Today played a few games of Tree tag, and to tell you, I am kinda disgusted at the pple on bnet. Why? Because whenever me+glenn+ some1 else go infern and thrash them, they keep accusing us of maphack. Now, our accounts LegO.Horse, LegO.Cat becomes taboo in tree tag as ppl keep saying we maphack, end up we haf to use alias to play tree tag. Still, we owned them AND THEY ACCUSED US OF MAPHACKING AGAIN.. WHAT THE!! Such sore losers... Lol, then our last game for today, DotA, we played wif KS (Kian Siang). Wen Pu had to leave halfway, sad.. NEways, our team was Pugna (Cat), Zeus (Horse), Techies (Knight), Lion (KS), and Weaver (Glen, NOT Glenn Toh, jus that his acc is glen). Lol, such a lame team, and we won! Opposing team was Holy Knight, Tiny, Rhasta, Sniper, and Dragon Knight. Quite impossible for us to win rite? LOL, but we did!!! Oh, and we were like poking fun onto glen, not glenn toh, cus his acc is glen[ftr], so we were like woohoo!! GLENN ON OUR TEAM!! SuRE WIN LIAO!!! den he said errr.. thks for ur praise, but I not that pro. Lol, so I said so humble, and guess wad glenn (real one)? He said "As always.." wahahahah, ego maniac!!! haha, we won cus of funny things, we made the Tiny and Rhasta leave, by zapping them until they cannot take it. Lol, Rhasta had 1-11 den left. In the end, sniper also left, after we pushed mid. lol, all the free kills for me left T_T.. End game I had guinsoo, Travels, Half of Heart, and lvl 5 dagon, the 800 dmg one. LOL!! Glenn even richer.. Yux...

School is opening soon, and actually, I am looking forward to it, dunno wad interesting things await me nxt yr, and I am determined to find out. Face it with cheerful hearts and have fun. Is that not what life is about? Only thing making me feel sian is the fact that the first week got alot of diagnostic tests. Enuff to put me off. Just found out that, "There's just too much that time cannot erase". Sometimes, instead of helping you relief ur pain, time amplifies it. Which, in the hols, I didn't see Grace, nor for the fact saw my frens frequently, and it eats away at my heart and soul. I rly want to hang out more often, not that measley few days.

"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears." If onli I had the chance. "I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.. But though you are still with me, I've been alone all along.." Its kinda true, I've been alone for a long, long time. Love leads to laughter, love leads to pain. How true, when the gd part of love comes, sure, you will be laughing, and enjoying every second of it, but more often than not, love leads to pain, and its real pain, worse than any physical wound. It scars your heart and soul, and refuses to heal, only the person who caused that scar can heal you with their touch. "Like heaven on earth when I look into your eyes" I'm forever in love with you..

DISCLAIMER: Whatever is written here are my own thoughts and suggestions, and I will not be liable for any injury or worsening of situation resulting from the following of my suggestions, though I think they make sense. This post is rated PG-14, as most of it has nth to do wif little kids.

Actually, this title seems abused. I am not sure how many posts I have in this blog that have this title. Because it fits this topic well so might as well use it. I hope everyone who sees this post will go and read wen pu's blog, u can get there on my link, scroll to the bottom and its the one called Wong Wen Pu the Genius. Lol, I read his post and felt very inspired to write and essay on my life, but den again, I'm lazy, so HOW can I break tht?? I rly pity Wen Pu, but he doesnt seem sad, which either he is pretending he loves michele OR he is RLY brave.. NEways, There are lots of ppl in this world in the same boat, and playing the same waiting game, so when u guys are down in relationships, FEAR NOT!! For wif you are mani other sufferers and you will never wait alone. When you feel lonely, just sit down and imagine ALL that ppl who are waiting too, waiting wif you, and I guess it sorta relieves the loneliness. I rly hate it when girls ignore bois who like them, you dun haf to like them back, but at least show some respect, and not give a cold shoulder, as though the girl is v arrogant. They are humans too, they have feelings, they feel pain when you give them the cold stare. I guess that's why I can be so disgusted wif humans. My dog is still my soulmate, I always have him when im lonely. I know he will be wif me to the ends of this Earth, and that wherever I go, I will never walk alone. This life that I tread is full of dangers, but theres a watch dog and companion wif me, who has true sight to reveal invisible backstabbers. No, I will take whatever life throws at me, I will NEVER give up, that is the real me. Fight on, do not give in to life!! If you give in, you are a loser, as the saying goes, when life throws you a lemon, make lemonade, and btw, lemonade tastes Great. The nxt sentence is for Wen Pu and Imma paragraph, so its ez to catch.

Wen Pu, dun EVER give up, for if you do, you will never win, for you have given in to life. Take it in stride and one day, she just might accept you, and if she doesnt, do not be so sad, for you have done ur best and haf no regrets, and at least, you have lemonaded (I know theres no such word, but what the heck :D) one of life's "lemons".

For me, I will not give up either, but will move on with life, for I believe if there's fate, our paths will cross again in the future, and if not fated, there is no point crying over it, for tears will not change ur fate, nor will it make her pity u and like u. Tears onli waste the water that you drink. So, be4 you cry, think twice, you are wasting water, unless you rly need to cry to relieve the pain.

NEways, ytd went to watch Narnia, which was a great movie and no, there will not be spoilers here. Just that ytd, we walked past this shop selling shirts wif cute messages, such as "Boss is like a nappy, always on ur ARSE and full of CRAP!!", and "If you think sex is a pain in the butt, you must be doing it wrongly." LOL!! It made me laugh really hard. There are mani more but I dont remember. This one is made up by me:" Ever wondered why Santa Claus knew when you were sleeping or awake?? BECAUSE HE USES MAPHACK!!!" Lol, it made me laugh also, laughing at my own jokes -.-.. Well, its not taboo anywaes. Today went class outing, and it was one of the best, mani thanks to MX for allowing us to go to his house and also thanks for the great dinner. WE played charade (pronounced Cha-Ra-Dee, singlish version :D) and I think it was fun, if ONLY we were allowed to come up wif our own words. As mr Goh's one are all so unheard of. Den also went cycling arnd, Glenn's bike is realli neat, it gives a nice ride, TY's one the wheel too big, keep hitting my leg (not middle one you perverts -.-...). And we saw MX's bike, RLY SMALL!! LOL!!! Why wun it snow. I guess, its a rhetorical qn. It will never snow in Singapore. I still rmb saying to WP that I will only marry him if it snows in Singapore. BTW, that previous statement can be rather misleading. I am a GUY and I am definitely NOT GAY!! Snow is rare, like Grace liking me. Sigh, I rly love snow, esp powdery and fine ones (most of em are neways). The first snowfall of the season is always magical, and I wish, I can see it again. This must be one of the few rare posts when I do not forget what I want to post. Well, I think its rather long already, so dun wanna bore u guys, hope you guys find inspiration in my post. Thks for reading :D.

Now is my want to post but too lazy to post mood.. Currently waiting for Glenn n co. to come back frm lunch. Been *afk* for abt 5 days to go to Msia to attend a wedding. So lame, the wedding on tues but went there on Sat, so in the end waste alot of time. Due to nothingtodo-ness, I re-read some essays I have written while I was in the US and I found out that I wrote much better then compared to now, which says alot. And the wedding, was sooooooo funny. Abt 90% of the pple who attended were strangers to me so I only talked to my sis and we played hand games to keep boredom at the door. Lolx, and there were pple taking turn to go up to the stage to sing songs, and my grandma kept going up even though she cannot sing. Nt sure if she realised it but she is just screeching the song out and it hurts the ears, esp since it is in an enclosed area. LOL!!! I so evilez, but at least nv boo or anything. While over there, I missed my comp ALOT, and I felt like whomping it when I come back (which of course I did not). Not to mention my friends, Rly missed you guys!!! *bleahx* I sound so gay!! And, of course, I also missed Grace o.0..

Christmas is coming, dunno if its gd news or bad, since after christmas school wld be reopening soon. Haiz, but since we all haf to go back to sch, might as well be cheerful and meet it wif open arms, in my case, embrace the school!! Harhar, i prefer going to school compared to staying at home.. For a couple of reasons... Almost finished all my hols hw, left 1 more A maths paper, gonna finish it after christmas I guess. Looking forward to eating turkey during Christmas dinner. N for some reason, I keep spelling Christmas wif dble "s" (no pun intended) and had to backspace to remove one "s" (Dun think dirty). DotA is same as ever, Pawn pawn pawn GG!! Haha, today TY got v angry, kena spammed Noob until he began screaming all over the place.. LOL!! I got 16-0 at end game!! Holy Knight Rox!! Ok, out of point, dun wanna talk abt DotA. The latest craze though, seems to be tree tag, which is UBER imbal. The ents always win, unless infernals got maphack, or the ents are noobs. I hate the fact there is no challenge in that game, they shud add in one more infernal.

Nt sure wad else I want to post, as I type out what i want to post, I begin forgetting what I intended to post a.k.a my plan or layout of post. This seems to always happen to me.. Dunno why. I wanna go biking wif the clan again, but it seems the "craze" has died down somewhat. The thing I HATE most of going overseas is when I come back, I feel so lost, like I have lost track of wad is going on. Oh, just rmb sth else, last Sat Life! papers have Yong pic inside!! It is a pic of the Victoria Chorale. The front page shows the whole choir and Yong is hidden behind a woman who is jumping, blocking out abt half his face. On the inside of the newspaper, another pic of Yong!! This time its not whole choir and his face is very clear somewhat, since there were no obstructions. I believe those who read the papers recognise him, ahaz.. Nt veri sure wad else to post down here. Nothing else liao, sry!! Wanted to make it long but I dun think I shud crap some more, make pple dun wanna read and put them in foul mood. Once again ,Thank You if you read thus far. Congratulations for being able to stand my crap. Arigato!! Gracias!! Terimah Kasih!! Gamsahamida (nt sure correct spelling)!!

