Ahh... Finally back from Erie after 6 hrs car ride.. Now I am so carsick.. Dang, memorial day weekend ending.. Haiz.. Maybe gonna watch Madagasca tmr. Or maybe watch Longest Yard? hmm.. Spoiled for choice.. Last Sat saw this rly hilarious movie on Heaven and Hell, called Little Nicky.. Its abt two guys, both sons of the devil.. Den their father want to keep his throne for another 10,000 yrs so one of them nt happy and escape to Earth causing chaos.. Den the other brother who is dumber, weaker, and has a speach disorder has to go to the surface to stop his brother.. lol, den their fights are super funnie.. And they cant die as in, if they die they go back to hell and ressurect.. THe final battle was good versus evil.. the other brother went to heaven who met his mom.. den he fought his other brother using pwrs of gd that summons bunnies!! Lame.. And he took care of the minions by summoning popeyes chicken.. something like KFC.. Diao.. Stupid show.. Stupid ending.. BUt i thinx this show is NC-16 cus there are fanatics who love the ways of the *cough cough*... Hmm.. N i dun thinx i can help wp in wad he wanted me to help him to.. btw, who wants Guild Wars? its sold abt sing dollars 80 here.. cheaper by 15.. haha.. if u want maybe i can help u buy, depends on my mom.. but i getting one for 30.. bleah.. dun tell u how..

Some stupid things happened todae.. Went fishing and caught a few trouts, den we tied them to a string and hammered it into the ground.. Den my father nv do it properly and the string came loose and the trouts swam away.. well, one dragging the other, they got no teamwork.. den when i realised they were escaping already too late.. they swam further from the shore and my dad tried using the fishing rod to get them bak.. lol.. no use though, den he dun wanna gif up.. he keep trying.. den i like already resolve to the fact that we lost the fishes.. when suddenly, i saw them swimming bak, or so i thought.. my dad super lucky, managed to get the hook onto the string and tow it back!! and the pple who saw it were like dumbfounded, den we jus kept laughing.. lol!!

Haiz, wunder if i can catch up wif the rest of e choir since i wld be away so long.. i certainly hope so cus i also wanna perform in the 45th anniversary.. i need to gambatte! any1 can send me the lyrics? at least i can memorize them (without tune) first.. Heard from a few reliable sources (being lame) dat there is a jap song.. WOOTS!!! ok, dunno to celebrate or to moan.. wun know till I attempt it :D..

"If you get there before I do.. Dun give up on me.. I'll be there when my chores are through, Dunno how long I wld be.. But I'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see.. Between now and then, till I see u again I'll be loving u..
Love, me"

Nice piece of music sung by dunno who..

Current list of Songs I WANT!!
1)Be my escape-Relient K
2)Fall into me-Emerson Drive
3)Lesson in leavin'
4)What's a guy gotta do-Joe Nichols
5)Brokenheartsville-Joe Nichols
6)Whiskey girl-Toby Keith
7)Forever and ever, Amen-Randy Travis
8)Three wooden crosses-Randy Travis
9)Bless the broken road-Rascal Flatts
10)ninety something-Mark Wills
11)Here's to you-Rascal Flatts
12)The reason-Hoobastank
13)Gone-Montgomery Gentry
14)That's what I love about Sunday-Craig Morgan

If any1 has the above songs can send to me?? although I doubt it :(

So bored over here.. Today went to Jim Thorpe to see pple launch boats.. lol.. nothing betta to do.. Nt sure if i can do what wp ask me to do.. i haven even met any of my frens.. oh man, i wanna plae Guild Wars..

What's a guy gonna do to get a grl in this town? Dun wanna be alone when the sun goes down..

Tried playing badminton here but the wind is insane.. If u think Jelapang is bad enuff, wait till u see the wind here.. It can even affect the flight of a tennis ball..

Wad i feeling now is like so bored that i wanna post something yet dunno wad to post.. Feel so retarded...

Thinking of migrating here, hope my father approves, although it seems far-fetched..

Being a little crazy's alright.

Now every1 slping, no one to chat to.. Soooo borrrring... Hope I get to do something fun soon.. And i rly wanna go to sch here.. jus feels abit weird to jus cut in like that.. anywaes their sch ending soon for their summer break..

Just reached USA yesterday and currently in Penn.. Haiz.. my sleeping time is so screwed.. Here I am awake at 12 26 midnight.. Oh man.. And my eyes is so red.. Like I have sharingan.. lol.. Just met one of my old friend yesterday. I did not say "hi" though.. So evil rite? Haha, i doubt she saw me anyway. Now in a dilemma, I dunno how to do what WP want me to do.. Oh no.. I dunno how to ask.. Haiz.. I am already missing GW (both).. Dang, feeling so bored now.. This com cannot play games.. So boring.. I am nt sure if i going to school here or not.. Yesterday at the customs, the working personnel there was so rude.. I was appalled by his attitude to his work. He shld be leaving a gd impression.. Spoils the image of a gd country.. However, there are others that are more polite.. haha, so it balances out.. Some problem wif me.. In the plane i went to the lavatory umpteen times when normally i onli go once or twice or not at all.. stupid.. i dunno why need 2 go so mani times.. Outside atmosphere temp is 9 degrees celcius.. cold for a summer.. It feels more like spring here.. So bored now.. no one online to chat wif.. everyone in school.. haiz.. wish i was back home.. i'd rather go to school..

