jus nice dat round dex heal himself! OMG.. wow.. coincidence?? or did dex cheat?? anywae, den we split into 2 grps to study the bible.. and we haf to memorize proverb 3:5-6.. hahaz. and glenn memory so pro sia.. can memorize itzz.... den went for the service and wp like ran away cus he sae he hate rachel.. he sae "hate at first sight" ... dotz... is there even such a thing??? lame leh... but in the end, me n dex bluff him sae rachel nt there but he still so paranoid.. hiding his face and den looking arnd.. lame... den later tj came to join us and later found out that ty wanted to join us too.. but no transport.. wow.. too bad glenn didnt want to join us.. den go home and nothin interesting le...

er.. ytd the ranking post abit prob, left out some1.. XY wld also go under gd frens.. hahaz.. forgot to add him.. sry!

todae started the day off badly and throughout the whole day had a headache.. ow.. but den todaes lessons all slack one.. SS.. I nv pay attention.. too sleeepy.. den PE.. hahaz, wake me up 4 chem practical and A maths test.. hahaz.. den recess.. but after recess bio i feel likez sleeping.. normally wun one.. haish... after that is HMT, which i din take and went to Library to slp.. wahahha, woken up by zi xin 1 hr later.. haish, at least the headache subsided a little.. after HMT is CME and is the teacher last day so we slack also.. wahahahha.. slack so gd.. looking 4ward to hols..

2dae choir for some reason feels soooo slacky.. but be4 going for choir, we started a new game, actually, its bouncing the shuttle on our feet but pass to ea other.. so funz... Maybe plae again nxt wk? Todae quite borring and i haf nothing to updatez..

Getting bored of this template and gonna change it in hols.. maybe...

Hmm, todae conductor said that we shld smile and den make the judges happi? i thinx arh.. dat Grace there can liaoz... sure presentation getz 10 de... and she has such a lovely voice.. haiz.. dumbstruck as to how perfect a person can be... haiz... she seems so perfect... haiz..

Haish.. todae so borrring, but haf meet the parent session, wahahhaha... so waste abit of time..

Gambatte! Rage! Anger! Confusion! Ecstatic! Why?? Answer? NO GF STEALING! Lol... apply to some pple.. cannort ks wor..

Rrandom feelings.. i so confused, dunno what to do liaoz.. haish.. Why is everydae gettin more n more borring??

Anata wa.. Soko ni imasuka.. dunno why i like this phrase so much.. maybe its jus nice to sae.. sds nice.. and.. fafner creator so evil.. make u like the char then make em die.. s sad.... haish..gd thinx nv last long

Chnced upon her mother todae.. jus saw her mom with her during MEET-E-Parents session, lol... den glenn+dex+tj v lame leh.. they compare whether look alike anot.. den they ask me like on purpose lidat.. make me diao o.0!

Extremely pissed off todae and for no apparent reason.. dotz.. rly rly rly confused abt my feelings.. wad is anger.. rage? How to control? self controlzz... i nid it...

Why? Why? Why? Why am I sooo stupid?? Dammit, I HATE my results.. got so low and lost to dex.. haish.. at least beat dex mah.. and wp sae he gort 6A1 o.0! i somehow dun belief.. Why wld I feel such happiness when i see her??

Ani1 can answer me?? WHy.. something as simple as that can make me so happi?? haish.. pwr of liking some1?? rly rly rly confused.. wad is emotion.. Love is giving and nt taking... haish.. we cannort ask anything in return...

Neone knows why wz er... well.. abit bu fang bian say.. jus dat wz sae he will tell pple who go to TY hse on Sat except certain pple.. lol. guess i wld jus pop in to know wad happen.. I m bzbody, lol...

Got ne1 guess why my format of writing so weird todae?? hehehe.. guess XY will know how to find out why my writing style so weird and maybe wz also will know.. haha, see if any1 can guess why so weird.. Weee!

Classz ranking of frens.. onli for 204 wor.. with exception...
BEYOND RANKABLE:Grace Wang
Best Frens:Tay Yi, Wen Pu
Good Frens:WZ, TJ, Glenn, Dexter, Marcus
Frens:Jonathan, Zi Xin, Gavin, Ming Xian
HATED PPLE:Myself...

Er.. weird title i know.. but i missed a VERY important update for yesterdae.. How stupid can I be... Well, ytd was me 1st time arranging the chairs for choir.. and Grace asked me to help so I helped and.. well.. arranged it so that choir will haf spaced.. den she came to me and thanked me!! OMG.. first time... I was v v v happy after that.. haha, immediately my attention + concentration lvl rised.. wow.. somethin as simple as thank you can make me so happy.. amazing... well.. dis was the important update and some of u might think i am lame but.. v diff to xplain.. i thinx maybe some of u will get it why i will be so happi....