Dotx, nothing to post, just posting cus WP post.. Dada, just finished one game of DotA and I owned wif Naix!!! ok lar, if dun own means i noob. lol. I think MKB for Naix better than Sange and Yasha, but Sange and Yasha let you kill heroes earlier. Competition is closing in soon, 14th Dec. Sad that I haf to go overseas on the Finals date. Oh crap, my mind is blank now, brain freeze!! Augh.. Lol, lame..

Didnt get to cycle today, I actually wanted to cycle, but I think everyone mood dampened by ytd. Just added a music to my blog, cus I rly like the song and somehow I like listening to it when reading my blog. Lol, Greensleeves is a rly nice song, cant believe I haf it in my folder and did nt listen to it at all.. Ahhh!! Neglecting wad i possess!!

Aha, actually wanted to post sth long, already written it out, but decided to erase it, lol... I always cant rmb wad I wanna post..

As everyone is reading this blog, I hope they are listening to the Dragostea Din Tei song and doing the numa numa dance!!! It sooooo rocks man... K, i dun wanna place that song in my blog cus some pple dun like it.. NEways, to find out wad is the numa numa dance, its at www.numanumadance.com for the american version and the singapore one is at www.stevenlim.net. I hope we can do the numa numa dance at our class gathering tmr at sentosa!! MAIYA HIII!!! MAIYA HOOOO!! MAIYA HAA!! MAIYA HAhA!!! Vres si pleci dar numa numa iei, numa numa iei, numa numa numa iei!!! ok, enuff of propaganda..

The competition date coming soon, and am looking forward to it!! Budden, on the finals date I going overseas to attend a wedding which I do not wanna attend.. In fact, the person getting married is a cousin whom I nv talk to in the past 8 yrs... Onegai, I dun wanna go at all.. Wasting my time... Today going cycling wif Clan LegO minus TY and Glenn.. Hope glenn can get his bike soon and TY can persuade his parents to allow him to buy a bike. And this is directed to dexter, its not lame to do the numa numa dance, its cool and its in... Me asking others is just a way of spreading my enthusiasm of the numa numa dance... I find it funny and original and retarded.. But the retardness gets me hooked, haha...

Nth else to post.. Short one...

wOOhOO, I got my internet back!! Aw man, cut off frm the outside world for abt 3-4 days. Quite lame actually, I was doing A maths, den got 1 qn i got wrong. My mom explained, den ask me redo, den being the rebellious teenager, I said NO! My mom got angry and removed my internet and hid it. In the end, I spent those 3-4 days watching animes wif my sis, feel sad that I implicated my sis, since she also cant use. WP came my hse consecutively for 3 days to relief me of my UBER boredom.. We also went cycling, thks wp for "escorting" me home, I cldnt haf made it back at nite. Actually, can, budden, as history has shown, my tire went BOOM.. Lol, so I sure kena stuck halfway. Well, we found out we can cycle to Glenn's frm mine in abt 20 mins. Cool man.. Den I can cycle to BP everytime!!

Lol, one random fact abt myself, I prefer girls wif pony tails.. Aha, me n wz got same taste :D.. And I dun get the hype abt big b****s, pple like dex always comment abt it, so lame, find them childish!! This is not flaming btw, its just my personal opinion. One nite be4 i slept, I had my usual "Dun rly wanna sleep yet so reflect on myself" time, and I found out that my attitude to liking some1 is like those pple u c on drama serials whom in the end will not get who they rly love and their friends get instead. I feel I am like that, I probably wun get a girlfriend whom I rly love, and I might nt even get married, and if I do 90% chance its matchmade and I heck care and say yes. But chances of me staying single is higher, WOOTS TO BACHELORS!!! Lol, consoling myself wif the last statement.

Been sleeping wif my sis for the past few nites, NOT ON THE SAME BED FOR NOBODY'S SAKE!! Haha, me there to "protect" her frm nitemares and fear, since she was spooked out by the movie shutter. I think shes quite dumb, she knows she cant watch horror movies yet she still watch wif her frens, so stupid, how can go NYGH...

I hope Glenn can get a new bike, den all of us can go cycling 2gether, woohoo!! Oh no, no more crap to generate.. W8, got one more, WEISS KRUEZ IS A BLOODY VIOLENT ANIME!!!! Lol, I just gain a saddistic lvl frm watching it, mwahahhahahahaha.... Getbackers is nicee, I like Mido Ban, and Ginji is funny.. Lol, overall gave me alot of laughs that anime.. And also, welcome back to Tay Yi, who I think supposed to be back today, lol..

Quote of the Day: "In a journey where I know one painful thing after another, I get closer to the true me."

Thks for reading thus far :D.

Since everyone post, I shall post also, but for nothing in particular.

I am pretty tired of pple complaining to me.. U know its a dilemma everytime u call me and u feel unjust to sth else and expect me to pick a stand.. Dis is of course directed to TY.. If u wanna complain, i dun mind listening, pls dun make me take a stand.. W8 till i start pouring out all my problems to u den u gonna feeel VERI sian...

ok, so 14,15 dec joining competition.. Rly hope we can win it.. 3rd prize interest me most, harhar.. Its the one thats gonna directly benefit me. Our team has 4 killers already, we rly need supporters. If we take u, we'll haf 5 killers which i dun c how its gonna benefit the team. Wad i meant is not the hero is killer, i mean that our mentality when we play is killer kind. So, if we can get a kill, we'll forget abt our teamates.. Which is not the idea of DotA. DotA is a 5v5 game for a gd reason, if its a soloist game, it might as well be 1v1 or 2v2..

Oh no, my post is so disorganized!! Haiz, I need organization skills. Gonna rush my homework soon, if not my mom wun let me take part :p... Den TY got chansu!! to be reserve XD.. Dunno why everytime i got drive to blog den when wanna type out i forget everything.. Isit laziness?? Darn.. my concentration lvl is so low..

Wishlist for Christmas:
1) WoW (World of Warcraft)
2) Razer Copperhead
3) All the virus+adware+spyware in my comp to disappear magically
4) A dog
5) A drivers license (seriously, im rdy for it)

Lols, im so greedy.. Oh no, greed is a sin!!!! haha, actually any one of the above can liao... Dun need all.. Den again, i probably wun get any!! Haiz... I still havent got Dex his bday present, sry!! I still dunno wad u want... Unless u want soccer ball? Or a brand new ROC disc? Somehow, the hols seem to pass so fast...

Last choir pract for the hols was a disaster!! Mr Yong ended up scolding us!!! First time i c him so angry, probably cus i forget all the other times XD... I already tried my best to sing correctly, yet WP and Glenn sing 2 different notes, and i dunno which to sing. I know WP sure out of tune, yet I still follow his... Haha, so dumb.. Den Yong started scolding and I held back my laughter. Had bad experience laughing when teacher scold u... And I cant believe Dex thought Yong was angry to the end, I think after awhile he simmered down... And dis is directed to Dex, even if u tried ur best, it might nt be perfect, in fact, it IS not perfect, so u shudnt blame mr yong for making u all to sing again.. Maybe nt u out of tune but others?? So i think that u all dun sing to spite mr yong is too much.. SO childish..

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Up 2 u pple wad u all wanna think...

You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.When you love someone, you tend to worry about them. In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

Well, also infected by Grace and Jin Zhe, so heres 5 random/weird facts abt me. (Technically, nt facts, just my honest opinion of myself)

1) I prefer animals to humans (generally, though there are few humans I hold higher than animals)

2) I HATE myself, yes, I possess ALL the qualities that I HATE.

3) I am a saddist, I enjoy watching pple suffer, yet I cannot stand the sight of blood (irony).

4) I know this is insane, but I think of Grace everyday. Soften this a little, and so do I always think of WP + Glenn + Dex, when I am nt wif them. I treasure my friends alot and do not want to lose any of them.


5) I am very shy and I am an introvert, although some might differ, but I dun talk to pple normally on my own vocation. When I c girls, I feel like running away, esp if they talk to me.

I shall now infect:
1. Tay Yi
2. Dexter
3. Glenn (IF he ever sees this and IF he even bothers to post)
4. HuiMin
5. Yih Fang

Hmmz, this post is essentially, my fav parts of the show, copy frm TY de.. Just wanna type my opinion out XD...

fav character(s) of the show: Ron
fav scene: When the Durmstrang ship rose out of ocean.. SO COOL!
fav battle: The flame war between Ron and Harry
fav spell of the day: Crucio
Most disappointed wif: Cho Chang, Nt chio at all...
Most disliked character(s): Peter Pettingrew, Snape
Most cool character(s): Harry Potter, Cedric Diggory
Most retarded character(s): Lord Voldemort
Most Funny character(s): Alastor Moody a.k.a Barty Crouch Jr, Ron, Fred, George Weasley
Character I can identify wif: Ron
Most disgusting part of show: When Hagrid and Maxime making love.. Eewwww
Most Pretty Character: Fleur delacour
Most Handsome Character(s): Ron, Cedric Diggory

I dun even know why I am posting other than the fact that my frens are forcing me to post... Actually, I got alot of things to post abt, but now... Forget everything.. Maybe as I crap I rmb some..

