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Archive for October 2006

Type ur reactions when somebody say these phrases to u..

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
*Silence*

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU?
I have no idea wad I would do, when it happens I'll know (Someone I like)
Oh..Ok.. (Someone neutral)
*Walks away* (Someone I dun like)

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
Go and die.

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
*Stares blankly*

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
OK (Friend)
*Silence* (Not Friend)

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
*Blush*

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
Because it does not come after Tuesday.

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
Ok (Someone I like)
No (Others)

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
*Blush*

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU.
I fell for you already (Someone I like)
Don't hurt yourself too badly (Neutral)
*Walks away* (Someone I don like)

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
Then be wif me (Someone I like)
I'm not a toothpaste (Neutral)
And I can't smile wif you (Someone I don like)

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUSTARENT HIM/HER
It's ok, I'll always be there for you.

NOTHING
ok..

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
999

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
Ok (Someone I like)
Er.. No thanks (Neutral)
Yes, by yourself. (Someone I don like)

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
As long as you are not a police escorting me to a police station I'm fine with it.

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TILL NOW
Yes and till forever so you can forget about persuading me to give up.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED
*Blush*

WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES
You have a pair of eyes already, why would you want mine?

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Ultimate DOTA Survery
Range or Melee?Range
In a major team fight, allies run away leaving you to die. What's your take?Neutral, unless they do it more than once, den I get irritated. SCREW THEM!
Custom Kick or not? Do you agree?No, unless they are ruining the game by 1) Spamming 2) Feeding on purpose
Do you believe that 70% of pub players use maphack?Nah, 50%?
Gayest Hero?TECHIES!!
Favourite Hero?Any hero wif initials GW? Nah, so sui bian.
Lamest Hero?Any hero that cannot walk. Eg. Destroyer.
It's mid-game, do you farm or gang?FARM FARM!! GANGERS ARE LAME!!! THEY ALWAYS LOSE!
Do you just LOVE neutrals?yepp, free gold while on the move!
Ever left a game?Yeah. Everyone does, at the end XD..
Ever ruined a game on purpose?Yes, the host pissed me off..
Flasks or Trees or none?Trees, its fun to eat trees.
Are bracers fun?Ehh, no.. They make u look ugly.
Hate fat strenght heros?No, they're COOL!! Eg. Pudge, Centaur, and KILLER PIG!!
The kilLer pig pwNs!!! whats your opinion?AYE AYE AYE!! AYE INDEED!
Fav game mode?ap
Do you play wtf-mode?Yes, only when Im realli bored.
Are you chatty in games?Yes, very, sometimes, no. Depends on mood.
clan matches or pubs?Pubs, OWN NOOBS! Clan matches too taxing on my valuable brain juice.
Do you usually lag?No.
Typical score, ve or -ve?+ve lar, Im pro ok!
If there was a noob, do you prefer him to be on the opposing or your side?My side.
Do you have any hacks up your sleeve?Nope.
Played every single hero before?Yes. Duh.
Can you own with every single hero?Yes. Duh!
Are you more of a sentinel or scourge person?Sentinel (I'm good guy :))
Does Dota eat up most of your time?Now exams so nonono.. STudy does.
It's loading time, what are you doing?Chatting on MSN.
How fast can you type?Very.

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1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?
I hang it in my room.

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
Some cheapo free mousepad I got.

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
Comb.

4. From your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celeberity?
Any celebrity in the Sahara Desert.

5. You got a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
None, I don do it.

6. Chicken or pork?
Chicken

7. By the time you get to school/work, is the sky still dark?
No.

8. If you had a choice to see a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
I'd rather a dragon, but since its not in the choices, I wld say unicorn.

9. What was in your bag the last time you went out?
Assortment of worksheets, pencil box, and calculator.

10. What time does the sun usually set?
7 30?

11. What do you think of last before you go to sleep?
Her, in fact, I just dreamt of her last night.

12. AC or fan?
Why no natural wind? Fan...

13. Do you wear braces?
No, but my bottom row teeth is abit out of alignment.

14. Can you hand stand?
No, but I can leg stand.

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
Dunno...

