I realised I've watched many series already so I thought I should do a little "summary" by creating a list of top animes by genre/categories. Animes on this list I strongly recommend to ANYONE, not just fans of anime. As long as you are interested in the genre you should check it out. The number beside the name is the year the anime was released.


Romance




















Champion : Kimi ni Todoke (2009)
Runner-up : Clannad & Clannad After Story (2008)
Honourable mention : True Tears (2008)


Fantasy














Champion : Legend of the Legendary Heroes (2010)
Runner-up : Fate/Stay Night (2006)
Honourable mention : Scrapped Princess (2003)


Action











Champion : Durarara!! (2010)
Runner-up : High School of the Dead (2010)
Honourable mention : Nurarihyon no Mago (2010)
















Champion : Elfen Lied (2004)
Runner-up : High School of the Dead (2010)
Honourable mention : Higurashi no Naku koro ni (2007)





















Champion : Monster (2004)
Runner-up : Blood+ (2005)
Honourable mention : Chaos;Head (2008)



















Champion : B Gata H Kei (2010)
Runner-up : Sora no Otoshimono & Sora no Otoshimono Forte (2009)
Honourable mention : School Rumble (2004)























Champion : Skip Beat! (2008)
Runner-up : Full Moon wo Sagashite (2002)
Honourable mention : Glass Mask (2005)


List is incomplete, will get around to the other genres when I have time. Genres left : Harem, Tragedy, Shounen, Sci-Fi, Drama, Supernatural, Best graphics, Best character, Best animation.

Merry Christmas from Morishima Senpai!!

Soon it will be the new year, and a new year begets new beginnings!

Finally done with Legend of the Legendary Heroes. While this show has a very interesting story, all 24 episodes of it was spent on the INTRODUCTION. As of now there is no news of a second season but they damn well better make one. Legend has a lot of promise in it, as despite being an introduction into the world, it was very interesting and kept me wanting to find out what is going to happen next.



So after you're done with 24 episodes, you are simply given a glimpse into a world filled with violence, prejudice, and political intrigue. This is no lame shounen show where action is the only focus. Despite that, the action sequences are pretty intense well animated. I especially like the spell effects and how menacing they look. Fits well into a show where children killing is not shun away from and decapitations are abundant. In terms of violence it comes pretty close to the likes of claymore and elfen lied.

The first season deals with establishing the world where the characters live in as well as fleshing out the MAIN driving force of the whole story. There is no conclusion at the end and you are left with many questions unanswered, but it gives you a good idea of the conflicts in the world. It also gives you a glimpse into the past of the various characters so you can understand their motivations as well as their personality. At the end of the first season, I have grown an intense liking for Ferris whose jokes at Ryner's expense were absolutely hilarious (they are 2 of the main characters).

Another thing to like about this show is there is no distinct right and wrong. As is the case in reality. This show deals with many shades of gray, such as is it right to kill if it is for survival. While usually I don't like shows that pretends to be philosophical/deep, this show as struck me as a damn close reflection of our society and I can sympathize with the actions carried out by the characters. Even the "villains".

"Hentai power.......... UNLEASH!!!!!!!"

While this show is mostly serious, humour floats to the surface every now and then. This is usually in the form of the exchange between Ryner and Ferris. They are one of the greatest comedy duos I have ever seen. In a show as serious as this, the humour is a much appreciated reprieve. Of course, when it is supposed to be serious, the show does not shoot itself in the foot by shoving in a random joke to break the tension. That would not be the right use for comic relief.

This show doesn't seem to have received much coverage/fanfare but I truly believe this show deserves attention. It is what you call a rare diamond in the rough. I strongly encourage anyone who likes a serious show, or simply a fan of fantasy to give this show a chance. Hopefully if it's popular enough there will be a second season. Actually, a second season is very likely.

When they say ignorance is bliss, boy are they right..

Managed to gain some shocking information today and I'm still reeling from it.. Hope I can get back to normal tomorrow.