Finished watching DNAngel last Sat. Parent went out + HP taken away by my sis so i cldnt go church, bored of my comp so decided to watch DNAngel.. It is VERI nice.. Not onli is the plot rich, meaningful, but the OST is also engaging.. The story is basically abt this 2 familes, the Niwa family and the Hikari family.. Hikari means light while Niwa, I think, means dark? Yami also means dark so I dunno lar... These two families are at loggerheads. The Niwa family is a family of thieves and the Hikari is a family of artists. The Hikari family have a magical power, whatever they draw will haf spirits living in them. Like haunted art pieces. However, They are not satisfied wif just spirits, they want a LIVING painting. Enter Dark Wing. It is a skeleton wif a sword through its arms and 2 wings. He onli has one leg wif the other dismembered. Creepy looking. However, the hikari family is afraid of this painting and sealed it. Thus, Krad and Dark is born. Dark's genes (DNA) is in the Niwa family as he is the phantom thief and he has nv been caught be4. He onli steals frm the Hikari family to seal their artwork as its dangerous. Krad is the opposite. Krad is evil and will stop at nothing to kill Dark. Krad's DNA is in the Hikari family. Daisuke and Satoshi are the 2 main char. Daisuke is frm the NIwa and Satoshi frm Hikari. However, the curse of having to fight each other ends at their generation as both Dark and Krad are sealed back into Dark Wing. Daisuke became the first Niwa to draw and Satoshi broke the curse of having to draw evil paintings. This anime centres around art.

Basically, this movie as alot of themes, the most evident is Light Versus Darkness, but in this case, in a darker viewpoint. Wad is Gd may NOT always be gd. Which is why Krad, although hes an Angel, hes an evil one. AND Dark, whos darkness, is the gd guy. At the end of the OP song, there is this veri dramatic scene of Dark and Krad clashing together, wif one side illuminated in light and the other in darkness while the centre is purple, uncertainty. IT impacted me alot in unknown ways. Maybe cus Im fighting wif my inner self... There is also this powerful statement said by Daisuke's mother and grandpa, which is "Light is born from Darkness..." This is very true. Without thieves or evil in pple's hearts, there wldnt be policemen or the army, which represents light. Also, without darkness, one wldnt know what is light. So isnt it true to say light is born from darkness? Another subtle meaning in this anime is Do not judge a book by its cover. Looking at Krad, one wld think hes a gd guy and bearer of justice, while those who read the manga or watched the anime know otherwise. Hes the bringer of pain and the evil one.

Kanashii hodo hikari dashita shiroi yami kirisaku tsubasa ni nare (a sad light shone turning into wings that cuts the white darkness)

FTP is finally over!! Nt that I hate it, I kinda found it fun, opposed to staying at home and doing nothing. Rly looking forward to choir camp and I believe that they did a great job in designing it so am looking forward to spending a gr8 time there. Lol, ytd was so lame, went dex hse to play tbletennis. Me n wp won dex and TY!! WOOTS!! gr8 teamwork!!! Den later went to the games room play soccer..... wif a pillow XD XD.. Me n wp won again!!! haha, den we moved on to DotA and discussed strats plus who shld be in the main team in nxt yr WCG, if there is DotA. I personally believe there is DotA as it will soon be a stand-alone game and alot of pple play dota.. Glenn went overseas and DotA plus school is just nt the same.. I guess if I rly treat him as a fren, the absence rly hurts. Im nt gay...... Also, played wif Dave and his frens 2 days ago. I suspect Dave uses speed and maphack, nxt time dun wan play wif him liao.. Even glenn also suspects it.. I dun get it, why do pple wan to resort to hacks to get unfair advantage. The game wld den get v boring n u will get banned.. Its rly stupid.. Haiz, too bad Roy Ng nt gonna be our Lit teacher nxt yr, since hes rly funnie.. haha, he keeps telling jokes that are relevant!! tt's the gd part. So he does nt sidetrack.... Overall, I think hes a gr8 teacher. Cannot think of what I wanted to type, so end here, if i rmb den i dble post..

You're Daisuke


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I copy TY, Xtra time so post.. lol.. Firstly, TY, pls get a tagboard... It wld be convenient for us to tell u things and comment.... And, reply to Dex's post.. Ure nt left out, but if u wanna change the subject, pls dun say senseless things.. Cus some things u say are realli.. senseless.. And overly matured is also nt fun, but pls know when to be lame and when not to.. Its funnie when we are serious and u suddenly talk crap... In fact, no one is left out, pls do not label pple as number filler.. Tt person will feel hurt.. AND, wp is nt my gay partner, hes my fren.. He just pretends to be gay.. so stop saying hes my gay partner.... And be4 dex misunderstand, the labelling part is done by TY nt u, so tt part is for him and u can skip it.. Also, i appreciate ur company since u probably the most matured in our clan liao, skip the lame parts..

So... Party how.. We form committee and organise isit.. I feel our class is v shi bai.. other classes are so enthu when it comes to gathering.. ours leh, when grls organise bois abit sian sian de.. when we organise the girls also find excuses nt to come.. A party/gathering is for socializing so u dun rly need games to play, contrary to most popular belief.. u can entertain urself jus by talking.. Or we can play grp games.. Like Taboo.. Haha, TY likes it.. Probably cus its a game tt allows him to crap for all he wants and nt feel lame.. Book chalet har... oh w8, ruled out cus fully booked... So.. where the venue?? I hope nt TY house again.. Everytime go there split into so mani grps.. Clan lego and the rest just do their own stuffs.. lol, doesnt even feel like a gathering... Dis time invite MX bah.. Since he is also part of our class.. ANd i hope our pass classmates will be more enthu this time and i hope at least 80% attend... Nt tt much to ask for bah... Even though I dun rly talk to the girls XD, but Dex will be very very happy.. HaHA.. dun flame me hor, honest opinion.. :D....

Feeling sian that tmr mus go back to school... Its like insulting us lor.. Gif us one wk hols to switch to hols mood den poof, mus go back to sch... So evil of the sch... WEll, anywaes i feeling lame at home, mite as well go back to sch..!! yeah.. Now i lookin forward to it.. Woohoo!! And, i think i rly gonna read the oxford dictionary... Yeah!! improve my EL.. And i think during the hols i want to build muscles also.. So.. TY, we go gym together hor... I think we shud go dex one, harhar, den ask dex along also.. Tired liao can crap, just hope tt woman nt there... Yeah, gonna start wif 30 sit-ups and increase.. Hope by end of Dec can get 6 pac!! ok, lame.. But actually shud be can.. Also considered training for NAFA nxt yr... N now, clan starting to pay more attention to tennis, i guess we all gambatte and train for tennis.. Though i dun think can be as pro as badminton.. Lol... I think now proest is WZ... His serve is so fast......

THe days flew by just like a fast train, and nothing else has been on my brain.. Except the thought of................................................................ Feeling quite bored now, maybe i shud slp now.. But I dun rly wanna jump into tmr.. Crap, 2 hrs of rozi at the start.. Tt is horrible!!!! Haish.. Pull through it!!!

NOthing's been the same since she said yes....

I miss choir.. I rly wanna go for my CCA!!! Haha... Am listening to a song called Gone.. How things come and go fast.. We must learn to treasure our today. This way, our life wld be meaningful and not boring.. Haha, no more crap to generate..

Posting now cus I am uber bored.. Ha.. Im so vulgar.. Must learn to stop using bad language.. Shudnt be tt tough.. Just finished playing my CS and be4 tt, a DotA game wif me on the opposing team against my clan pple.. Namely TY, Dex, TJ, Shhhh, and some1 else... Actually, we winning at firs, den losing, cus super TY copying glenn centaur mass blademail strat is owning my team melee heroes... den i told mort get BKB and we started pushing back.. TY no threat liao after tt.. Den.. Dex suddenly come out wif super items and gif me headache... Sian... Den they do super push push all the way inside and destroy our mid racks and throne twr.. after tt we counter and also pushed their mid racks and twr, but tree twr still intact.. bot twr also taken out.. Den guess wad... DEXTER SUGGESTED BDOOR!!!! What the... So dishonourable.. IN the end we lost cus of dex bdoor idea.. IF i decided to bdoor earlier we won liao lor.. Win like tt v fun meh?? U just lost my respect for u and i will defame u if warcraft haf fame.... DONT ever BACKDOOR unless enemy backdoor first.... Bdooring is nt allowed in competition lor... After tt got quite pissed and anyhow play my nxt game den stopped and went to play CS to go blast a few bots...

Last nite i had an achievement tt i was proud of.. Hehe, I went on opposing team against my clan members (again).. But on the other team got glenn n glenn bro and ty and BEn + KC.. Wooo, me fite glenn!! Haha, I felt gd cus i asked glenn to 1v1 near the end of the game n i won!!! in the end my team won but becus got 1 teamate he keep bdooring.. another person wif no sense of honour.. Lol, need to go out liao, so end here..

