Today played a few games of Tree tag, and to tell you, I am kinda disgusted at the pple on bnet. Why? Because whenever me+glenn+ some1 else go infern and thrash them, they keep accusing us of maphack. Now, our accounts LegO.Horse, LegO.Cat becomes taboo in tree tag as ppl keep saying we maphack, end up we haf to use alias to play tree tag. Still, we owned them AND THEY ACCUSED US OF MAPHACKING AGAIN.. WHAT THE!! Such sore losers... Lol, then our last game for today, DotA, we played wif KS (Kian Siang). Wen Pu had to leave halfway, sad.. NEways, our team was Pugna (Cat), Zeus (Horse), Techies (Knight), Lion (KS), and Weaver (Glen, NOT Glenn Toh, jus that his acc is glen). Lol, such a lame team, and we won! Opposing team was Holy Knight, Tiny, Rhasta, Sniper, and Dragon Knight. Quite impossible for us to win rite? LOL, but we did!!! Oh, and we were like poking fun onto glen, not glenn toh, cus his acc is glen[ftr], so we were like woohoo!! GLENN ON OUR TEAM!! SuRE WIN LIAO!!! den he said errr.. thks for ur praise, but I not that pro. Lol, so I said so humble, and guess wad glenn (real one)? He said "As always.." wahahahah, ego maniac!!! haha, we won cus of funny things, we made the Tiny and Rhasta leave, by zapping them until they cannot take it. Lol, Rhasta had 1-11 den left. In the end, sniper also left, after we pushed mid. lol, all the free kills for me left T_T.. End game I had guinsoo, Travels, Half of Heart, and lvl 5 dagon, the 800 dmg one. LOL!! Glenn even richer.. Yux...

School is opening soon, and actually, I am looking forward to it, dunno wad interesting things await me nxt yr, and I am determined to find out. Face it with cheerful hearts and have fun. Is that not what life is about? Only thing making me feel sian is the fact that the first week got alot of diagnostic tests. Enuff to put me off. Just found out that, "There's just too much that time cannot erase". Sometimes, instead of helping you relief ur pain, time amplifies it. Which, in the hols, I didn't see Grace, nor for the fact saw my frens frequently, and it eats away at my heart and soul. I rly want to hang out more often, not that measley few days.

"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears." If onli I had the chance. "I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.. But though you are still with me, I've been alone all along.." Its kinda true, I've been alone for a long, long time. Love leads to laughter, love leads to pain. How true, when the gd part of love comes, sure, you will be laughing, and enjoying every second of it, but more often than not, love leads to pain, and its real pain, worse than any physical wound. It scars your heart and soul, and refuses to heal, only the person who caused that scar can heal you with their touch. "Like heaven on earth when I look into your eyes" I'm forever in love with you..

DISCLAIMER: Whatever is written here are my own thoughts and suggestions, and I will not be liable for any injury or worsening of situation resulting from the following of my suggestions, though I think they make sense. This post is rated PG-14, as most of it has nth to do wif little kids.

Actually, this title seems abused. I am not sure how many posts I have in this blog that have this title. Because it fits this topic well so might as well use it. I hope everyone who sees this post will go and read wen pu's blog, u can get there on my link, scroll to the bottom and its the one called Wong Wen Pu the Genius. Lol, I read his post and felt very inspired to write and essay on my life, but den again, I'm lazy, so HOW can I break tht?? I rly pity Wen Pu, but he doesnt seem sad, which either he is pretending he loves michele OR he is RLY brave.. NEways, There are lots of ppl in this world in the same boat, and playing the same waiting game, so when u guys are down in relationships, FEAR NOT!! For wif you are mani other sufferers and you will never wait alone. When you feel lonely, just sit down and imagine ALL that ppl who are waiting too, waiting wif you, and I guess it sorta relieves the loneliness. I rly hate it when girls ignore bois who like them, you dun haf to like them back, but at least show some respect, and not give a cold shoulder, as though the girl is v arrogant. They are humans too, they have feelings, they feel pain when you give them the cold stare. I guess that's why I can be so disgusted wif humans. My dog is still my soulmate, I always have him when im lonely. I know he will be wif me to the ends of this Earth, and that wherever I go, I will never walk alone. This life that I tread is full of dangers, but theres a watch dog and companion wif me, who has true sight to reveal invisible backstabbers. No, I will take whatever life throws at me, I will NEVER give up, that is the real me. Fight on, do not give in to life!! If you give in, you are a loser, as the saying goes, when life throws you a lemon, make lemonade, and btw, lemonade tastes Great. The nxt sentence is for Wen Pu and Imma paragraph, so its ez to catch.

Wen Pu, dun EVER give up, for if you do, you will never win, for you have given in to life. Take it in stride and one day, she just might accept you, and if she doesnt, do not be so sad, for you have done ur best and haf no regrets, and at least, you have lemonaded (I know theres no such word, but what the heck :D) one of life's "lemons".

For me, I will not give up either, but will move on with life, for I believe if there's fate, our paths will cross again in the future, and if not fated, there is no point crying over it, for tears will not change ur fate, nor will it make her pity u and like u. Tears onli waste the water that you drink. So, be4 you cry, think twice, you are wasting water, unless you rly need to cry to relieve the pain.