今どんな顔すればいいの？

しらなくてよかったのに。

明日普通に戻るだといいね...

More than a year hiatus already huh... Reviving this blog to practise writing in japanese.

The once a year anime festival asia held in Singapore ended on 14/11. My original intention was to go on the 13th only as the main attraction for me was Kana Hanazawa dialogue session. However, as my friends decided to go down on 14th, I decided to join them, and boy am I glad I did. I manage to get my photo taken with the beautiful -aira-!

Anyway, I am getting way ahead of myself here.

Day 1:

The marketplace was kind of boring, as there was nothing I had in mind that I wanted to buy. Saw this "Mini Stage" thingy which was not mentioned in the brochure so I was intrigued by it. The very first event on that mini stage was a photo-taking session with cosplayer KANAME!! So I read through the events to be staged on that mini-stage and lo and behold, I see a photo-taking session with -aira-! That got me SO psyched.

Went to the main stage area for a bit to check out Danny Choo's presentation. He was an entertaining fella although it was kind of insulting when he mentioned over the PA system that should he speak with a British accent Singaporeans would not understand him. But I guess it was all in good humour.

Loot for the day was CHAOS Visual Arts cards from Bushiroad which I shared with my friend. I was just waiting for time to pass so I can see the sweet Kana Hanazawa. We went to the stage area after lunch to try to snag a front row seat but it was a futile effort. We did manage to get a rather decent position for the Milky Holmes showcase. Following which some people left their seats so we snuck forward and manage to get a seat in row D. I was seat D22.

And finally the highlight of the day, KANA HANAZAWA!!! The fans went WILD cheering for her. She looks rather plain, easily like any girl you see off the streets, but her voice is like an angel (well she voiced Angel in Angel Beats). First off was a Q&A session. I can't remember most of the questions but I distinctly remember the seiyuu she respects the most is *drum rolls* AYAKO KAWASUMI!!! She then did a live dubbing of the last scene in Angel Beats where Tachibana Kanade disappears after her confession to the protagonist (Sorry I cannot remember his name). She was simply amazing in this segment. Truly, a professional seiyuu.

For fans of Black Rock Shooter, the ANIME SERIES of Black Rock Shooter was announced and would start, I think, either Winter or Spring.

At the end of her segment, there was an autograph session. 5 LUCKY persons are chosen at random to receive her autograph. I missed my chance by 2 MISERABLE seats. She called D24 which was an EMPTY seat, however, someone who happened to place his bag on it ran up to the stage to claim the prize which rightfully does not belong to him.

With that Day 1 ended for me.

Day 2:

Arrived early in the day with my friends, Dexter, Ting Jun, and Wen Pu. As soon as the gate opens, we made our way to the mini stage area in hopes to be one of the first in line to get our photos taken with the lovely cosplayer -aira-. This was my most memorable event for AFAX Heheh.

Following which we walked around looking at the booths. TJ and Dex went around taking photos with cosplayers, WP looked at the katanas, and I was shopping for a nice pillow to bring home (settled with C.C.).

After lunch we fought our way through the throngs to get to the front, near the stage, for the Regional Cosplay Championships. For the first time, I manage to hear -aira-'s voice as she provided comments on the performance. While not as nice as Kana's voice, her voice is pretty cute too.

After the Cosplay championship, TJ and Dex left the stage area while I waited for the Aira & Kaname cosplay panel. Before that was a chance to see May'N in the flesh! I only found out about her recently when I researched on Macross Frontier and found out she provided the singing voice for Galactic Fairy Sheryl Nome.



Following that was Aira & Kaname panel. The first part was Q&A session. I didn't remember most of the questions asked, but 2 questions stood out to me. First was the same for both,

Choose :
a) Cosplay a good-looking character but you don't really like this character
b) Cosplay an ugly character but you really love this character.

Both Aira and Kaname picked B with roughly the same reasons. They will get tired of putting in effort getting the costume right for a character that they have no passion for.

2nd question was for Aira. Does she mind wearing very skimpy costumes that show off alot of skin.