Just came back frm Dex's party.. Had a blast there :D.. Thks for the great time man.. lol, today was abit dumb in the morning.. I went out wif my sis to eat at mac, den walked to Yew Tee and found out I forgot to bring money out.. Had to run home to get money.. Lol, and i was like gonna be late for dex's party.. Den eat eat, eat too much, den bloated.. Haha, go home go toilet immediately.. den bathe and bla bla bla, prepare go dex's party.. My parents went out look at car, so had to take public transport.. Took bus to Lot1 den changed to LRT to Bangkit.. First reach there that time played abit of badminton.. Den Jon thought of sth fun to do, smashing cups, c who can hit the most.. I hit none T_T.. well, actually hit a cap den it fell.. Haha.. Jon hit a cup and WP also hit a cup.. The rest also hit none.. Haha.. Nt ez wor.. Den Dex desperately trying to get pple to coorperate wif him to play grp games, but pple dun wan coorperate.. Later we went up to play tennis.. GX Alex pair won Jon JH pair.. And me wz pair won glenn ty pair.. Haha, tyco won.. Kip serving fault.. So lame.. Den I went dwn play table tennis wif jin zhe.. Didnt play a match.. But played one wif teck liang.. Haha, i collect data.. I hit to his backhand den he cant hit back.. but he still countered in the end.. And i won him 11-4, but he using left hand cus he broke/sprained his right hand, so abit unfair.. DEn i played wif dex's cousin, his serve very evil.. So fast!! At first i cannot counter him.. But still did in the end.. And i also found his weakness.. Hit to his backhand and hit close to his body.. service dun serve slant, serve straight.. In the end i service ace him alot of times.. won him 11-6.. Hehe, felt so happi after that.. IN the end dex managed to get most of the pple to coorperate wif him to play grp games, cept for glenn n wz, who were playing tennis.. the rest played taboo.. LegO clan got seperated, wif me, TY, GX on one side wif jin zhe and jon and a few others like eugene.. den other side had dex wp zs jh teckliang alex and dex sis.. we owned :D.. Score at end was 11-5.. We 11.. so they had to do forfeit which was cat walk!! Haha.. So funnie, esp tay yi's description of the word meteor.. Onli i got it.. the rest were errr.. i dunno wad u talking abt.. TY said priestess of the moon ult, so i say starfall, den he say wad drops and i say meteor!! Haha, got it rite... me pro!! Den i had to describe jet ski.. so ez.. esp wif smart teamates like jin zhe.. i say another word for military plane and he guessed jet.. den i say winter sport and obv onli haf ski/snowboard.. so put it together = jet ski.. haha, took onli 30 secs.. im gd.. haha..den another one was a challenge, both team send representative, then c which grp can guess firs.. me n wp, and word was video.. lol, my team guessed firs cus wp abit slow... hahaha... cat walk was funnie, cus everyone coorperated, cept for wp.. that lamer... ZzZ... den later play bear bear.. i wanted to be bear, but teck liang nv choose me.. T_T... den later play murderer, by that time glenn came dwn so he joined in.. Second game had a forfeit and unfortunately, glenn cldnt save 7 pple in time.. so he had to do forfeit.. we asked him sing a song, and picked shinjiru, but he anyhow sing it and alot were nt happy wif it, so we asked him to welcome to my life.. in the end me n wp sang it for him.. lol.. but nt bad lar, was fun.. and sry for nt paragraphing but my fingers are just moving on auto... den later sang bday song and ate cake, den play go home game.. we w8 to go home lol...

finally a paragraph.. Dis is for past events, tt i was too lazy to post.. actually, its quite short.. Rozi called my parents like a few days ago.. For results, cus I failed 2.. I expected to fail physics since i nv shade my OAS.. So.. true to my expectation, i failed it.. And teachers had to call students parents if they fail 2 or more subj.. But rozi tt lamer called my parents and tell results den started saying i was snobbish O.o... Erm.. Huh?? ME?? If she said egoistic/ arrogant I will agree wif her.. But SNOBBISH??!! -.-.. She say i refuse to talk to my classmates cus their parents are taxi drivers -.-.. Erm.. I dun care abt social standing when i talk to pple... Its just tt I am anti social.. And the onli rich fren i haf is tay yi.. tts all.. So, in the end, my father i think got bad impression of her.. WHee!!! I nv liked her, hhahaha... And i told my classmates the nxt day and they were like ROFL!! and i also told glenn they all lar.. who probably know me best.. and they were -.-.. Sho funniez... HAiz.. But I am sooo egoistic.. mus curb it!! I cant stand losing to anyone.. I might nt show it, but actually i feel v bu shuang inside.. Hehe, now glenn gonna know tt i v bu shuang when i lose to him in DotA.. HAHAHA... but nvm... i dun care.. oh yar, glenn dun read blogs!! hahahahah.. lame... ok, end... thks for reading up to here wif my poor paragraphing..

I feel like I am gonna die.. Haiz.. Nothing to do at home, my results sucked, my parents dun wanna buy new game for me.. Haiz.. Hopefully they will still allow, since I am persuading them to now.. There are just so many things weighing my mind down now, and i dunno when to begin solving them.. Everything I do seems so screwed.. Like DotA.. Used to be able to own even if playing alone.. Just now played a game wif DK and I think i played until like average bnet player.. That is not enuff.. I MUST go WAY beyond that if I even wan to make a difference to the team. Rite now, it seems like Glenn is the gamemaker..

My heart and mind seems soooo divided.. I tried getting over you, but I just can't. And its making me soo tired I just want to lay down to rest.. What to do. I feel so lost.. I never felt this much despair since January.. Haiz.. Rite now I play games wif the sian sian attitude.. May be partly the reason I playing so crappily now.. At least WP coming back tmr.. Can FINALLY talk to him again.. OK, I am NOT gay and I am certainly NOT addicted to him. Its just that I can sort of confide in him. Not my other frens. I cld share it wif a girl, but I think.. Nah, I too shy.. Although Most of my problems are already stated here.. I need 2 heal my spirit but there is no moonwell or Fountain of Health in my house.. Even sports does not interest me anymore.. Usually I wld eagerly join my clan in playing badminton but now I always get the strong urge to say no when they ask me..

Could all this be an illusion? Or isit because I am PURPOSELY feeling this.. Or my results are so CRAP that I start to lose faith in myself. I know some pple will advice me to place my faith in Him, but how.. When u are truly in despair, u just wanna end your life. But I still feel there is much more to life than what it is now. School helps me abit, since I can get away from my computer that seems to be draining the life out of me and I get to socialize wif my frens.. And I still feel I am anti-social. Outside of my fren circle I never talk to anyone else unless they talk to me.. Rite now, I onli talk to my clan members by choice.. Or when I am SO bored that I anyhow strike a conversation wif my classmates.. Even so, I still feel empty. I am an empty vessel that needs filling..

The onli result I am satisfied wif is my MT.. Surprising.. MT was my weakest subject, contrary to what my frens believe.. I just speak chi on the fone, at home I still use EL.. My lit.. I thot I cld get A1.. But I guess.. Nope.. So I am sooo disatisfied wif my Lit.. My poem sabo me.. But then again, Osgodby is the one marking it and hes so strict.. At least his comment on one of my point was Gd.. So it gave me the confidence that i can do better.. Its these little things that instil determination into a student.. How i wish I got Osgodby as my lit teacher, nt that I dun like Ms Ong.. Its just taht I feel she does nt like me.. Maybe i am just too sensitive.. Thinking abt it.. I feel so hated.. Rozi Hates me.. although that one i cant care less.. She is just so.. childish and unreasonable. She is the first teacher who whines when sth goes wrong.. and her incessant whining is SO irritating.. She does not know how to solve her own problems and expects us to solve it for her. Hello, we are paying u ur salary.. Why shud we be helping u solve ur problem..

Well.. Tahts all I guess.. Adios Amigos..

-------------------Despair is a hole in your heart that drains your life fluids--------------------

Ai.. Blogger gort a weird problem.. Sigh.. Just posting to document a REALLY stupid and FUNNIE thing that happened today.. As i think most pple know, today is our Physics paper.. Got 2 stupid things happen.. First thing, I was late for the exam, wif my class though, den when i went into the hall, my fren reminded me to bring calculator.. Which, i didnt bring down, so I ran all the way up and ran down again, but already like so late and I missed most of e instructions.. Then I dun care lar, just start doing paper.. MCQ was ez, paper 2 is ok ok.. I dislike paper 2 cus got so much drawings then waste my time drawing.... Haiz.. Managed to finish paper 2 den teacher say times up and i thought, just in time!! Den Mr Lim ask us check ur OAS and MAKE sure u got ur class in the centre no. So i checked and den wrote my class.. ANd then, I REALISED I NEVER SHADE THE WHOLE THING!!! IT WAS TOTALLY CLEAN!!! Den I stun liao, and the teacher was walking arnd collecting the scripts and I was like OH NO!! WAD TO DO??!! 30 MARKS!!!! Haiz.. Den she came and i just handed in the blank OAS plus my paper 2, and she nv like noticed it was blank... Den after that, I laughed.. Call me crazy but I just started laughing.. It was REALLY a stupid thing to do and I was like laughing and telling my fren that i NEVER shade OAS.. And they nv believe me.. Haiz... I resolve to fail my EOY physics liao.. Although might still be able to get a borderline pass.. Haiz.. At least I learnt my lesson, nxt time do MCQ, shade it IMMEDIATELY and not write down answer on paper.. Haiz.. Been doing that since P1 until dis yr mid yr... And nothing went wrong.. Luckily it happened in EOY dis yr and NOT O level nxt yr.. Thank God.. Always look on the bright side :D.. Lucky dis happened now and not nxt time.. So I wasnt rly that unhappy although at first I was.. Since i could haf gotten an A2 or even A1.. Sigh.. But neways, thank God for making me realise my mistake earlier..