16. What level math are you in?
Additional.

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
No preference.

18. Which subject is worst, English or Math?
Math!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment?
Play DotA wif my friends.

20. After buying something, do you automatically throw it away?
No, but I manually keep it.

21. CD player or iPod?
Wads this? Advertisement for Apple? I rather my own mp3 player.

22. Would you rather spin upside down goin 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water? I'd rather spin upside down going 30 miles and drop 400 ft. into water. This way, I can win the Olympic diving champion.

24. What you got planned for the weekend?
Study, er... Study, and er... Study... Oh, and sleep too!

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
Yes, but I prefer skiing more.. ALOT more..

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper what would you do?
Open the door and walk out. The door ain't locked LOL!!

27. Is it always easy finding your remote everytime you want to watch TV?
Yes.

28. How was your day?
Boring, just studying...

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
Why isnt there an option called lick? Haha, of course I cut them..

30. Describe your handwritting:
Untidy but legible.

31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
Maybe.. But I dun follow someone of the opposite sex on purpose.. Sometimes in my brainless wandering I end up walking the same path..

32. Do you bruise easily?
Dunno.. I guess?

33. There's nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do?
I rarely even watch TV...

34. Do you know more than 3 friendster codes?
What's a friendster? Sounds like prankster.

35. You got an essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
None, I wld be too lazy to do it.

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
Dotx, of course not!!! I wear a tux!! j/k j/k..

37. Describe yourself using one word:
Sucky..

38. Do you think bestfriends make the best lovers?
Yes.

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
Yes.

40. Do you have abs?
Not sure..

What is the best nickname that u ever had?
LegO.Horse

Do you think suicide is the best way?
Depends..

Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10?
4.

Are you in love with someone at the moment?
Yessssssssssssssssssssssss....

Are you missing someone at the moment?
Yessssssssssssssssssssssss....

Would you die for the one you love?
Yessssssssssssssssssssssss....

Do you think love hurts?
Yes, but I think its the sweetest feeling too.

Whats the best thing about love?
It gives u the greatest happiness on Earth and an aim in life.

Whats the worst thing about love?
Rejection...

Will you wait for someone you love?
Am now, and definitely will be...

What song that best describes your love life at the moment?
Let It All Out by Relient K.

Do you wanna get married?
Its not the qn about I wanna or not, its wif whom..

Have you talked to the person you love in the last 24 hours?
Sadly no...

Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
Keep.. I'm very sentimental..

Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
Opposite way..

Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
Pretend gay friend yes...

Are you sick of love?
Nope, definitely not..

Are you sick of questions on love?
Nope, but new kinds of questions on love would help..

What are you going to do today/tomorrow? Study and study.. STUDY!!! Perhaps go Glenn house and.. STUDY!!

What do u want so badly right now?
My $3600 computer!! If include whom den her :):)

Do you think money is everything?
No, but without money you are nothing.

Whats the song that u last downloaded?
Can't rmb... So long ago alr...

How much do you love music?
Alot, I listen to them everyday.. BUt I can live without them lol..

Do you play an instrument?
Yep, the piano..

Have you writen your own song?
Nope, lyrics only..

What movie did you last watch?
Deathnote.

Do you believe in love forever?
Yes..

What is in your mind rite now?
What to study later?

What song is in your mind rite now?
Let It All Out

This quiz was taken from Grace Yeoh's blog.

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Recently, I have been watching a Korean drama, called Lovers in Prague (NOT Lovers in Paris!! Different!!). It's a very touching drama yet it has alot of humour. It got more serious towards the end (Like most dramas.). At the start, the relationships were really funny, cus the main characters were very comical together. I spent 3 days to watch 18 episodes, actually, 14 only. I started watching from disc 4. Woke up one morning and saw my mom watching it, so I decided to watch abit to see what it was about. Then, I saw the second lead actress, who looked ALOT, and I mean ALOT like Grace Wang. I could just picture her there... Then that got me interested so I decided to watch further. After a few more episodes, I realised the story was very intriguing and the acting was good, so I decided to just finish watching it. So, I holed up myself in my mom's room and watched it for every hour I was at home (Which wasn't alot, hence it took me 3 days). In that show, I learnt something very deep.