Her answer was, quite unsurprisingl, No. She said as long as it's faithful to the character design she would follow through as changing it would mean she's no longer faithful to the character. She then asked what do Singaporeans think of wearing clothes that revealed lots of skin.

Hint : Guys LOVE it >.<

They were then asked to demonstrate good poses to hold when taking photographs. This was the cue to the crowd to start snapping away. I wasn't near the front so unfortunately I only managed to take photos of hands. Lots of them. I had to wait for everyone in front to get their fill before I can take photos of them. By then I did not have much time to focus and take the shot. I curse my height.

After showing what you SHOULD do in a pose, they were asked to show what you SHOULD NOT do in a pose. ie a bad pose. This segment was hilarious and the crowd was laughing at the ridiculous poses that the 2 cosplayers were doing. They were demonstrating common mistakes that amateur cosplayers make.

As the segment comes to a close, 2 lucky person was given the chance to pose with them and shake their hands.



She looks ALOT like Tifa from Advent Children doesn't she?

With that, the last day of AFAX ended for me. I felt this was a really interesting event and totally worth the $30 I shelled out for it. I am looking forward to AFA 2011 and hope to see distinguished seiyuus/guests attending. Hope it will once again be held in Singapore so it would be easier for me to attend.

Sorry, won't be posting in Japanese, feeling too lazy and this post is way too lengthy for my amateur Japanese skills.

Here's some photos of Aira taken from SGcafe blog as my camera is too fail.

These few days events seem like a blur and it feels so unreal.. And yet, I can feel God's hand in this. It seems all my worries got dispelled almost instantly. However, now more worries have settled in, but nvm, spare the details.

I'm really grateful to Him, His promise is real, He will lead you out of whatever trouble you land yourself in. I should trust more in Him. In time, I believe He will provide me with everything I need.

Anyway, I got posted to PLAB, same place as dex. NUS and NTU have both accepted me already. Now I'm just waiting for Melb uni. I need to make full use of this, God has been ever so gracious. Going to church this sunday. I hope God, through His words, can help me through these trying times.

Ytd, before book-out, was listening to radio in the office. For once I hear a relient K song on 987 fm! They were playing Be My Escape. Then suddenly tears welled up in my eyes, I dono la, Relient K songs always touch my heart. That song rly tells how God is always there for you, no matter how deep a mess you got yourself in, He is the key to solve all your problems, so we need to trust in Him. Lucky no one in camp saw hehe..

This week past by quite un-eventfully. I miss school. I want to be studying again. Saturday went out wif TJ Dex and XY to watch movie at cineleisure. We wanted to watch knowing but in the end watched Fast and Furious because the there were no seats left. Sigh, nxt week then can watch Knowing. Fast and Furious was kind of... Ho-hum to me.. I think I'm just not into racing... And if i wanted to watch a show about wreckage and mayhem, transformers would be better.

Before the movie started, we went to play pool, TJ and I, XY and Dex. Quite fun la, playing wif friends haha, I think pool is just a game to socialise with buddies. I rmb last time I went with my class I was bored to tears. Not a nice thing to say but it's just what I feel.. ANyways, I sarbo TJ lose 2 games, sad.. First one we were winning by a large margin, den I accidentally hit the black ball in. ZZZ.. Last game cause we were rushing for time, movie starting soon. So I keep giving them free ball, end up lose. But, tis ok, friendly game anyway.

Sat was definitely the highlight of the week. Today I went to BPP on a mission. After that I went to Glenn's house to ka jiao him and jolene. but in the end I played on his comp for awhile den chatted wif him about army stuff. nth much, stayed there about 1 hr 30 mins. After that met my family for dinner.

Sigh, I've been feeling very tired these days. Both physically and emotionally. Mainly cause my soul is so tired that my body becomes lethargic. Sigh, I just want to lay down and rest already... 18 yet I feel like 80, waiting for death's embrace. I think my depression is setting in again... Funny how the psychiatrist can't see that I'm actually feeling depressed. I'm not supposed to feel this way, I've already talked myself into believing that time can solve problems, but I guess I'm too impatient. I keep telling myself to wait, endure this time, good things come to those who wait, yet i see around me, good things come all the time to people, why is it I can't seem to be happy...