Bought Maksim's new album A New World and the songs are realliy nice.. I think I wanna learn how to play Nostradamus.. Haha, but saw the score liao, very disheartening...

Haha, today is such a crazy day.. Choir we sang mid part for shinjiru and when all parts put 2gether, it was a total mess!! HAHA!! oh.. Forgot to mention, glenn almost hit xiao bai wif water frm his water bottle today.. Missed by a 1 second.. He dropped water frm 4th lvl and xiao bai ran under, and just nice made pass it!! Lol...

After choir went Mac.. Haha, all of us bought a meal and sat and eat.. Den later Grace, Hui Yang, Wen Ying and Yi Yao came in, den Meh coup my fries!! GAH!!! Actually, saw her but i thot she took Dex's fries until dex told me she took mine!! Eek.. Today Sun so bright, light up all our faces and we cldnt c each other, like theres a halo around and den our faces are blackened.. Hehe.. While eating, dunno wad started the topic, but we started a totally brainless discussion.. Ooo.. Wz just suddenly said that last wk while playing DotA, I commented on his rogueknight and said that he was mastibating on top of the cliff.. Haha.. Cus his char was moving up and down at the torso.. Hehe, den glenn panned his view to him and agreed :D... Den later wz lame lar, both of us chasing enemy den he say i poking his butt.. Haha... No choice mah, I phantom lancer leh, my lance too long liaooo.. Pain anot??

Glenn also chipped in :D.. Didnt know how perverse Glenn was until today!! He keep saying Pudge is the best rapist.. Everytime hook pple den pull them den rape them... Rape actually is game term for owning the enemy, just that glenn playing wif the stupid pun.. haha.. Worst thing was Pudge makes this "Arrgh Fresh meat" sound when he uses the ult which is chowing down on the enemy?? Haha... Den later progressed on to items -.-... Our lame discussion resumed, actually discussed dis last time liao.. Like if items can be brought into real life, wad items wld we want.. hint Hint.. Wz wants Guinsoo!! Hehe.. Acronym?? Wad he hinting?? Hehe..

Wz lame, suddenly piped in that clarity potion is condom.. -.-.. Since when does clarity pot link wif condom?? Must be that liquid inside!! Haha... Den glenn lame also, Say "Then sapphire water is cap".... Bwaahhaha.. Its more like he being sarcastic.. Den Double Damage rune is Wet Dream cus u c waterlike thingy above ur head when u take it.. Hehe, think "wet" and "dream".. Get it?? No?? Den u are v pure :D... OoO.. Just rmb, then continued cus we on topic of DotA.. So i yuen abit, say sometimes when i gonna get kill that time, suddenly got pop up advert for Viagra, taht says "Make Your Sex Life Better".. HAHAHAH... Annoying yet funnie.. My com is sooo infected.. :D... Den later excitement lvl dropped.. Hope during our brainless discussion we werent too loud.. Haha..

After that me n wp tried to change "Welcome to my Life" song... Haha... Den me n dex sang happy bday song for wp since its his birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN PU!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOTS!!! U ARE 15!!!!

Den we keep stopping cus I feel so embarrased.. I nt used to do this kind of thing.. NEways, onli me n dex singing, so pple staring at us.. Den Glenn and wz exaggerate by standing up and den say dun know us and run out of Mac.. HAHA... Wonder if pple knows my bdae?? T_T.. So long nv have bday partee ler.. Last time was pri 6.. I also nv celebrate my bdae ler.. Haiz... Lala.. Dex throw bday party!! Then went home and.... Case close.. A fun filled day ended like that :D.. I like my new seat :D.. SO ez to go out of class and can c wad going on outside of classz.. haha...

Just watched Day after Tomorrow.. One of the greatest movies I have ever watched, possibly cus I am a cynic.. Although still optimistic at times.. Just that.. Darn.. Dunno how to explain.. Anywaes, that movie is realli cool (sry for the pun).. It rly kinda shake me to my senses that our Earth is nt gonna stay as it is.. Three cheers to the director and executive producers!! Global Warming is a problem we all face today and we shld try to reduce the factors that make it worse.. The movie looks bleak but actually, among all that chaos, there as a ray of light, that is we can prevent it! Prevent another ice age from happening.. There are already arnd 2-3 ice ages and the 3rd/4th might come.. There is no garuntee that it won't and we shld prepare or prevent it.. I was kinda amazed at all the special effects and it was realli dramatic.. Shows us nature's wrath when we temper with her.. Like a hard slap on the face.. I was kinda pumped up while watching it and felt rly.. awed at the power of mother nature.. No one makes sensible movies like that anymore and that is definitely one of the best movies ever made..

Know I didnt blog for a long time, due to laziness and lots of piling hw, the latter is just an excuse :D.. So much is happening nowadays, can hardly keep track, and i lost all kinds of opportunities and do all sorts of stupid things that i wished i never did.. haish.. well, rly looking forward to the 45th anniversary.. Shinjiru is a rly gr8 song.. Being an emcee sure looks tough, I get dizzy everytime I stand in front of a crowd.. Rly admire pple to haf courage to stand in front of alot of pple to speak.. Kinda ironical.. I love public speaking yet have no courage to stand in front to speak what I have in mind.. So useless rite?? There I go again, being a cynic... stupid..

Never come online for 3 days cus no internet.. U had think a hotel in Las Vegas shld haf it but they dont.. although they haf HUGE king sized beds.. Haha.. Stayed in Circus Circus for 2 days.. Be4 i left Lake Powell, my dad brought me to the lake to drive a boat!! Way Cool, and we rented one for 3 hrs and drove it arnd.. The waters were super choppy and the boat was like soaring and bumping which my mom hated but the rest of us loved it.. haha.. drove the boat to a speed of 35 knots.. and my dad brought it to 40.. so bumpy that my lunch nearly came out where it entered.. and the water i drank were swirling arnd in my stomach.. Hate that feeling.. Den went to Las Vegas.. Las Vegas is indeed the gambling capital of the world.. Everywhere is casinoes and theme parks.. Downtown Las Vegas is a magnificent sight at nite.. Flashing neon lights and hotels wif diff themes.. There was one of a circus and of course, the famous Caesars Palace.. DIdnt actuallyt go in but the place was HUGE!! Like larger than Suntec city wif cool roman statues.. I played in the arcade at my own hotel and I felt cheated.. Like spent 1.7 x $54 on the games.. and my sis lost 2 soft toys and a ball that we won.. and den theres this game which when u attract a red thingy surrounded by yellow thingies, u win a gigantic charmander, which I sooo wanted.. But when the magnet came into contact wif the red thingy, it did not stick!! WTH!! And den I felt so cheated of my money... well, not my money, my dad's.. Haiz.. that money wld be betta spent buying myself a battlefield 2... although I still gonna buy it wif my money.. Now in a small town of Barstow.. I drove my dad's SUV today and it was realli cool.. I went to speeds of 64kmph.. And yes, I am bragging abt it... Wahahahahhahahah... THe driving age here ish 16, so gd... Singapore one so latez.. I thinx they jus made it even later... Darn... Oh man, jus cant get over the thrill of driving.. It's realli Fun!! Heading to LA tmr.. probably taking a tour of hollywood and see movie star homes, or so the tour says.. haha.. Well, signing off now.. Hint: Dont EVER gamble.. It's rigged so don't try.. Don't think that u wanna be the lucky few who actually makes money, cus u probably gonna end up as the many who lose a fortune.. I losing faith in luck now..

Just reached Lake Powell after visiting Grand Canyon.. Yucks, 2 days wif no internet.. Lol, at a pizza hut today, the waiter who took our order name was Jesus!! lol.. Took some great photos at grand canyon and bought a few pics that were realli nice.. Saw two lizards fighting in Grand Canyon and a over frenly squirrel that climbs onto pple!! even poking its cute lil face into the cam lens.. Cldnt resist touching it, haha.. And there are rabbit holes at my hotel wif cutez bunnies running arnd!! Sho coool.. And my sis is realli irritating me.. Like everything she sees can link to GW.. I dun even wanna name examples.. She wun even let me haf a peace of mind looking for souveniors.. adding lame comments which for some reason she thinks funnie.. Had a horrible nightmare ytd.. Actually, weird one.. I dreamt I was driving a car and I missed a traffic light, bumped another car, and crashed into Keat Hong LRT Station.. Weird... But it was realli cool as it felt as though I was realli driving it!! Going Las Vegas after this and den going LA Hollywood.. Wheee!! Hope can meet some stars.. Lol, probably not..