Todae arh.. abit down leh.. ytd was a great day so todae mus be DOWN! yep.. gif and take... haha.. todae ALL lessons were borring and of no interest to me.. the onli lesson that got close to interesting was lit.. amazing.. i also dunno why... haish.. todae recess was retarded for me as I was hungry but i nv buy food.. dotz.. den hunger pangs until 240.. ouch... dying of starvation is the WORST.. hahaz... and den todae also got tuition.. sian x 2.... later still mus practise piano.. actually piano teacher ask me to practise 6 hrs a wk but guess that wld be impossible.. hahaz.. i sit for 30 mins in front and can sian diao liao... unless i enjoy playing the piece or jus learnt a new piece, den can concentrate longer.. wahahhahahaha.... likez nothin else cept got an Itachi keychain which i gonna put on me bag...too bad no Kiba....

Suke, todae was a great day overall, even the lessons were interesting.. Mr Ng rox man.. He teaches so well.. pity he aint interesting.. gonna try to keep my attention lvl up throughout his lesson.. hmm, den also gort MT where Ms Kong was talkin abt the spelling words.. wahah, she also mention that short pple are smart and the reverse for tall ^.^... but of course, as my chem teacher always sae, there ARE exceptions to the general theory.. Well, I am short and stupid, so i am already and exception, wahahahah! Anywaes, formulated a lame theory abt rich pple=lucky:
Proof that Rich pple are lucky:
Let Rich pple be polynomial f(x) and assume that Rich pple are lucky..
Rich pple=Lucky --------(1)
Lucky=Tyco(slang)
subst into eq (1):
Rich pple=Tyco --------(2)
Rich pple=Tycoon
subst into eq (2)
Tycoon=Tyco
Notice that common factor=tyco..
Hence, we can conclude that tyco is a factor of f(x).. Lame rite?

Hahaz, dunno why i so bo liao go n form such lame theories.. Hmmz, Bio todae nt bad jus got confused over biuret test and benedict test.. sigh.. todaes choir was er.. fun except for the last part be4 the combined practice.. as we boys sang lousily, Mr Loh wanted to hear us sing 1 by 1.. o.0! well, it wun be dat bad if i was like middle but for some reason, Loh put me at last.. and den all the grls were already shuffling in..! OMG! hmm, i still can remember order of the grls i know that went in.. hui yang, wen ying, grace chia, and grace wang... wahaha, and i was like singing and praying that i can pass.. and den, to tell the truth, i was v happy when Mr Loh said that I was v gd and i remembered the notes.. FIRST TIME SOME1 PRAISED ME!!! well, exaggerated.. haha.. when grace wang came in i felt v v v v v pressurised.. but den she gave me spiritual motivation, so thx alot Grace! den later after choir aka chore.. i followed Grace n wy n wz + wp to walk to Keat Hong.. the walk took abt 30 mins?? and dat few moments of mute joy made the xtra distance walked worthwhile.. cus it was totally out of the way and i had to retrace my steps and went in opposite direction by the time i reached south view.. i went home from there and surprisingly made it home at abt 637.. and all by FOOT! but the effort was worth my while, definitely.. haish, nid to do my chi compo liaoz.. i m 2 compo behind time, lol...

Overall i'd rate todae as nt bad as a few gd things happened.. Jus finished watchin Fafner 02 and found out more of its storyline.. hmm.. so gd.. hopefully 2morrow can watch 3... 2dae is the newspaper collection day and it was v fun... We practically slacked through the whole thing like jus ring ring bell den wait and go.. Our block's residents are nt enthu abt this and thus we collect v few things.. unlike other blocks, zzz... den also got residents who make use of this to throw away things they do nt want and treat us as garbage collectors and I was quite insulted.. but anywaes.. wad can i do? other than reprimand them and den tarnish the sch reputation (does it hav 1?) den laters we wents back to sch to do stupid reflections.. haish, den go 3P3 to talk.. the 201 grls happened to leave the class and saw ty and they shouted v loudly "ZHOU JIE LUN".. lol.. den ty gif the diao look and went bak to class.. hmm... he shld haf answered his fans' calls lor.. den later wait 4 tj and kena scoldin by his form teacher.. eee, she nv smile one.. den we go Lot 1 to eat Mac.. but den reach there no space so sian and go food court to eat.. hahaz, found out that 2 ppl sharing a tray is VERY difficult to eat and i scalded my hand a few times.. i met me classz ppl there and hui yang+ivan.. den they came to seat with us to watch us eat o.0... hahaz, den we all walk to ty hse to plae.. but i went home cus i go there like nothing to do, so bo liao... go home plae DOTA... den 4 dat time went to church but we went earlier than wp so waited outside for wp... den later chat awhile be4 goin in to listen to the speech.. but suddenly, my stomach growl and jus nice ty suggested we go eat something. so we rose up and went out and eat.. haish.. after eating we also buy drinks be4 goin bak but then 2dae the service ended early and they came out liao, so me+ty+wp went out... hmm.. 2dae nt bad cus we den walk around the path away from church and went to the grass there to talk abt sec 1 and sec 2 stuff and it brought bak gd memories.. sigh, wish i was bak in sec1/2... er, nt sec half... haha... den later i was like juggling between the church and the badminton court cus i nt sure where i meeting me parents.. wahhaha, so tiring to walk bak and forth.. den later make public phone call den went to a cafe to pei wp eat... and also cus grace was there ^.^... after arh... ty follow me to West Mall to look at hp and MP3 players.. but onli bought a hp and no MP3 player cus all nt gd.. ty also bought a naruto mug dat looks cute... haish, den come home like so borrring.. jus plae 1 game of dota which was soooooo borring.. and partly cus i lagging.. haish, now hand so pain so stop typing le...