I'm thinking of going back to church, hopefully God can help me. But I'm actually quite fustrated with Him. Sigh, oh me of little faith... Now I'm just praying He would take my life. I feel myself at a dead end again, with the walls closing in around me, sigh, I wish time would just stop. Anyway, life is so meaningless now...

I hate uploading photoes, period. Why isit so troublesome! Upload still need to link, sigh, not worth the effort considering I can't remember on which day I did what on my trip to perth.

This past 2 weeks I went out with my friends. Go to Funan to repair Dex's comp. First week people who went was WP TJ n dex. WP also needed to repair his computer, altho he did not manage to, they said they will contact him after they contact the manufacturer. TJ left us during the evening when we were walking down orchard road to meet Glenn. After which, b/c WP was rushing off to meet yvonne, we ended up eating KFC so that we can save time.

Yesterday went to Funan again to repair dexter's comp, only to find out that his motherboard has a power leakage and the only way is to replace it. So it was a wasted trip. We wanted to watch Knowing but timing sucks, and glenn was coming from east coast. sigh, change to nxt weekend watch. yesterday went to check out Astons b/c wp says the food there very nice. I think i agree, well, i didnt actually get to eat there, but judging by the throng of people waiting to enter, the food must be good. So we went kopitiam at plaza sing to eat. Following which we went to some hobby store tht sells swords. The swords are VERY COOL!!!! but they cost 300++ each. Anyways, saving up to buy frostmourne ($1244)!!! hahaha. Too bad it doesnt have the bluish glow it's supposed to have. So yesterday was an eventful day, and DARN tmr must go back to camp.

Sidenote: I TOTALLY FORGOT, saw a $1050 guitar with GREAT sound quality and very nice to play too. Darn, I considerng buying it now... ZzZ, why so EX :(

Finally PoPed.. Sigh, recently have been doing stupid stuffs and I have no idea why. My mood has also been going down, not good. I feel myself slipping into depression again..

I have no idea wad to do wif my life anymore, it just feels like nothings working. I really feel as though the world's against me and i'm rly tired of trying, i just wanna give up.

I really hate the regimentation in the army....

Today's my blog creation day AND Grace's birthday! So.. Happy birthday Grace!

Okies, today damn shag (strange since i'm not in camp!). Slept at 2 am but woke up at 6 30 am. Dono why I woke up so early, damn stupid la. I slacked around at home until 10 then I headed for BPP to meet siewling. SUppose to meet her at 11 but I decided to go earlier cause... guys shouldn't make girls wait. THen when I left my house le she Smsed me say she'll be late cause she just woke up soo.. when I reached BPP I went for a walk around the area. After that when she reached we headed for Swensen for icecream. She needed to go to her friend's place so couldn't stay too long, supposed to send her there but my sis arrived early at Lot 1 so I bid farewell to her and went for lunch with my sis. Did some shopping afterwards before going home for a nap.

Woke up in the evening cause relatives came over. Father's side this time, and we ate. Got to chat with my cousin about army, learn a few stuffs, but I still don't want to go OCS/SISPEC. After that nth much else happened today. Tmr's book-in at 1745.

I'm not supposed to blog about army! I don't know does it mean i cannot blog about what i feel. Craps....

Anyways, bookout feels really good, civi life is the life for me!

ANyways, i guess since i can't blog about army, there's rly nothing much to blog about, just that I LOVE SLACKING AROUND!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!!

ok and HAPPY CNY PEEPS!

Heading off to my new life soon. Meh.