Woo, finally reached Arizona, time slower than in Penn by 3hrs.. Yucks.. Which means my MSN surfing time so screwed.. Currently staying in an inn called La Quinta (nice name).. And my dad rented an SUV!! Woooo.. So high up, lookin down at those lil pple.. haha.. Boston rox, as their tv programmes are the best.. they even have a channel just for games!! Woah... Cool.. Watched the making of DOom 3 and the review for Dead to Rights 2 and Area 51.. Area 51 is a great game.. nice graphics wif co-op mode.. Woo.. Dead to Rights 2 was rated real badly and definitely not for pple who hates the "F" word due to its excessive use in the game.. Cldnt blog cus no internet.. Well, actually its cus my dad and sis hogs it.. Grrr... Ok, lame.. Visiting Grand Canyon tmr.. Shld be, haha.. Arizona is so HOT and so DRY, but their KFC just rock.. AEONS better than those in Singapore.. Juicy tender chicken that are really finger lickin gd.. btw, drinks here for the size of two times the large drink in Singapore costs the same.. Woah.. HUGE cup... Had alot of lobbies during my stay in boston and i am kinda sick of it.. hmm.. dBLE cheeseburger costs $1 here.. haha, so great!! ANd i absolutely love the tv programmes here.. Back to back simpsons.. Charmed 3 times a day.. Adult Swim at night.. Hope my dad agrees to ATV touring.. FYI, ATV is All Terrain Vehicle.. ANd I wld be able to drive it!! Coooooll.. Oh yeah, while at an arcade I won Jackpot and the tickets just kept on flowing and flowing.. hehe.. and it was my second try only.. The items I exchanged for far exceeds the amt of money which i used in tokens.. Coool.. Hope this part of the trip is fun.. Oh yeah, I kinda think the air stewardess in United Airways are racists.. Its like they discriminate against chinese.. or maybe i am too sensitive.. anyways, my family was the onli chinese on the flight.. Haiz.. Ruins my point of view on them..

Today was yet another slow day, but I started on my holiday assignment.. Today had an interesting dinner.. I went to a mexican restaurant to eat.. Everything on the menu was cheesy as in all have cheese.. I didnt exactly have the best of dinner, the food had weird after tastes and it made me wanna puke.. Yucks.. Basically jus watching tv in the hotel, nothing much to do.. Travelling up to Boston this week, den visiting Arizona's Grand Canyon, den off to Utah's Yellowstone National Park, den probably going bak.. Hope my dad gets an SUV, haha.. Haish, i missed so much by leaving the country.. GW, choir, Class gathering, Void concert, etc.. Haiz.. Kinda lookin forward to gettin back..

Ahh... Finally back from Erie after 6 hrs car ride.. Now I am so carsick.. Dang, memorial day weekend ending.. Haiz.. Maybe gonna watch Madagasca tmr. Or maybe watch Longest Yard? hmm.. Spoiled for choice.. Last Sat saw this rly hilarious movie on Heaven and Hell, called Little Nicky.. Its abt two guys, both sons of the devil.. Den their father want to keep his throne for another 10,000 yrs so one of them nt happy and escape to Earth causing chaos.. Den the other brother who is dumber, weaker, and has a speach disorder has to go to the surface to stop his brother.. lol, den their fights are super funnie.. And they cant die as in, if they die they go back to hell and ressurect.. THe final battle was good versus evil.. the other brother went to heaven who met his mom.. den he fought his other brother using pwrs of gd that summons bunnies!! Lame.. And he took care of the minions by summoning popeyes chicken.. something like KFC.. Diao.. Stupid show.. Stupid ending.. BUt i thinx this show is NC-16 cus there are fanatics who love the ways of the *cough cough*... Hmm.. N i dun thinx i can help wp in wad he wanted me to help him to.. btw, who wants Guild Wars? its sold abt sing dollars 80 here.. cheaper by 15.. haha.. if u want maybe i can help u buy, depends on my mom.. but i getting one for 30.. bleah.. dun tell u how..

Some stupid things happened todae.. Went fishing and caught a few trouts, den we tied them to a string and hammered it into the ground.. Den my father nv do it properly and the string came loose and the trouts swam away.. well, one dragging the other, they got no teamwork.. den when i realised they were escaping already too late.. they swam further from the shore and my dad tried using the fishing rod to get them bak.. lol.. no use though, den he dun wanna gif up.. he keep trying.. den i like already resolve to the fact that we lost the fishes.. when suddenly, i saw them swimming bak, or so i thought.. my dad super lucky, managed to get the hook onto the string and tow it back!! and the pple who saw it were like dumbfounded, den we jus kept laughing.. lol!!

Haiz, wunder if i can catch up wif the rest of e choir since i wld be away so long.. i certainly hope so cus i also wanna perform in the 45th anniversary.. i need to gambatte! any1 can send me the lyrics? at least i can memorize them (without tune) first.. Heard from a few reliable sources (being lame) dat there is a jap song.. WOOTS!!! ok, dunno to celebrate or to moan.. wun know till I attempt it :D..

"If you get there before I do.. Dun give up on me.. I'll be there when my chores are through, Dunno how long I wld be.. But I'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see.. Between now and then, till I see u again I'll be loving u..
Love, me"

Nice piece of music sung by dunno who..

Current list of Songs I WANT!!
1)Be my escape-Relient K
2)Fall into me-Emerson Drive
3)Lesson in leavin'
4)What's a guy gotta do-Joe Nichols
5)Brokenheartsville-Joe Nichols
6)Whiskey girl-Toby Keith
7)Forever and ever, Amen-Randy Travis
8)Three wooden crosses-Randy Travis
9)Bless the broken road-Rascal Flatts
10)ninety something-Mark Wills
11)Here's to you-Rascal Flatts
12)The reason-Hoobastank
13)Gone-Montgomery Gentry
14)That's what I love about Sunday-Craig Morgan

If any1 has the above songs can send to me?? although I doubt it :(

So bored over here.. Today went to Jim Thorpe to see pple launch boats.. lol.. nothing betta to do.. Nt sure if i can do what wp ask me to do.. i haven even met any of my frens.. oh man, i wanna plae Guild Wars..

What's a guy gonna do to get a grl in this town? Dun wanna be alone when the sun goes down..

Tried playing badminton here but the wind is insane.. If u think Jelapang is bad enuff, wait till u see the wind here.. It can even affect the flight of a tennis ball..

Wad i feeling now is like so bored that i wanna post something yet dunno wad to post.. Feel so retarded...

Thinking of migrating here, hope my father approves, although it seems far-fetched..

Being a little crazy's alright.

Now every1 slping, no one to chat to.. Soooo borrrring... Hope I get to do something fun soon.. And i rly wanna go to sch here.. jus feels abit weird to jus cut in like that.. anywaes their sch ending soon for their summer break..

Just reached USA yesterday and currently in Penn.. Haiz.. my sleeping time is so screwed.. Here I am awake at 12 26 midnight.. Oh man.. And my eyes is so red.. Like I have sharingan.. lol.. Just met one of my old friend yesterday. I did not say "hi" though.. So evil rite? Haha, i doubt she saw me anyway. Now in a dilemma, I dunno how to do what WP want me to do.. Oh no.. I dunno how to ask.. Haiz.. I am already missing GW (both).. Dang, feeling so bored now.. This com cannot play games.. So boring.. I am nt sure if i going to school here or not.. Yesterday at the customs, the working personnel there was so rude.. I was appalled by his attitude to his work. He shld be leaving a gd impression.. Spoils the image of a gd country.. However, there are others that are more polite.. haha, so it balances out.. Some problem wif me.. In the plane i went to the lavatory umpteen times when normally i onli go once or twice or not at all.. stupid.. i dunno why need 2 go so mani times.. Outside atmosphere temp is 9 degrees celcius.. cold for a summer.. It feels more like spring here.. So bored now.. no one online to chat wif.. everyone in school.. haiz.. wish i was back home.. i'd rather go to school..

Haiz.. Posting again cus of boredom and i dunno wad to do. Silence and loneliness is a terrible thing.. Just listened to the song The Sound of Silence.. Nice piece of song.. And i just thought of how lonely my life has been.. And sometimes silence can be so unbearable.. I dun think I have any true friend in all my life. One that can listen to all my troubles without getting tired. Because I bet Everyone on this Earth will die of listening to all my troubles. Cus i simply have too many.. And I am too lazy to type them all onto this blog. While listening to the song. I found that silence is never a good thing. Just like in Dota. When the map looks eerily silent like no heros coming. There bound to be an ambush. ok. i cant believe how little my friend can do for me. like waiting 5 minutes while i finish my drink? no. they just left. and i had to walk home alone. again. and i know that the closest i have to a true friend is wen pu. he rly did alot for me. and for that i am very thankful. most of my other friends are like just for hanging out together. i wun share my real sorrows wif them. nope. ok, i just make friends sound like some kind of benefit or item. but, i will do alot for my fren. and frens are give and take. u take their companionship and also a listening ear. but u haf to lend a listening ear to them also. and i seriously dun mind. just that, some pple just keep talking abt themselves. what abt me? u are nt the only one wif troubles here. and i am in much more a dilemma. why must life get so complicated. why cant it be as simple as eat, sleep, live, and die. no worries. why must life be full of stupid things like love. i call it stupid cus its love is NOT sweet at all, contrary to most pple beliefs. its stupid. absolutely. u know. i kinda think love is a stealth assasin hiding in the dark. when u least expect it, he comes along to backstab u. and den. u are in alot of trouble after that.

actually. i haf a true fren. and that is my dog. he nv gets tired of listening to me complaining. and nv makes dumb comments like other pple. he just listens to me patiently without interupting. without him, i probably wld haf gone crazy. i guess thats why mans best fren is a dog and not another man. some things are true after all. but most things in life is a lie. u are just living a lie. there is nothing at the end of the road when u die. i think. u are made to torture in life to make heaven heaven. get it? its abit confusing but read it again and u will understand. or. i can break it down. if life was a bed of roses. wldnt it make it close to heaven? no suffering, death, illness. if so, den wldnt it be heaven on earth or shangri la. maybe dats why life is so tough. i dunno why but i feel so retarded. i think. i am just another among billions of others useless pple. in fact. i dun see usefulness in pple AT all. they destroy the place they live in. they dun give thanks to things provided to them. they slaughter everything. even themselves. i guess the gamemaster, God, made it abit more balance. by making them kill themselves. but it is still imbalanced. maybe its time to tune humans down more. so that the balance in this world is better achieved. right now the scales are tipped to humans. and they are destroying everything. given a super weapon, i bet the humans will self destruct themselves along wif the universe without thinking twice. so whats the use of a big brain. a primitive brain wld haf served this world much better.

