Newbie...

Haha, just created this blog todae ^^. Forgot my old one the password.. So stupid rite?? Well, I am one of the MOST stupid ppl in the world... Hopefully remember this pass?? 2dae is probably one of the happiest day of my life.. Only my frens know why ^^.. 2dae choir so sian, slack through the whole thing... And wen pu so funny, with his batman pose when conductor ask him to play the piano.. haiz, 2dae was Grace's birthday and to tell the truth, i was quite unhappy with myself... After much courage i only managed to say happy birthday.. WTF... I wanted to say more but dog got my tongue... Why dog?? cus i prefer dog, although kyou is cat.. i thought 2dae Grace played the piano well, probably without even practising... And the other grls too, got courage.. not like me, hum at the back although i might be able to play it ^^... I have been doing much thinking this month and found out that i have no purpose in living... I dun even know why I am living... God help me..... i need 2 find out why am i living, although i vaguely know the reason..... I have a very shameful fear last time and that is to die... But now, it does not appear dat frightening, probably becus i have not much to live for anymore... Missed the good old days when i was young... Where troubles seemed so far away.... And when i childishly thought that this world was wonderful.. It is now only made wonderful for me becus of some1... AND probably my frens who when not crappin are quite gd ones... And also for my love of wanting to have a dog.. Always prefered animals to humans, except a few exceptions... Recently read this book called "Greek Mythology".. It is a GREAT book and every1 shld read it.. I am totally facinated by it... I wondered how to Greeks (or geeks ^^) even came up with such creative tales... it just makes me want to read it again and again.. It also reminde me of a play i did in my short stay in US... It was called "Antigone".. Pronounced as An-Tee-Ger-Neee, not An-Tee-Gone, as i first thought ^^. She was mentioned in that book too ^^.. Think I will stop here, need 2 do Ng hw be4 listening to some songs and den get some shut eye... Heaven's Not Enough is a great song.......... Oh yar, I got enroled into AMC WITHOUT ME KNOWIN AND WITHOUT MY CONSENT... WTF.....