New year, new disappointments. Stop with it already..

the worst thing about your friends having gfs and you don't is that you end up 80% of the time alone. I can't believe how they can ps you like you never happened. unbelievable... What's more ludicrous is that teenage romance can't be counted upon and you're likelier to have you friends with you until you're old than your current gf. Yet, you treat them like rubbish ready to be discarded. i can't understand how people's minds work. speaking from a practical point of view, it would make much more sense to be paying more attention to your friends than a fling that would not last. i shall see how long they're gonna last, and maybe laugh at them after it ends.

next time if i meet new people and they want to be friends with me, i'll make sure they are either gay or are currently not attached, otherwise i won't bother wif another friendship that is doomed to fail. seems like a big waste of time.

kind of defeats the age old saying that you can count on your friends. another saying that is utter rubbish is that it is honourable to die for your country. that is like blatant propaganda and i can't believe people actually feel like they need to defend their country, and that their death mean sth. yeah, it means another number for historians to record. we are born anarchists, everyone for themselves. it's evident everywhere in society! like anyone cares for each other without expecting a reward in any way. maybe not tangible rewards but definitely, people only help others if they see some gain in it. nobody is going to help others which puts themselves at a disadvantage. if you do you're Jesus Christ.

but that's sidetracking, i can't rly be bothered with what others want to do with their lives, i only care about what i am going to do. currently living feels like a chore, and i am looking forward to the end. cause at the end, i'll be in a better place. no wonder life is always compared with a road, because its not the road that's important, it's just a passage to get to where you want to be. the end is what's important.

"we're all guilty of the same things. we think the thoughts whether or not we see them through. and i know that i have been forgiven, and i just hope you can forgive me too."

the novelty of computer games is running out, i don't know how much longer i can keep myself distracted..

"He will be strong..."

Just a week plus away from my enlistment date, so close I could taste it. Am I anxious? Nope, not at all, altho I am kind of resigned to my fate of 2 wasted years. I'll gather my insufficiencies and place them in His hands, I believe He will carry me through and yes! I shall draw my strength from Him.

Can I be free of this unreleasable sin? You're telling me that there's no hope, I'm telling you you're wrong. I throw up my hands for the impossibilities. Fustrated and tired where do I go from here? Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly. Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fears.

So.. it's been 4 years of rocky road and many a times, I nearly went headlong into a tree. I'm falling out of grace with the world. They say i've lost my midas touch what turned to gold now turns to rust. Every angle of my life covered with just another bandaid. And yet I'm here beyond shadow of a doubt that I'm never falling out of favour with you. I've been banging my head against the wall for so long it seems I've knocked it down. To experience the bittersweet. Why? Cause I struggle with forward motion. Every time I gain some ground I got to turn myself around again.

Actually, I wouldn't mind waiting forever, but the unknown is scary. Feelings are not helping either I mean, I've not known happiness for a long time already. Seems lost to me. Sigh, I'm still searching for it. And sometimes, I think, maybe I don't deserve happiness. Maybe I've done something horrible that it's no longer my privilege. But what could I have done.... Hopefully army can help me start anew, if it does I'll be grateful to it. I have to, by hook or by crook, get over this before I can move forward, procrastination is over, it's time to face the music. The consequences aren't pretty :(... It all depends how well I can take this, strength of will....

In any case, my heart can only take 1, so until I've erased the traces, I'm not ready. And it's still burning strong too, after such a long time. Almost 1/4 of my life... And I always thought I would not be able to like someone for so long... Ah well, at least now I know myself much more.

Okies, now for everyday updates!

Just back from Glenn's, Stayed over for 6 days 5 nights. That is one long time.. Haha, but was really fun!! And quite a number of people were there too. Brought my comp over so we could have LAN party. People who went were Ben, Me, Dexter, Ting Jun, Xuan Yang, Wen Pu, Cheng Yeow, and of course Glenn and George who lives there. Glenn's mom was also a good host, having so many guys over could turn the house upside down. We played into the wee hours of the morning like 6 am before sleeping. And also we talked about stuff that I can't even rmb lol, but really had a great time laughing along with them. Of course, WWP was the butt of jokes many a time. Those 6 days just flew by so quickly.. Time passes quickly when you're having fun! I learnt that fun =/= happiness. Even when I'm having fun, it seems there's a dark ominous shadow always enclosing my heart. Sometimes it can get suffocating. Guess that is what is called sorrow. Meh. If it was substantial I would gun it down! haha. Anyway, kind of sleepy now, incurred alot of sleep debt.