"I dont wanna be lonely anymore.."

"I dont wanna be angry anymore.."

rage. anger. sorrow. among the many converging feelings in myself. i dunno how to sort myself out. i am just making myself drunk in games so i wun think too much of my stupid life. one which i see no point in. haiz. shall numb my feelings more in dota..

Wooo.. Posting again.. Sorry for the long long long inactive state.. BUt was too lazy and also becus of exam.. So.. I dedicate like 1 line of nothingness to my laziness.. Ok, lame..

there.. one line of nothingness..Lol.. more like paragraphing.. Haish.. Now exam over no more early dismissal.. back to my 240 dismissal time.. so latez.. sian.. and our sch for some unknown reason organize stupid fieldtrips to NEwater plant.. Yucks.. sure stinks one.. why mus we learn abt NEwater as long as we got water to drink.. i dun see the pt in going at all.. maybe i shall get MC on that day.. the onli thing that makes me wanna go is that my class going wif 3P3.. haha.. Hmm.. and my mom said something interesting todae.. She says i type like a monster o.0.. like i type v fast and she jus hears incessant tapping on the keyboard.. I think that tay yi more of a monster.. he types wif his face like half a metre from the monitor and his upper body above the keyboard.. now that is creepy.. this friday wp book court in stadiu.. budden my class and 3P3 class pple will be late.. so dunno if will change date or change to 4-6.. budden 4-6 abit late for some pple.. so dunno wad gonna happen.. probably change date.. die lar.. probably change to a date that i cannot go.. sad.. gonna leave 3 blanks to cry..



Ok.. three blanks.. haha.. haish.. the three blanks represent my state of mind as i am typing this.. blank.. haish.. haish.. haish is a filler word that fills space when u want to make a post long.. v useful rite?? ok.. i am crapping... haish.. lol... getting real bored of dota.. no pple around my skill lvl de.. and esp plae wif glenn.. we almost win every game.. onli lost one game todae.. darn.. i got sniper which i havent won a game wif him yet.. yucks. my most hated hero..

"Ive been housing all this doubt. And insecurity. Im lock inside that house. While You hold the key. Im dying to get outta here. And that might be the death of me."

"The beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair"

Darn.. making this post long is exhausting word esp in an air con room when my fingers are freezing off.. ow ow ow.. pain.. frostbite... hold on, leaving 2 blanks for my frostbite to heal.


Ok.. heal ler.. lol.. being v v v v lame.. the letter v is yet another space waster lol.. Haish.. I had a chain of unfortunate events recently.. Ytd i broke my C&C Generals disk.. what the. and i just installed it ytd onli.. how unlucky can i get.. more.. cus later went to comix connection and den thx to luck (or unluck) i found 1 LAST copy of Guild Wars. N guess wad.. i called my mom come up help me pay den some lamer came and took it and promptly bought it.. what the... Sim Lim and Funan sold out theirs already.. WHERE am i gonna get IT??!! other than order online.. which glenn suggested to me.. probably gonna order online.. T.T...

Every1 in choir definitely is familiar wif the song bah.. haha.. i jus mod it from a song of hope to a song of despair :D... for me... cus I am filled wif despair now.. -.-... end of this post wld be the lyrics of the modified version. Todae had our Sports Meet and Blue hse won.. Red hse third.. Wasnt rly supporting, jus maybe shoutin go go go.. throat becom hoarse.. be4 Sports Meet played badminton wif WP, Glenn, Myself, TY, HY, WY, Tur, my classmates Ivan, Wilson, and my sis.. was quite fun, my sis and HY team against Tur and WY while me n WP played against TY and Glenn.. TY's Higuma improved alot le and countered mani of WP's smashes. o.0! haha, typing it here now makes me feel like playing.. Too bad i nv plae wif HY they all, wanna see their skill lehh.. heard from my sis HY wanted to jump and hit the shuttle but she was too tall so dun need to jump o.0! Might haf offended a few pple todae..? wp wanted to help WY get racket as in..WP's OWN racket and he CLD not get it bak from zhong sun.. den WY cld nt plae.. in the end I had to go and be evil and take racket back.. haha... oh man, wp u sissy.. wad took me 1 min took u 30 mins.. Sports meet I was supporting Grace during the 400X400 relay race for girls.. Glenn was so evil, purposely support the yellow hse girl behind Grace.. den eventually Grace got overtaken for like what, 30 secs? den she overtook again and led all the way.. YEAH!! BEAT YELLOW HSE :p.. den later there was a soccer team, the Warriors, coming in to train.. and they had a practise match amongst themselves.. jus nice, Mrs Ee was releasing the results but instead of cheering for the results, we cheered when the soccer players scored a goal.. lol.. funnie.. den Tom Chan got SO angry he came and shouted "U R HERE FOR SPORTS DAY, SO U JOLLY WELL SUPPORT IT!!" haha.. den in the end when pple shouted hooray for the soccer players there were lots more others saying shhhhh... haha... N learnt that Tan Kok Hua is a rly gd sprinter.. He was LEADING in the start!! WOW!! And some more every1 was like saying he is puny.. haha, every1 was xtremely surprised at his speed.. lol.. well. nothing else to post. so heres the lyrics.

At The Beginning

I was an idiot
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
that I would have met you
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly hoping
To be standing beside you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You weren't there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road, that I wanna stop travellin'
Love is a cloud that I want to keep floating
Life is a road, now and forever
Torturous journey
I'll fall off when the world stops turning
I'll be drenched when the storm is through
At the end I hope to be standing at the beginning
With you

I was an idiot
On a crazy adventure
Never knowing how my dream won't come true
Now here I stand
Indifferent of the future
Hoping to stand beside you

And life is a road, that I wanna stop travellin'
Love is a cloud that I want to keep floating
Life is a road, now and forever
Torturous journey
I'll fall off when the world stops turning
I'll be drenched when the storm is through
At the end I hope to be standing at the beginning
With you

I thought there was somebody somewhere
That was alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will be gone
I've been waiting so long
There was no one there all along

And life is a road that I wanna stop travellin'
Love is a cloud that I want to keep floating
Life is a road, now and forever
Torturous journey
I'll fall off when the world stops turning
I'll be drenched when the storm is through
In the end I hope to be standing at the beginning
With you

And life is a road that I wanna stop travellin'
Love is a cloud that I want to keep floating
Life is a road, now and forever
Torturous journey
I'll fall off when the world stops turning
I'll be drenched when the storm is through
In the end I hope to be standing at the beginning
With you

Hope its nice!!

Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!

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er... i like 2 fight..?

You are Shigure.

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You're Eiji!

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Stupid computer burnt out ytd.. now i am both fuming n sad.. hmm.. sry to a few pple whom i thinx i was quite rude at todae.. namely tay yi.. lol.. sry.. but i was in bad mood due to my stupid com.. hope it can be repaired soon.. gloom..

ytd was quite a bz dae.. went for piano lesson be4 church.. den go church wif wp.. and got drenched by the storm.. at least ytd they cleared something which i was quite confused of, which is why by dying on the cross do Jesus remove our sins.. i roughly get it now.. but still dun understand how Jesus take our sins.. Den after the preaching? went to glenn's hse and den went to Raihana hse for class gathering.. sad cus nt every1 turned up.. den the onli thing i did there was watch tay yi plae tennis wif a grp of adults.. those adults thinx they so gd.. bu zhi liang li.. go and teach tay yi hw to plae tennis.. lame.. tay yi was under 16 champion.. jus tat he nv plae for abt a yr le.. funnie.. den tay yi knock out 3 of their tennis balls.. den got kicked out of the court.. figuratively.. lol.. wp and glenn now interested in tennis le. maybe after mid yr they comin my hse to plae? haha..

Todae was stupid.. stuck at home in the morning wif no com.. so i lie down on sofa and listen to music.. afternoon went to orchard HMV to search for a music CD but cldnt find it and the stuff there is so expensive.. came home den also nv do anything.. watched a POT episode 1 but fandubbed by americans in english.. i thinx they are making fun of POT cus the dubbing sounds stupid.. they even sang the opening and ending song of POT in japanese.. they pronounce correctly but it sounds rly rly weird.. den ryoma voice was so kiddish i was dbling wif laughter.. and the person he fought against sounds stupid too.. actually.. every one sounded stupid and i felt like i was watching some kiddy show.. pls.. no more fan dub.. unless i want some laughter.. if nt i wun watch fan dubbed epi.. haha.. so stupid..

Haiz, now at home le.. so bored and wads more jus finished A maths.. TY's party rox.. much betta than what i expected.. i dun understand why.. got 16 pple go yet still so fun.. 8 boys n 8 grls.. yin+yang lol... dis morn went out to lot 1 to buy present for ty.. budget=$20.. den i met up wif dex.. stores all nt open yet so we went to mac to waste time.. den i bought 1 hash brown and the person serving had the name Zi Xin.. den dex v evil.. he ask me pretend i m Lai Zi Xin and den shouted v loud "EH! Zi XIN!! Where we sitting??" den the person heard it le den like abit angry le.. either angry or -.-.. haha.. so evil lor.. make me feel so embarrased de.. neways, later we went comix bought a soukyuu poster for ty.. den there the shop keeper v rude.. nxt time i try nt to buy things from there le.. we went to buy shuttles too.. haha.. for ty.. den we went to ty hse and was the 3rd to reach.. wz and wp reached first.. woah.. so fast sia..

