Finally can get down to posting an update. And for some reason everytime I defeat my laziness to post my mom always threatens to off my modem.. Must be I always wait until v late then post. Lol, then must always ask her to delay for like half hour.

So what shall I post about? Prelims? Feelings? Wishes? Daily happenings? I rly have no idea what to write much less where to start. Right now I feel myself slacking away, I just cannot convince myself to sit down and spend one afternoon studying. Today, I wun say its totally wasted, due to tuition, I could clear some doubts about chemistry and finish up my correction for chem and A maths. So some of you (I doubt, since those who read my blog would have known my L1R5) might want to know my L1R5. Suffice to say its damn crappy. And its one number I dun like. But, the only consolation I got is that there are lots more who got a higher L1R5. Now, my main problem is I tend to overlook the obvious and therefore make silly careless mistakes. This "trait" has been with me since I started schooling. About time I got rid of it. Glenn suggested I take my time while doing the paper, but more often than not, especially in the A maths and E maths paper, I find myself running out of time. So, what I can do now is simply to do more timed practices and make sure I can finish the paper within the stipulated time.

Current study plan: Read up the ENTIRE chemistry book and ENSURE I can memorize EVERY fact inside. Estimated time: 1 day. Seriously, if I can just sit down and solidly memorize the book, I can do it in 1 day.

Do one A maths paper every other day (As suggested by VLee, I intend to follow his garunteed A1 advice). Also, not just do, CHECK!!! Make sure I DUN MAKE the same mistakes! Consult teacher if I have any doubts and clear it before it gets too deepy imprinted. Currently I do not have any problems. I have learnt alot from my mistakes and from asking my classmates and my tuition teacher. Get my Five Year Series soon.

For E maths, I intend to slack. Probably do some drawing questions and reread my sec 3 stuffs. Towards the exam start doing exercises. In the meantime, do the exercises Chiam give.

For Bio, WOw, I'm feeling damn prepared to take the O level for Bio, but cannot be overconfident. Towards the exam, I shall reread the entire book and memorize it. Estimated time: 2 days. Bio has alot more things to memorize than chemistry.

For SS, I shall go for consultation and find out my weaknesses. Plus learn how to write an L6 answer. Its wad preventing me from my A1 in SS now. I'm still A2 standard. Plus, I intend to study most of the chapters in the book. Estimated time: 3 days.

For Physics, I'm quite prepared to take the Os already. Now just need to brush up on my concepts and reinforce them by doing physics papers. Aim to get at least 38/40 for MCQ and 35/50 for Section A and 23/30 for Section B. For practical, go through already done practicals and consult my teacher where I went wrong, and avoid making the same mistake.

For Lit, I'm quite surprised by the B4 I got. Hence, I shall clarify this with my lit teacher. I wanna know why she gave me so low. Then reread the entire book and make study notes, mainly character study plus quotes and page reference. Characters: Headmaster, Krishna, Krishna-Susila + Headmaster-Headmaster wife. These are the areas I intend to explore.

For English, Ok, this is one subject I'm quite confident of an A1. But first, go for consultation wif Mrs Hoe den c first. From wad I heard, my oral like above 35. This is another classic case of I may not be the best but there are lots more worse than me. But, I cannot slack, gonna do some comprehension exercises just to reinforce my hold on comprehension skills. I also intend to read up on text types so I wun get PAWNED by stupid summary in a different text type a la prelim.

For MT, I already have an A2. Though I'm not satisfied, I just dun have the push. Probably gonna smoke through the exam and hopefully scrape out an A1. Of course, I gonna put in some effort in preparing.

Last but not least, Geog.. This is the KILLER. Ok, I need to put in 200% effort to get my A1 in this. Start by REMEMORIZING SEC 3 WORK. Den, for the first time, read my sec 4 Marianne Cheong. Estimated time: 1 week. Yes, I intend to give myself alot of time, also to practise doing the qns. TYS shud suffice here.

Yep, so this is my study plan. I know its v brief, and I dun intend to post anymore until after Os end. I will keep revisiting my blog, to make sure I dun lose focus. Its the last lap, I shall give my all, and make sure it pays off.

I got inspired by WP to write a poem on the musical. Actually, it can be used for graduation. Hope you people like it :).

If you had one wish
Just one wish
That would come true
What would you wish for?