God has thrown me into the sea of love and stripped me of the ability to swim..
Slowly drowning.. Jus hoping someday, I might be washed up on the sands of your beach..
Made beautiful by ur touch... Sigh...

Why has God created me? To suffer? For his own pleasure? Why am I even in this world.. Why cant he make me a dog.. Why must i be a human? Why has He made me fall in love when in the end its nothing? Does He derive satisfaction over others misery? So many whys... Haiz...

God has equipped this world with the best tool of torture.. Love and Education... What is the use of A maths? or E maths? jus garbage.. no use of it at all... most of e topics inside are nt relevant in life.. Education does nt make u rich, that is crap... The truly rich ppl are lucky ppl or tyco.. dat is where tycoon come from...

All I want is acceptance.. Seeing u heals the spirit and seperation tears the soul... Haiz... Wad is the pt of living anymore? If nt of DOTA and Anime I probably wld wanna die... I guess u are jus too perfect and i am jus aimin the wrong apple.. Everyone aims for their expensive apples but mine is always beyond reach.. Guess there wun be anymore suitable apples left for me..

Anata wa... Soko ni imasuka......

I am jus a dreamin idiot.. dreaming of things that can nv happen... Dreaming of having things that are beyond my reach and I am nt gd enuff for... Haish.. I am jus nt gd enuff.... haish........ Maybe bein gay ain so bad... considering other routes i can takez....

Ohio... Aoki Hibi yo.......................

nt sure if i used it right but its supposed to mean.. well.. figure out urself....

Bokura wa mezashita Shangri-La

We are all aimin for paradise, but mine can nv be attained... The ladder broke and no more rungs left....

Ichiban takai ringo... Tsukami dakatta

haish, as said above, my apple is too expensive....

Kizu o otte demo.... Habatakitai tonegau yo

Haish, i wanna fly away.. from misery.. But I am wounded, cannort fly properly.. lolz.... haish....

mijuuku na kokoro wa...

I am so naive, thinkin that everything is easy to obtain.. Proved otherwise by a big fall.... Haiz..

Haish, actually i dun haf much to update one lehz, jus updatin for the sake of updatin.. first things first, i gonna stae bak 2morrow with ty and the rest to do A maths... wahaha... yeah, i so happi with me physics marks since gort ppl fail, woots! and i thinx i got top 10 in me classz o.0.. anata wa.. soko ni imasu ka... haha, learned dis new phrase.. try to decode! and no spoiler from ty... lame to the power of infinite.. tomorrow i gotz pianozz with new piano teacher.. sianz.. heard its an ang moh grl who is abt me age.. o.0! haiz.. but i wun haf change of heart ^.^! yesh, mus be loyal to the grl u like... haish, i wish i can watch fafner, waitin for it... so long, so painful, Lord or DOTA save me... of which DOTA is more accesible ^.^... actually lookin forward to piano 2morrow, haha... 2morrow promises to be a better dae than todae.. hopefully fingers crossed.. gonna watch TV soon... sianz... haish, hope i can sleep todae, been havin insomnia for the past 3 days.. kesou... todae jus added my dp to beautify the blog with kazuki! and i wanna change me blog theme to fafner but so few gd pics.. sian diao... now i rly wish to be able to sleep at 10 and nt lag lag lag until 12 o.0! haish, den 2morrow go sch no energy.. actually, i nid 2 sleep at 8 den gort energy.. dunno why am i such a hvy sleeper.. hopefully 2morrow also can plae DOTA... everydae is a surprise and i hope to face ea coming dae with enthusiasm.. optimism is better than bein pessimistic.. i find something v confusing.. why isit that u dun dare to talk to some1 u like yet dare to talk to some1 u dun like.. shldnt it be the other way round? haish, it takes courage to look the person u like in the eye for 1 min and talk.. difficult difficult.. haiz.. most of e time ur eyes wander off and nt focus on that person.. strange... haha, better nt think of such things now, gonna flood me brain with too mani worries... i feel like throwing all my worries away but doin that wld mean givin up and nt facing it.. nvm, things normally sort themselves up as long as u dun interfere uneccesarily.. nothin much liaoz.. by the time u read until here, u haf wasted 1 min of ur valuable life...