When the person you love turns his/her back to you, don't turn your back to them. For if you look at their back, the shortest distance between you and him/her is the distance between your feet and his/her back. But if you turn your back to him/her, the shortest distance between the two of you is one round around the Earth.

I really like the second male lead, though towards the middle, he got really evil, but in the end, it was all for his plan to irritate his rich dad. His rich dad, btw, was very evil and prevented him from going out with the lead actress. Wah, towards the middle I was actually quite pissed at the second lead actor for being so evil, but at the end when his plan was revealed, I was reduced to tears. He was so admirable, he sacrificed himself for the benefit of the main lead actor + actress. At the cost of his own suffering, he had to give up the woman he loved so much, and whom he waited for for 5 years. Somemore, even while he was trying to win the female lead back, he kept letting her go to the male lead. He kept sacrificing himself and did not come between them. Then the female lead also like keep hurting him, I realli felt like crying everytime they show him alone by himself. I can sort of empathise with him, though I dun think I can be as noble as him...

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She doesn't like me... Yeah, actually I kinda know it.. But found from my friend that its true, another friend say he can see that she dun like me.. Then my friend said thats why he ask me give up, but.. If you give up, you will never get what you want. I mean, then might as well I give up on my whole life now. My whole FUCKING FUCKED UP life. I realli h8 my life. It sux. Totally. But you don see me doing it. Cus I still believe I can turn it around. Make it worth living. I guess this is the reason why I like computer games so much, that I can go hours without food and water and rest. It's cus I HATE my life. Comp games are the only way I can escape from it. Maybe when I start liking it I will stop playing games. If I were to commit suicide, I would do it like those Koreans, play comp games until I die, at least I die in an imaginary world rather than as suxy me. This seems inappropriate a thought considering my birthday just passed. We celebrate birthdays because we welcome the future. For me, what future is there? Study for what? I'm studying cus I wanna know what JC life is like, what University life is like, what army life is like, what owning things feel like. After that, I can die and I don care. But before I die, I will burn all my money. Either that or give it to someone worthy of it. Actually, to my friends who maybe think I'm extravagant wif the way I spent my money (Ya, on the mouse), its simply I have no use for money at all. I mean, a dead person has no use for money right? Yeah, and I'm dead, or half dead. Only my physical being is left, the spiritual me is dead. It only exists in computer games now.... I can't wait for NWN 2, then I can escape into a fantasy world, and perhaps never come back. I'd sooner face dragons and trolls than face my fucked up life.

I changed my blogsong, but the lyrics totally doesnt describe what I feel. I didnt receive any "sweet love" at all... And I have no one to lean on... But I just like this song, for the tune.. Maybe a better song that describes my feelings is "Tonight I wanna cry" by the same singer as the one who sang my blogsong.

I hate putting up a facade. But if I just be who I am, I will soon have no more friends. She and I are just like worlds apart. I can't even think of a similarity between us. Other than we are both in the same school and are of the same age.

Now I'm getting the thought, why can't I be born someone else? Why do I have to be me? It's not fair, some people just have the life, yet I'm like shit. Some people get what they want, why isit I can't? Some people have looks, why isit I don't? Some people have the IQ, why isit I'm so stupid? Some people have an amazing character, why am I so sucky? Some people have talents, why isit I'm just average in everything? Why can't God just make me someone else, like Junno. Why does He have to make me me. I wouldn't mind being as myself now if only I have a mutant power like super fast healing, super strength, Lightning speed, control nature...

I rmb she said my world is dark because I can't see the light of my life or something like that. I absolutely agree with that, my world is so dark that I am walking blindly through it. It's so dark that I can't see the end of the tunnel, the end of the dark ages. So my life will probably be dark all the way, so I'll just be walking blindly through it for the rest of my days. Aimless.

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Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to meeee
Happy birthday to me!