If I had one wish
Just one wish
That would come true
I know just what to wish for.

For the times long past
For the joy now lost
For the magical moments
That now seems so distant.

We were but strangers
Walking our own paths
When by fate or chance
We were brought together to dance.

Though unfamiliar at first
We soon grew fonder
The bond we now share
Not mere ionic or covalent.

That night of our life came
We knew things would not be the same
The lights turned down and we were on
The last dance, the last waltz.

The inevitable is now imminent
Our roads would soon be different
Though we will become memories
That is not satisfactory.

Where are we now?
What are we now?
These I silently sigh
That soon reaches the grey sky.

It's like the day we met
Absolute strangers to our fate
Uncertain of our future
In short, nothing sure.

With that one chapter comes to a close
That part now sealed with a rose
Locked deep within our memories
For nothing can bring back history

At least the times were sweet while it lasted.....

Special Thanks to : Grace Wang, Wen Pu, Glenn Toh, Grace Yeoh, SiewLing, Sandy

For once, im not posting about a quiz. Yeah, this shall be an update of my suxy life. So if you don't wanna read about a suxy life, you can stop reading here. In the first place, why are you here.

I'm in the middle of a suxy prelim in a suxy mood and suxy state. Why? Becus I have a suxy life. Got pawned by E maths. Omg. Its harder than A maths. WHo wld expect ELEMENTARY maths to be harder than ADDITIONAL maths. Dotx. Physics was ez, but I did SOOOO mani careless mistakes. Haish, O levels I must be more careful. Man, I feel so feverish now, headache, body feel hot, flu, stomach flu.. What the... Stupid suxy state, and this dampened my mood.. GREATLY..

Ok, I dun rly wanna post about prelims, its so disheartening, so I post sth of hope, of joy, of celebration. The coming month of october will bring about great things. Everyone fasten your seat belts as you are in for one wild ride. So, since when have I became a seer? Since.... NOW! Mwahahaha!! Ok, first and foremost, is the release of Neverwinter Nights 2. THe year's most awaited game and sequel to the acclaimed Neverwinter Nights which sparked interest in the RPG genre. It is slated to be released on 17th October and boy am I excited. I wanna get my hands on it!!! Darn the STUPID O levels, delay my entry into the Forgotten Realms by one month. Secondly, my birthday is COMING!! Ok, since its a birthday of a suxy life, so why isit great you may ask. Well, because it is SOO GREAT that such a SUXY person can even EXIST! THat's why its so significant!! Ok ppl, I want you all gif me a birthday bash. And when is my bday? Hmm, let me tell you, its ??/??/1990. That's my bday. Thirdly, is the start of our all-important future deciding O levels. I do not wish to dampen others mood too, so i dun say exactly when. Other dates which some of you all may be interested in is 26/10/1990, which is the birthday of my dear friend Dexter. Also, 25 or 27 is the birthday of another friend Ting Jun.

Just found out from Jordan that our group won the Chinese Creative Writing Competition!! Wahaha! PRIZE MONEY HERE I COME!!! But I guess Jordan gonna represent our group in receiving prize + give trophy. Ok lar, he talked the most, all I did was come out wif the idea that the teachers all praised as very creative and provide location, props. Nia.. I did all the compiling editing blah blah blah. At least I contributed alot to the group :D.. We already decided how to split money. 30% to Jordan, 25% to me and chin keat, and 20% to kenneth. My God, I can't believe Kenneth can get 20% lor.. Seriously, I rather Glenn on the team. I mean, Glenn wld have contributed more and caused less problems. If I knew can include other ppl, I wld definitely suggest Glenn. Yeah Glenn, sry that you can't get a share of the prize money. Even though you made a cameo appearance. But then again, you ate my house the food, total up u still gained like $20 from coming my house. ANd me leh, I lost the most. Since I provided food evrything. Damn. Ok, let me wellow in self-pity for awhile. Ok Im fine now.