Well, A Levels are over and I'm not exactly happy. In fact, I was happier before it was over. Life was so much more meaningful then. Everyday I would wake up thinking, yes! more stuff to study! gogo meet my expectations! So pumped up... Now I wake up and I feel soo.. listless.. Would be apt to compare my life now to a zombie. Lifeless.. heh.. anyways, prom's just around the corner and i have not gotten any stuff. too lazy to get of my bum to go shop for clothes. today went wif glenn n dex n the 4P3 peeps. Shirts costs 200+ dollars.. daylight robbery... its just a piece of cloth -_-.. Okie, so i didnt get anything n im back to square 1.

However, im not that worried. Worst come to worst, AC shirt plus jeans and i'm good to go. Only worry is that its too informal and they dun let me in.. Anyway, these past 4 years were.. crazy.. emotionally.. i've had more ups and downs than the stock market and more depressions than a malaysian road. 2 months. and i was suicidal. now i'm faced with 2 years. quite possibly a lifetime. i don't know how i'll ever survive it. and army is quite possibly the worst place you could be in to go cuckoo. you know, firearms and all. i shalt need to draw plenty of strength from God. hope God can see me through what i foresee to be the toughest challenge in my life. make it past this 2 years, and my life would be smooth sailing. relatively at least. this would most definitely be the biggest hurdle. alrightey then, i shall muster every ounce of courage i have and forge on. pray for me ya :D.

i actually made a promise to myself, post happy stuffs! no more emo-elmo stuffs. but then, that wouldnt be wad i'm feeling would it? and the purpose of a blog is to record all your feelings so years from now you can read it!! actually, its a diary, but im too lazy to write.. think.. Geog essays and GP essays.. *shudders*..

Okay then, have yet to emo, which is a good sign, afterall, its almost 2 weeks!!! YES!!! That is like... 25% through!!! as in 25% of 2 months heheh.. But I believe i'll make it through this time.. i have to... or i'll end up 6 feet under. >.<||

Okie, read from books and from shows that start every day with a positive thought. Think of all the things you are thankful for, and thank God for it. Then start your day feeling good. When bad things happen, pay not a heed to it, think of wonderful things. pretty soon it would become a habit and you'll always have good days because of the Law of Attraction. Yep, practising that now. To start, i shall post a list of things i'm thankful for.

1) Having God in my life
2) Having a stable family with good income
3) A roof over my head, a solid education
4) Being able to meet the most wonderful person in my life
5) Totally fit and all senses intact.
6) Able to experience this wonderful world God has created
7) Quite simply, God

yep, focus on the positive. well then, hope everyone has a good life! i know glenn does lol.. and rmb that nothing can get you down, unless you allow it to! so don't go blamin everyone and everything but yourself. On the other hand, do not blame yourself too much, just know it was your fault, and DO something about it.

A levels is almost here GASP.. survive the first week and it's cake haha..

sigh, i nv experienced wad its like to feel burnout, and now, i feel the fringes of it oh no... I'm gonna need every ounce of strength i have, and more, from God. FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!! Tis the last last last lap.

"Let us run with perseverence, the race set before us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, author and perfecter of our faith" - Hebrews 12:2

the future may seem scary, but i believe the Lord will walk me through to the end of my days, as He will always be faithful.

"You cried wolf, the tears the soaked your fur, the bloodrip from your fangs, you said what have I done. You loved that lamb, with every sinful bone, and there you wept alone, your heart was so contrite. You said Jesus please forgive me of my crimes. Sanctify this withered heart of mine. Stay with me until my life through. And on that day, please take home with You."

Great imagery.. I think it's a rly powerful reminder of God and His love, and I always tear when I listen to this part from Deathbed.