Ok, I am seriously lame. Overall, today feels like any normal day, much to my disappointment. Well, at least 5 ppl said Happy Birthday to me :). I was hoping she would say that, but I guess I'm asking too much. The more I ask for the greater my disappointment. Okay, I shall list the 5 ppl who wished me happy bday in order.

1) Dexter (Came as a surprise)
2) Glenn (Well, it was in a neomail...)
3) Grace Yeoh (It was on MSN, but I still appreciate it very much)
4) Jaye (Told me in person :):))
5) Siew Ling (Told me on MSN, and she want gif me bday card :D:D, man, I feel so touched.

I didnt receive any bday present. Yet. My sis giving me a ring :):).. My parents buying a $3600 comp for me :):).. Yep, tahts abt it. OH WAIT, HOW CAN I FORGET, GLENN GOT ME SOMETHING!! A Happy Birthday Negg :):), I shall proudly display it in my neopia shop :):). Oh yeah, I got myself a bday present too, a Razer Copperhead!! WOOTS!! After Os I will have the ULTIMATE gaming PC :):).

Some things I wanna get after Os. Oblivion and NWN 2. Plus must go shopping for Prom nite, and deciding if I shud dye my hair. Ah well, all these things after Os still got time to think. Mwahaha, Ok, I shall gambatte from here on!!!!!

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I was studying my chem, whilst listening to Relient K's songs, and without warning, my tears started to flow. I dono why, but the songs remind me of Grace, and when I think of her, my tears just gushed out. What's more, the songs had a sad tune. Mainly two of Relient K's songs made me cry. One is Less Is More, the other is Let It All Out (nice name, I WAS letting it all out). Ok, the first one is a worship song while the other is as the title suggests. Both tune is v sad. I think I shall post the lyrics here, they are just so beautiful.. I just changed my blogsong to Let It All Out.

Less Is More

Jesus, I pray
Take all my mistakes
Throw them away
Destroy them for my sake
Jesus, I call out 'cause I'm sorry
Because I fall so short of your glory
To the best of my ability
I'm practicing humility
And I lay myself before
'Cause less is more

All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
I pour out myself
All that I am
You love me so much
That you fill me again
And may these words on my heart, on my lips
Somehow mean so much more than this
Jesus, I pray
Know what I'm trying to say

All that I haveI lay before
With my pride on the floor
'Cause to you less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
I pour out myself, before you oh Lord
I hold nothing back, 'cause to you less is more
And may these words on my heart on my lips,
Somehow mean so much more than this
Jesus, I pray
Just know what I'm tryin' to say

Jesus, I plead
Please purify me
Make my heart clean
Drench me with your mercy
Jesus, I pray
I love you, I need you
For the rest of my days
I swear I will seek you
To the best of my ability
I'm practicing humility
And I lay myself before
'Cause less is more.

Let It All Out

Let it all out (get it all out)
Rip it out, remove it
Don't be alarmed, when the wound begins to bleed

'Cause we're so scared to find out (what this life's all about)
So scared we're gonna lose it
And knowing all along
That's exactly what we need

And today I'll trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
But tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
Oh inconsistent me, crying out for consistency

And you said "I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart, then things will just get worse.
If the burden seems too much to bear,
remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."

And I'll let it be known (at times I have shown)
Signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me, there is strength

And you promised me (that you believe)
in time I will defeat this
'Cause somewhere in me, there is strength

And today I'll trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
And I'll try my best to just forget
that that man isn't me

And you said "I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart, then things will just get worse.
If the burden seems too much to bear,
remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."

And you said "I know that this will hurt (I know this will hurt)
but if I don't break your heart, then things will just get worse. (things will get much worse)
When the burden seems too much to bear, (seems too much to bear)
remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."

Reach out to me
Make my heart brand new
Every beat will be for you, for you

And I know you know
You touched my life
When you touched my heavy heart
and made it light

Well, I let it all out.... And I'll let it be known that I still love her, and forever will. Haiz, two realli beautiful song, if any of you want just MSN me.

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