One step at a time, we wun lose it. I want you to know, that when I love, I love wholeheartedly, and I do love you wholeheartedly, and will alwayz wait for you. You are my AC generator and DC motor which drives me through the rigours of life even though I feel like giving up. You are the sun in my sky that envelops me in warmth and provide the light, without which I would be lost in this cold barren tundra. But, how can one as flawed as me, wish for you, who is flawless and pure. But I can't help it, even though its a faraway dream, its wad keeps me going, continuing to delude myself. Without this dillusionment, I have not the courage to live, nor a goal in life. I feel like an animated zombie... But I just wanna make it clear, that should you need my strength, I will give you all of it, help you every way I can, go through fire and ice to help you, for without you, there wun be a me. So I give you my life, my soul, and my everything.

Feel abit better now, I just need to confess sometimes, unleash my torrent of feelings. Everytime I see her, I just feel like running away, I dono how to face her. I come up wif many many things to say, but whenever I see her, they seem to leak away in a millisecond and I'm speechless.

Ok, I owe Siew Ling purple flowers for her nxt birthday. And Happy 14th Birthday Siew Ling! Older by one year matured by one year.

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now: Mmhmm..
2. are you happy: No, sick more like it..
3. are you talking to anyone right now: Obv not to be typing this..
4. are you bored: Strangely no.
5. are you german: no.
6. are you brazilian: no.
7. are you french: no.
8. are you Italian: no.
9. are your parents still married: YES!
10. do you like someone right now: I have ppl I like and someone I love.

TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show: Dun watch TV..
2. flower: Huh, no preference.
3. color: GREEN!
4. sport: SOCCER!
5. mall: No difference as long as close to my home.
6. music: Country music!
7. food: SUSHI!
8. drink: Milk, lmao..
9. animal: Dogs
10. country: USA, for sure.

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: NTU
2. hair color: Slightly brownish.
4. hair length: Er, no idea.
5. eye color: Black.
6. shoe size: 8-9
7. mood: Sick.. Sleepy..
8. orientation: Huh?
9. available?: Nope..
10. lefty/righty: Righty matey!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: *nods head slowly*
2. do you believe in love: *shakes head vehemently*
3. have you ever been heartbroken: *nods like a nodding donkey*
4. have you ever broken someone's heart?: *shakes head, thinks, continues*
5. have you ever fallen for your best friend?: Of course got lar, literally fall. LMAO!
6. have you ever liked someone but never told them: Of course got lar, my frens tell one.
7. are you afraid of commitment: *Ponders, shakes head*
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: You tell me ;)

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: Of course love lar..
2. hard liquor or beer: Beeeeeer
3. night or day: day.
4. one night stands or relationships: Is this a trick qn? Relationships of course.
5. television or internet: Internet, I dun watch TV.
6. pepsi or coke: Do I get any benefits for answering either one? Ok, Pepsi.
7. wild night out or romantic night: Depends..
8. colored pictures or black and white: Coloured lar, wad kind of age are we in now..
9. phone or in person: In person.
10. aim or myspace: What the...?

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.
1. ever been caught sneaking out: Nv snuck out be4.
2. ever skinny dipped: Nope.
3. done something you regret: Ya duh.
4. ever bungee jumped: no.
5. ever been on a boat: yes.
6. ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Yessss..
7. ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: Yes!
8. ever been caught by your parents with a lovebite?: Huh?
9. ever danced in the rain?: Yep.. And got sick after that.
10.ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship?: Dun have an EX..



ONE.
Spell your name without vowels:
Lw W Rng (Sounds like some degree).

TWO.
are you single?
Of course, no clones.

THREE.
what sort of music are you into?
Country music!!

FOUR.
What color do you wear most?
White, cus I'm PAP! LMAO, j/k j/k.

FIVE.
Least favorite colours?
Ehh... Donno.. Never thought abt it.

SIX
Last song you heard?
Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows.

SEVEN.
Where do you wish you were?
Dono, never thought about it.

EIGHT.
Are you happy with your life right now?
No. On the contrary, I hate my life. My life sux. And ur reading abt a suxy life.

NINE.
Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
NOOO, thank goodness...

TEN.
What is your favorite time in school?
Tiger time. J/k! Recess?

ELEVEN
do u shop at ambercrombie & fitch, AE?
Huh? What the?

TWELVE.
How do you go to sch?
Car, Oh no, I sound like some poor guy who can't afford helicopter rides. DAMN.

THIRTEEN.
Last person you talked on the phone with?
Dad. Father. Papa. Daddy.

FOURTEEN.
When do/did you start sch holidays?
Just ended and coming up is after Os.