Haiz.. Posting again cus of boredom and i dunno wad to do. Silence and loneliness is a terrible thing.. Just listened to the song The Sound of Silence.. Nice piece of song.. And i just thought of how lonely my life has been.. And sometimes silence can be so unbearable.. I dun think I have any true friend in all my life. One that can listen to all my troubles without getting tired. Because I bet Everyone on this Earth will die of listening to all my troubles. Cus i simply have too many.. And I am too lazy to type them all onto this blog. While listening to the song. I found that silence is never a good thing. Just like in Dota. When the map looks eerily silent like no heros coming. There bound to be an ambush. ok. i cant believe how little my friend can do for me. like waiting 5 minutes while i finish my drink? no. they just left. and i had to walk home alone. again. and i know that the closest i have to a true friend is wen pu. he rly did alot for me. and for that i am very thankful. most of my other friends are like just for hanging out together. i wun share my real sorrows wif them. nope. ok, i just make friends sound like some kind of benefit or item. but, i will do alot for my fren. and frens are give and take. u take their companionship and also a listening ear. but u haf to lend a listening ear to them also. and i seriously dun mind. just that, some pple just keep talking abt themselves. what abt me? u are nt the only one wif troubles here. and i am in much more a dilemma. why must life get so complicated. why cant it be as simple as eat, sleep, live, and die. no worries. why must life be full of stupid things like love. i call it stupid cus its love is NOT sweet at all, contrary to most pple beliefs. its stupid. absolutely. u know. i kinda think love is a stealth assasin hiding in the dark. when u least expect it, he comes along to backstab u. and den. u are in alot of trouble after that.

actually. i haf a true fren. and that is my dog. he nv gets tired of listening to me complaining. and nv makes dumb comments like other pple. he just listens to me patiently without interupting. without him, i probably wld haf gone crazy. i guess thats why mans best fren is a dog and not another man. some things are true after all. but most things in life is a lie. u are just living a lie. there is nothing at the end of the road when u die. i think. u are made to torture in life to make heaven heaven. get it? its abit confusing but read it again and u will understand. or. i can break it down. if life was a bed of roses. wldnt it make it close to heaven? no suffering, death, illness. if so, den wldnt it be heaven on earth or shangri la. maybe dats why life is so tough. i dunno why but i feel so retarded. i think. i am just another among billions of others useless pple. in fact. i dun see usefulness in pple AT all. they destroy the place they live in. they dun give thanks to things provided to them. they slaughter everything. even themselves. i guess the gamemaster, God, made it abit more balance. by making them kill themselves. but it is still imbalanced. maybe its time to tune humans down more. so that the balance in this world is better achieved. right now the scales are tipped to humans. and they are destroying everything. given a super weapon, i bet the humans will self destruct themselves along wif the universe without thinking twice. so whats the use of a big brain. a primitive brain wld haf served this world much better.

"I dont wanna be lonely anymore.."

"I dont wanna be angry anymore.."

rage. anger. sorrow. among the many converging feelings in myself. i dunno how to sort myself out. i am just making myself drunk in games so i wun think too much of my stupid life. one which i see no point in. haiz. shall numb my feelings more in dota..

Wooo.. Posting again.. Sorry for the long long long inactive state.. BUt was too lazy and also becus of exam.. So.. I dedicate like 1 line of nothingness to my laziness.. Ok, lame..

there.. one line of nothingness..Lol.. more like paragraphing.. Haish.. Now exam over no more early dismissal.. back to my 240 dismissal time.. so latez.. sian.. and our sch for some unknown reason organize stupid fieldtrips to NEwater plant.. Yucks.. sure stinks one.. why mus we learn abt NEwater as long as we got water to drink.. i dun see the pt in going at all.. maybe i shall get MC on that day.. the onli thing that makes me wanna go is that my class going wif 3P3.. haha.. Hmm.. and my mom said something interesting todae.. She says i type like a monster o.0.. like i type v fast and she jus hears incessant tapping on the keyboard.. I think that tay yi more of a monster.. he types wif his face like half a metre from the monitor and his upper body above the keyboard.. now that is creepy.. this friday wp book court in stadiu.. budden my class and 3P3 class pple will be late.. so dunno if will change date or change to 4-6.. budden 4-6 abit late for some pple.. so dunno wad gonna happen.. probably change date.. die lar.. probably change to a date that i cannot go.. sad.. gonna leave 3 blanks to cry..



Ok.. three blanks.. haha.. haish.. the three blanks represent my state of mind as i am typing this.. blank.. haish.. haish.. haish is a filler word that fills space when u want to make a post long.. v useful rite?? ok.. i am crapping... haish.. lol... getting real bored of dota.. no pple around my skill lvl de.. and esp plae wif glenn.. we almost win every game.. onli lost one game todae.. darn.. i got sniper which i havent won a game wif him yet.. yucks. my most hated hero..

"Ive been housing all this doubt. And insecurity. Im lock inside that house. While You hold the key. Im dying to get outta here. And that might be the death of me."

"The beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair"

Darn.. making this post long is exhausting word esp in an air con room when my fingers are freezing off.. ow ow ow.. pain.. frostbite... hold on, leaving 2 blanks for my frostbite to heal.


Ok.. heal ler.. lol.. being v v v v lame.. the letter v is yet another space waster lol.. Haish.. I had a chain of unfortunate events recently.. Ytd i broke my C&C Generals disk.. what the. and i just installed it ytd onli.. how unlucky can i get.. more.. cus later went to comix connection and den thx to luck (or unluck) i found 1 LAST copy of Guild Wars. N guess wad.. i called my mom come up help me pay den some lamer came and took it and promptly bought it.. what the... Sim Lim and Funan sold out theirs already.. WHERE am i gonna get IT??!! other than order online.. which glenn suggested to me.. probably gonna order online.. T.T...