Reach there le we crap abit on MSN and played abit of neopets be4 playing DOTA.. I dun wanna talk abt dota cus so common and plain.. den later me n dex played ygo for fun.. haha.. den we like some cards dunno effect de in the end need 2 ask wz.. although i still know more than dex.. haha.. den later 201 grls come le.. at first they so anti social (or isit us??) they plae among themselves.. they bought green apples for ty.. hahahahahahh... so gd... den ty v happi :D... dexter also v pervert de.. he suddenly went to jia wei and ask her if he can see her hand o.0.. seriously.. i thinx he rly go n see and she allow.. wahhh.. den he said can i touch?? ok.. taht part he was jokin.. hahahahah... after that we went down eat lunch.. dat was when wy and turtle come.. at first they stuck outside cus ty brothers dunno who they r then nv let em in.. den ty jus sit there dun do anything.. onli later then went out to open the gate.. wy and turtle come in immediately sit on sofa o.0.. haha.. after eating our lunch went bak up to plae around.. abit lame.. den wp keep getting bombarded by soft toys that the 201 grls throw.. hahaz... especially dis badger.. poor badger.. get thrown abt like nothing.. after that i thinx wy and turtle went into ty room to slp.. den ty let us watch POT last ep.. lame sia.. i thinx the producers already sian diao le.. the animation so fake de.. Tezuka zone become like a black hole.. o.0!! Den i dunno what they all do but they lock ting jun on the roof.. lol.. den some more the roof there got alot of glass panels.. so looks like a zoo and tj ish the inhabitant.. lol.. cute.. After that all the grls went into the room while all the boys save for wz who was playing dota stayed in the room.. den they so evil.. the lock us out.. Wahh.. den we like play who can stuff the most cards under the door game.. we keep shoving cards to ea other.. and ty was quite pissed.. lol.. cus they were his cards.. den we jam the bottom wif stones and stuff our feet there so that they cant throw cards over.. den ty got the master key to unlock the door.. but the grls.. i thinx.. stuck the lock so we cant unlock.. o.0.. den ty like v bu shuang le and ask them open up but they dun want.. den ty v dramatic.. he went downstairs and shut off the whole hse the pwr.. lol.. funnie.. den in the end they open.. after that the 201 grls and dex+ty+xy+wp+dex cousin plae murderer.. later i also join.. ty v funnie.. when he murderer that time he kill pple by tapping them and den wink at them ( u r onli supposed to wink) den v obv.. haha.. den later wy went to fetch hy i thinx.. and i dunno why dex cousin call her kerk.. i thinx its rude.. cus pple got name de.. so u mus call em by their name and nt their surname.. we played murderer for v long.. after that played another game that is nameless and followed by heart attack.. by then i go home le... i went downstairs and found tj and hy playing narutimate.. lol.. at first tj getting pwned by hy den i tot tj lose le.. den wah!! tj counter attack and wiN!!! somemore actually one more hit tj die le.. lol.. den throughout the game hy make alot of noise de.. haha.. diao.. den imitate wad sakura say also.. tj chose ino.. den be4 i left i thinx hy chose gaara and tj chose.. he haven choose yet.. wonder wad happened?? wah.. and hy plae v aggressive also.. so scary.. haha.. maybe i can win her?? i thrashed ty in that game cus he cant block.. weee!! but hand always plae until v pain.. oww... den go home v borring... listening to old songs now.. so nostalgic.. haishhhh.... wish ty throw another party soon.. hehe.. parties in ty hse always rock, as long as got grls cus they always got alot of games to plae.. if all boys every1 jus run for the com games and ps2 and xbox and game cube.. den always end up some pple cannot plae anything.. den those pple jus crap.. haha... hmm.. wonder when wld the nxt partee be?? maybe in june lol... den can hold pillow fights or soft toy throwing competition!! lol.. lame.. todae ty bdae partee rox.. too bad some pple cant make it.. haish.. glenn missed out on all the fun.. wish u were here glenn ^.^... Gayness lvl wif dex increased by 1... cus i leaned on him while playing murderer.. dun ask me why.. i jus felt abit tired so leaned on him.. ehh.. why nt ty?? cus ty got booked by wz le.. hahahahahha.. nt fair rite? i know ty first.. eeee...

MISUNDERSTANDING!!!! AHHH!!! WHY PPLE LIKE THAT???!!! I really need to clear it up, esp ytd de...

First and foremost, I WASNT STALKING GRACE!!! Pls consider others feelings when u sae that, i nt so lame... I was wif WZ in JJ after the pizza treat.. den we watching pple plae ygo and later i look until sian, so go out take a breather.. den i thought i saw Grace and wy and hy, so i decided go nearer to look.. den found out my guess was correct.. and i thinx wy saw me cus i saw her turn arnd.. but i definitely WASNT stalking Grace.. Chance meeting, NOT stalking.. I didnt even expect it ok... den later i jus go bak and tell wz taht i saw them and den wz rush out of JJ.. den i also go bak alone le.. pls pls pls dun misunderstand again..

Secondly, todae ran my 2.4 wif 3P3 and 3T1.. guess wad rozi sae when i tell her? she sae i am doing it on purpose to skip her lesson -.-.. I also nt so lame, i dun gain anything from skipping lessons.. anywaes, i rather skip geog than skip A maths.. Geog i can study alone.. Pls STOP misunderstanding ME!! IT RLY HURTS!! cus it reflects wad u thinx of me.. Pls.. dun do that again... Anywaes, since i started complaining, i might as well continue.. Todae after sch my frens wun even wait 20mins for me.. wt.. in the end haf to walk alone to LOT1.. however, i dun regret it.. cus it rly gave me time to think abt what has been going on this whole week.. found out it was pretty screwed and i liked wednesday the best becus of SYF..

Furthermore, todae went to plae badminton wif wp, ty, and glenn.. had a pretty laame game.. but ty improved his drops le.. now jus work on ur recoil, dun recoil so far.. anywaes, nt writing abt that, writing to complain some more abt 2 indian/malay kids... VERY IRRITATIN!! me n wp playin badminton when this two ignorant little kids came into the court on their bike.. den they started commenting and passing unneeded comments which were IRRITATING and also their precense hinders me from playing as i mite hit em wif my racket... den i ask em to shut up and they started saying some stupid stuff.. taht i dun even bother listening to.. jus ignored them.. den they got more irritating, started to cycle arnd the court, but INSIDE.. wt, dun they know NT to step into the court when pple playing???? den later cycle cycle happily when suddenly when i hit a smash, the racket flew out of my hand(thx to glenn's wet grip) and narrowly missed one of the boy.. den they started to make stupid faces at me as though i did it on purpose.. lame.. i dun benefit from it.. den they cycle further away le cus they scared i do it again.. at least that accident had a desirable effect.. den wp also got v pissed and tried to smack them but failed.. anywaes, den when we walk near em they cycle away and start laughing as though we cant catch them.. pls.. that kind of speed.. i jog also can be faster le.. and we also nt so lame to rly do anything to them, jus pick shuttle onli.. den they irritated us some more by cycling under the net here and there.. in the end so pissed that we stop playing le.. Ahhhh!! Haish, now i need to buck up on my physics cus i also lagging behind le.... aiyo, mus work harder!! now i need to find out from my dad what is parallelogram law and triangle law..

SYF onli got high silver... i thought we can get gold.. Aiya, the last song the boys suddenly speed up.. i nt sure who started it but i m sure it was quite obvious.. Why onli high silver.. at least we are the best in 6 yrs le.. thanks to Mr Yong for teaching us!! And Ms Lee for that delicious Pizza Hut treat.. The grls so li hai, took all the hawaiian pizza and we left wif the chicken curry.. eee...

Todaes after the SYF we sat down to listen to the other schools and I wanted to lend my blazer to Grace as she was wearing rather thin for that air con hall.. but.. as expected, she rejected.. T.T... den later she borrow from marcus or alex.. haish.. sad.... Mr Yong gonna book for us the court and we jus need 2 tell him the date.. wonder when to book arh.. best is Friday.. Haiz.. Catholic High so pro.. their boys can sing so high de.. They got gold wif honours wor... and i was rly shocked when a school got COP as i didnt think the judges will rly gif COP.. at least a bronze.. den our sch already nt bad le, since onli 2 schs got gold.. and there were bronzes.. hahaz..

Yucks, 2morrow gonna run my 2.4 wif P3.. i hope can leh, i scared its nt allowed to jus go and run.. make up shld be wif other class bah.. 2morrow also got physics test.. sian.. 2morrow is such a dreary day. since todae is gd so tomorrow is bad.. haha.. gif and take... yucks... Somemore now no more choir until after the exam.. dble yux... now i cannot like stay in sch wif Grace and my own frens le since my lessons end 30mins to 1hr later... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... why like that... and haf to go home alone le.. so sian... TT.. i rly dread the oncoming days.. and i still havent practise my piano yetz... ahhhh.. so mani things to do and so little time.. ahh.. now i am so lost.. i dun even know what to do now... my life seems so screwed up and getting more screwed by the second.. I feel like jus giving up and let my life go on by itself... of course, it will definitely get even more screwed... haish...