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Eeeee... i dun likez this layoutzzz... -.-.... yux... and guess wad? i am TOO lazy to CHANGE it!! haha.. thought i wld do it in the hols but den.. played and played instead.. haish.. maybe i ask XY help me wif the structure of the blog.. or ask him help me do a WHOLE thing by himself, but dat wld be evil and inconsiderate.. haish.. i thinx jus ask if he can help me make the structure, the rest i add in on my own.. sianz...

2dae was a stupid day on the whole.. firstly, in sch.. ok, heres the gd news.. for me.. I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL, WOOTS!!! hahaz, big news for me ^.^! but den, lessons were jus plain boring. and during PE, Mrs Ee ask us run 1.7m which is one round outside and i was like jogging at snails pace throughout the whole thing (figuratively) and she said that boys need 6.59 to pass and grls need 9.59 to pass.. woah, 3 mins difference.. and guess wad? I PASSED!! by grls standard ^.^! hahaz, my timing was 9.37 some thing lidat... wahahha.. nt bad, since i was jogging at snails pace.. wasnt gonna sweat it out.. but dun understand.. i was running soooo slooooowly and i SWEATED!! omg.. why arh... so weird.. I was sweating ALOT... not like little droplets but literally DRENCHED!! haish.. my body ish so weird.. todae had to borrow money from Glenn cus i had NO money.. forgot to briing wallet.. sian diao.. I absolutely HATE owing pple money.. gifs me headache remembering how much i owe and it takes up space in my valuable 100mb brain.. todae eng had public speaking.. the usual boring stuff from my classmates.. wish i was in tay yi class.. however, ong gave a V interesting public speaking on freak incidents.. dat was the best of all of them.. hahaz.. then later chem.. we plae wif chemicals, me and zi xin and a few grls.. ok, i name lar. (Si Jia, Stefanie, Xin Ying, and Julia).. we played wif chemicals and mixed em around for fun.. den they so evil leh.. i didnt see them put in ammonia hydroxide into my conical flask and they ask me to smell. so i jus took the whole thing and put it to my nose as in VVVVV close.. and the thing (or smell) that followed was unbearable. i smelt it for a short 1 sec and i felt it killed like 99% of my brain cells.. IT STUNK!!! OMG!! lets see.. take a sweaty class and multiply the smell by 1000 times and u will get the smell of what hit me.. omg.. i was giddy after that trauma.. and they were laughing -.-"... eeewwww, learnt my lesson le...

todae gort tuition (chinese).. sian.. new tuition teacher.. she from China.. but lucky onli 1 hr or i will die! haish... my concentration lvl v low in studies... den i watched soukyuu no fafner from ep 12 all the way to ep 22... nice.. i understand more on fafner le.. and i cried at abt ep 18 and ep 13.. it was v sad. they showed what kazuki was thinking and all that. and something else. i cannort remember. all i know was it moved me to tears. why do we haf to fite? is fighting the onli way out? cant we find other means? and i learnt to like the core of the island or minashiro tsubaki ("fondly" remembers tsubaki no mai). she seems so matured for her age. partly cus she was a festum from what i gathered. the Core something model. and there was this part where kazuki remembered when he blinded soushi. dat part was so sad. and they introduced a new term. assimilation phenomenon. i cant rly get it. anywaes. when they showed their past, i cried. i cant believe how much soushi has suffered. and i rly cried in my chair. sobbed. partly cus i think too deeply and i feel for each and every character in the story. kinda like i was soushi in the siegfried system and feels every1 pain and thoughts. and den also i haf understand that assimilation phenomenon is fusion between to pple wif festum elements. and den theres this cool new fafner called Mark Sein which looks WAY better than the nothung models or Mark Elf. the original bot that Kazuki pilots. and den i pity Kanon (or canon, i dunno which). her parents died a long time ago and since then she has been taking orders. i rly pity her situation. den kazuki made her awaken and den she found gd frens. and also, i was moved by the courage of mamoru. who selflessly helped his friends. and up till now, the festums are trying to understand life and death. they haf understood pain and they sent another new type who does nt attack or assimilate but instead, reflects the attack. and den i watched the part where Kouyou awakened. i was rly rly sad and v excited in that episode as i wasnt sure if they were gonna kill him. he was partly assimilated and went arnd saying that "anata wa soko ni imasuka" thing. but then he remembered feeling and sorrow, something festums dun understand. and he cried. and he broke out of the semi-assimilated state. the person who brought him out was Kanon who was wearing Shouko's clothes and Kouyou loved Shouko but she died.. and den he remembered and cried. and the way to counter when a festum asks u "anata wa soko ni imasuka" is..
"I was here, but I am not here now". and in case ur wondering what does the above phrase mean, it means "Are u there?" i dun understand why the festums ask that but i thinx its paradise? i am rly rly nt sure.. eh.. suggest to lit teachers to teach fafner instead of english teacher leh. this gort MUCH MUCH MUCH more meaning and MUCH MUCH MUCH more interesting. anywaes, i gonna watch the whole thing again when i finished it so i can know it and analyse it better. there is alot to learn from it.

And.. u might be wondering.. why i devoted like 3/4 of this post to fafner? answer is.. no answer.. haha, i m so lame... cus i feel like it. Anywae, i gonna look at pple wif new perspective after watching this le. u rly must learn to treasure what u haf cus u might lose it sooner or later.. haish.. todae gort a new feeling. saw Grace during recess when i was walking to 3P3 and she walking towards my direction.. and when i saw her was like i was in rakuen even if it was for a mere millisecond. it seemed so surreal.. that feeling was good.... it was like nothing else mattered anymore.. and i lost myself for a short moment be4 i remembered wad i was doing there.. lol..

Translation*
Rakuen=paradise

kk, gonna end here le.. i reccomend every1 to watch fafner. and if u want, can ask me. i help u burn, hahaz...