i really need someone to console me now...

At last I look up at the overcast sky
And realise the only person around
To wipe my tears is myself

Now, it's better already
At least I can hate you.
I finally realise that
In the end, I'm still alone.

Sorry, sorry my heart
You will hurt a little.
I'll just cry awhile,
I'll feel better after crying.

I'm at a loss, I don't want, I don't want.
I need to hate you
It's too painful, too painful.
This period of grief you caused me,
I'll hate you to the core.

No matter how I try to erase you over and over
My heart only searches for you
I'm only left with the wound that was made because
My heart ached and ached

No matter how I try to erase you over andover
The only person that doesn't disappear is you
You know about this but why do you pretend you don't?
Tell me why you tried to leave my side

No matter how I try to throw away those memories over and over
I can't
No matter how I try hard to forget you
My eyes only remember you

Can you think of me?
At least once by someone else's side
Even if you live on
Think of me sometimes

I must have really loved you
It shows through my yearning
When I looked at you leaving though you knew I love you
It was only that I forgot for a while so come back

Come back to me
I can't live without you
I still have something I want to say
No matter how I try to send you away

I don't have the confidence to
THese feelings, my feelings, do you know them
Even if you love someone else
My heart only moves towards you

At least once by someone else's side
Even if you live on
Think of me sometimes
No matter how I try to erase you over and over
My heart only searches for you
I'm only left with the wound that was made because
My heart ached and ached

No matter how I try to erase you over and over
The only person that doesn't disappear is you
You know about this but why do you pretend you don't
I must have really loved you
It shows through my yearning
When I looked at you leaving though you knew I love you
It was only that I forgot for a while so come back
Come back to me
I can't live without you
I still have something I want to say..