我们绕了这么一圈才遇到, 我比谁都更明白你的重要.这么久了我就决定了, 决定了你的手我握了不会放掉.

你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

因为我要的我自己知道 只要你的肩膀愿让我靠.

Yeah, you are very important to me. I dunno how am I supposed to live my life without you. Everything would be pointless without you. So what if I'm rich? So what if I'm happy? I shall have no one to share them with. What is the point...

You may not know, but one smile from you can light up my entire day. No matter how downcast I am, as long as you come around, and talk to me, smile at me, you will brighten up my day.

I know I'm passive, but I just dunno how to start, and when I ask you out, you turn me down. Not that I actually had any hope you will agree, it was a fool's dream from the start.

This is why, I believe, Yesterday's dream is today's uncertainty and tomorrow's heartbreak. I shan't dare to dream anymore, my heart has been broken too many times. You said goodbye, too many times before.

My kiss is saved for you, my heart is saved for you. I will always wait, for you are my one and only. I will cherish those times spent with you, though not exactly with. You are the only person who can make me so sad, hurt me so bad.

Just saw Dexter’s blog, about prospective brides and man. Well, I dun really care who my best man is, but my prospective bride, will only be Grace. She’s my only one and I cannot accept another girl.

It’s been 2 years, yet my love for you is still so fresh, the wounds so raw. Everytime I see you I fall in love with you all over again. Everytime I don’t see you I feel myself being sundered. Every hurtful thing you said made me cry, deepened those scars, made me lose hope. I never much believed in hope, it was just absent in all my 16 years. I have to agree not entirely so for I saw hope when I met you. But that hope was quickly shut out. I wanna do so much for you, I wanna get to know you, I wanna talk to you, I wanna be the only one in your life, but I guess I’m not good enough for you. Perhaps, some lucky guy out there will win your heart, and I shall feel happy for you two. Who cares about what I feel anyway? I dun even care what I feel. As long as you are happy, I guess I will be happy for you. I dun have to be with you, just looking at you will make me happy, seeing you smile would be heavenly. Perhaps holding you is out of my league. I feel so hopeless, you dun even wanna talk to me.

Watched the 9 o clock show yesterday, and there was this guy who admitted his love for the girl. Then what the girl felt was fear for a relationship that might not work. Could she be feeling this way? It would definitely be better than not feeling anything at all, yet if I think she’s feeling that way, then I would be deluding myself. Afterall, a show’s a show. It cannot be true. Fairy tales aren’t true. There is not going to be a happily ever after for me. But I guess I will still work hard, just in case I have a chance. And if I don’t and she gets married to someone else, I guess I shall just give up everything and maybe what I worked so hard for would be useless, but I dun care. All I care is I will work hard for her. Then at least if I can get with her, I can make her happy, I can give her a comfortable life.