FIFTEEN.
Are you missing someone right now?
If I'm missing someone how wld I know? Ok, but seriously, yes.

SIXTEEN.
One word to describe you:
Suxy.

SEVENTEEN.
Favorite pair of slippers.
Er, any that doesn't hurt my feet.

EIGHTEEN.
Do you own big sunglasses?
NoPe..

NINETEEN.
What would you rather be doing right now?
Dating with her. Hanging out with my friends.

TWENTY.
What should you be doing right now?
Studying of course.

- Last movie you watched? Don't remember, haven't been watching any lately.
- Last words saw before this? The question above
- Last place you went? The wonderful world of Geography.
- Last song you heard? Epilogue by GOLF-MIKE. That song ROCKS!
- Who is your new friend? I wld say the person whom I got this quiz from.
- Anyone famous in your blood? Er, donno, but I know SOMETHING famous in my blood and its called Red Blood Cells.
- The sweetest thing you heard last 3days? Nothing, no one said anything nice to me in the last 3 days. If I have to pick one I would choose "Hi".
- How did you go to work/school today? Through a book called "Aspects of Physical Geography"
- Last thing ate? Can't remember.
- Do you gain weight fast? Nope, Cool rite? I can BINGE! hahaha!
- Last thing someone wrote on your property? Donno...
- What school rules have you broken? Hmmz, onli long hair bah.. Nth else..
- Name the things that your class/classmates do that prove that your class is bad. Who said my class is bad?
-Last you said was hot. Can't rmb, but I guess is my instant noodles.

Today's such a rotten day. Went JE library to study wif Glenn, Grace Yeoh, and Wen Pu. Me Glenn and WP cycled there. Den not long before we started, there was a heavy downpour which left us totally drenched. We stopped at every bus stop for the rain to soften, cus it was like Heavy, light, heavy, light. Wth man.. Den end up, we decided that since we were wet, might as well mad chiong all the way, so we just cycled as fast as possible to the library. Visibility was so damn poor, the rain was like splashing into our eyes. After we arrived, we cldnt even concentrate, cus we were so freaking wet and cold..... OMG, i think im gonna fall sick soon....

Haix, I like yet hate my friends.. THey are just such fun to be with and I realli dun wanna spend more time to form another clique. And my class ppl are just different from me. We can be friends, but we definitely cannot form a clique. For one thing, we dun even like the same kind of games. However, they also do alot of things that make me irritated wif them. And they are just so insensitive to others. They also do not stand up for their friends..

So this thurs the outing still on? Cannot cycle, since West Coast Park dun have rental shops. SO I Guess if its on, we'll end up walking and doing some stuffs there. There is like an activity park there. So We can walk walk talk talk den go do some kiddy stuffs. Haha..

Gonna start my revision for Bio and Geog soon. Its the onli subj i haven't prepared. Haiz.. In fact, im feeling so damn tired now... I just feel like flopping down on the bed and slp...

Last nite went to Ben's 21st birthday party and I had a blast. For details, see TY's blog, I dun wanna post details, just reflections. THe food there was GREAT!! It's like WORLD-CLASS man. Somemore, he book GRAND BALLROOM!! I thot it looked like a wedding -.-.. NEways, evryone there all like 5 yrs older than us, so we were termed kiddies... Haha, I dun rly care, gd food, entertainment, and watch Ben get embarrased. Get called Kiddy den kiddy lor, at least we will live longer :D..

I thot you would have improved, but I guess I was wrong. THe you from last time is still the same as the you from now. I'm not going to care anymore.

I seriously have a HUGE problem. My problem is I am WAY too kind to people and I CANNOT stay angry for longer than an hour. I CANNOT hate someone either, if that person just apologize to me I will no longer hate him/her. WTH man... I need a HUGE attitude adjustment. I shud start being mean. I shud start HATING ppl, and HATING them forever. And I shud learn to STAY ANGRY LONGER AND NOT FORGIVE EASILY. Becus of this my "friends" keep taking advantage of me.... Im realli v tired of it liao... I shud go and find some self-help book called "Dummies guide to being mean".

I'm going to "greet" you wif cold indifference, and I will criticize u IN YOUR FACE. Yeah, u just got into my bad books. And IM going to write it in PERMENENT INK. At least u shud feel honoured Ur gonna be the first person I'm GOING TO HATE.