NEways, haha hope life picks up for me.

it's been really long since I last updated.. Months hahaha.. always feel too lazy to update, and my JC life isn't exactly very exciting.. well, A levels are approaching and I'm feeling the squeeze. I need my daily strength drawn from Him, and i am rly v sad that school is coming to an end..

A great deal of things have been happening around me lately, and I seem to be left out of all the festivities. Suffice to say I'm deeply saddened with the changes and I rly do feel so left out. Everyone is really moving on now and yet I still am living in yesteryears.. The reality of the A levels struck me it's true, but the reality of my friends moving on has just hit me way too hard.. Altho right now A levels is my number one concern.

Anyway lately i've been doing some manhunting. the background is that back in PAE, i left a deep regret. it was after this math lecture, and i was packing up my stuff to leave. den there was this girl who was same clan as me during orientation but we never spoke to each other. she and her friend came up to my row and stood on the side. i was sitting quite far back. i got up and went out by her direction, and as i neared her, she said "Hi". at that time i thot she was talking to someone behind me, so i did not reply at all. so i just ignored her and went down the stairs. but halfway down i decided to look back up, and there she was still standing there but she was looking straight at me. thats when i realised she was talking to me just now, but i was too embarrassed to go back up to reply, so i just went out of the LT. my regret is not that it could have been a BGR, but i feel that having the courage to come up to an absolute stranger to say Hi is very commendable, and I should not have dao-ed her.. it was just a really mean thing i did and i sure hope it did not have an adverse impact on her.. i think friendliness should be spread.

but enuff of that, i doubt i'll b able to find her again.. and then again, it would b damn awkward.. but rly, i think i'm becoming alot better as a person now. like wad was said in chapel, people grow through tribulations. i know that God would not give me a mountain too high that I cannot surmount. i just wanna fulfil the potential i have within me, whether my love life is gonna suck or not. it's the least i can do with the talents God has provided me with.

Updates on Bintan OCIP coming up soon.. well, as soon as i get the photoes haha! I wanna post wif photoes :P.. Hope it would turn out fine.. Anyway, I feel so guilty for not starting my mugging plan. Shimatta!!

Help! Next week is one crazy week! Monday math test, Tuesday chem test + NAPHA test, Friday SPA skill A. NOOOOO!!! Next week is really test week. Sigh..

Here I am at 11:36 trying to do my math tutorial -.-||. Amazing, usually at this time I'm either ZZZ-ing or playing my computer. SIgh, tmr must mug like crazy. And I lack the motivation to do so.. AND I'm still worried for my NAPHA, my pull-up for some reason became very crappy, my 2.4 also.. Oh and my standing broad jump. Basically everything.. I don't even know why i deproved so much. Can't believe last yr i did 7 and 11:21 respectively. Sigh.. I guess I can only make it through next week through God's grace and His strength. The icing on this cake of doom is the following monday I have (drum rolls) NS HEALTH CHECKUP! ZZZ... That's 3-4 hours down the drain to inefficient way of handling the checkup.. ZZZ.. What a great way to waste my monday.. I hate you, National Service, and I hate you, MoD. What a wonderful world it would b if there isn't NS..

Hooray, my thumb is slowly recovering! FINALLY it does not look so swollen. And got my new spectacles too! So there's still reason to rejoice in life! Ok so weird that getting a new pair of spectacles is reason to rejoice, lemme rephrase it, be joyful about the simple things in life. Like wad KSL said during geog lecture, often it's the simple things that you neglected and now lost that will make you sad. We should just enjoy our day to day moments in ACJC for this is our very last year in ACJC. Though Mrs chan said we will never truly graduate, but it's just never the same as actually being a student in ACJC. I know I will b rly sad when I graduate from ACJC. I've met some great people there, had loads of fun, and I spend more time in ACJC than at home! Yay for 2SB2 haha!

Truth be told, I wanted to make an emo post, BUT it turns out I'm not emo at all!!! Haha!!