NEways, ytd went to watch Narnia, which was a great movie and no, there will not be spoilers here. Just that ytd, we walked past this shop selling shirts wif cute messages, such as "Boss is like a nappy, always on ur ARSE and full of CRAP!!", and "If you think sex is a pain in the butt, you must be doing it wrongly." LOL!! It made me laugh really hard. There are mani more but I dont remember. This one is made up by me:" Ever wondered why Santa Claus knew when you were sleeping or awake?? BECAUSE HE USES MAPHACK!!!" Lol, it made me laugh also, laughing at my own jokes -.-.. Well, its not taboo anywaes. Today went class outing, and it was one of the best, mani thanks to MX for allowing us to go to his house and also thanks for the great dinner. WE played charade (pronounced Cha-Ra-Dee, singlish version :D) and I think it was fun, if ONLY we were allowed to come up wif our own words. As mr Goh's one are all so unheard of. Den also went cycling arnd, Glenn's bike is realli neat, it gives a nice ride, TY's one the wheel too big, keep hitting my leg (not middle one you perverts -.-...). And we saw MX's bike, RLY SMALL!! LOL!!! Why wun it snow. I guess, its a rhetorical qn. It will never snow in Singapore. I still rmb saying to WP that I will only marry him if it snows in Singapore. BTW, that previous statement can be rather misleading. I am a GUY and I am definitely NOT GAY!! Snow is rare, like Grace liking me. Sigh, I rly love snow, esp powdery and fine ones (most of em are neways). The first snowfall of the season is always magical, and I wish, I can see it again. This must be one of the few rare posts when I do not forget what I want to post. Well, I think its rather long already, so dun wanna bore u guys, hope you guys find inspiration in my post. Thks for reading :D.

Now is my want to post but too lazy to post mood.. Currently waiting for Glenn n co. to come back frm lunch. Been *afk* for abt 5 days to go to Msia to attend a wedding. So lame, the wedding on tues but went there on Sat, so in the end waste alot of time. Due to nothingtodo-ness, I re-read some essays I have written while I was in the US and I found out that I wrote much better then compared to now, which says alot. And the wedding, was sooooooo funny. Abt 90% of the pple who attended were strangers to me so I only talked to my sis and we played hand games to keep boredom at the door. Lolx, and there were pple taking turn to go up to the stage to sing songs, and my grandma kept going up even though she cannot sing. Nt sure if she realised it but she is just screeching the song out and it hurts the ears, esp since it is in an enclosed area. LOL!!! I so evilez, but at least nv boo or anything. While over there, I missed my comp ALOT, and I felt like whomping it when I come back (which of course I did not). Not to mention my friends, Rly missed you guys!!! *bleahx* I sound so gay!! And, of course, I also missed Grace o.0..

Christmas is coming, dunno if its gd news or bad, since after christmas school wld be reopening soon. Haiz, but since we all haf to go back to sch, might as well be cheerful and meet it wif open arms, in my case, embrace the school!! Harhar, i prefer going to school compared to staying at home.. For a couple of reasons... Almost finished all my hols hw, left 1 more A maths paper, gonna finish it after christmas I guess. Looking forward to eating turkey during Christmas dinner. N for some reason, I keep spelling Christmas wif dble "s" (no pun intended) and had to backspace to remove one "s" (Dun think dirty). DotA is same as ever, Pawn pawn pawn GG!! Haha, today TY got v angry, kena spammed Noob until he began screaming all over the place.. LOL!! I got 16-0 at end game!! Holy Knight Rox!! Ok, out of point, dun wanna talk abt DotA. The latest craze though, seems to be tree tag, which is UBER imbal. The ents always win, unless infernals got maphack, or the ents are noobs. I hate the fact there is no challenge in that game, they shud add in one more infernal.

Nt sure wad else I want to post, as I type out what i want to post, I begin forgetting what I intended to post a.k.a my plan or layout of post. This seems to always happen to me.. Dunno why. I wanna go biking wif the clan again, but it seems the "craze" has died down somewhat. The thing I HATE most of going overseas is when I come back, I feel so lost, like I have lost track of wad is going on. Oh, just rmb sth else, last Sat Life! papers have Yong pic inside!! It is a pic of the Victoria Chorale. The front page shows the whole choir and Yong is hidden behind a woman who is jumping, blocking out abt half his face. On the inside of the newspaper, another pic of Yong!! This time its not whole choir and his face is very clear somewhat, since there were no obstructions. I believe those who read the papers recognise him, ahaz.. Nt veri sure wad else to post down here. Nothing else liao, sry!! Wanted to make it long but I dun think I shud crap some more, make pple dun wanna read and put them in foul mood. Once again ,Thank You if you read thus far. Congratulations for being able to stand my crap. Arigato!! Gracias!! Terimah Kasih!! Gamsahamida (nt sure correct spelling)!!

Dotx, nothing to post, just posting cus WP post.. Dada, just finished one game of DotA and I owned wif Naix!!! ok lar, if dun own means i noob. lol. I think MKB for Naix better than Sange and Yasha, but Sange and Yasha let you kill heroes earlier. Competition is closing in soon, 14th Dec. Sad that I haf to go overseas on the Finals date. Oh crap, my mind is blank now, brain freeze!! Augh.. Lol, lame..

Didnt get to cycle today, I actually wanted to cycle, but I think everyone mood dampened by ytd. Just added a music to my blog, cus I rly like the song and somehow I like listening to it when reading my blog. Lol, Greensleeves is a rly nice song, cant believe I haf it in my folder and did nt listen to it at all.. Ahhh!! Neglecting wad i possess!!

Aha, actually wanted to post sth long, already written it out, but decided to erase it, lol... I always cant rmb wad I wanna post..

As everyone is reading this blog, I hope they are listening to the Dragostea Din Tei song and doing the numa numa dance!!! It sooooo rocks man... K, i dun wanna place that song in my blog cus some pple dun like it.. NEways, to find out wad is the numa numa dance, its at www.numanumadance.com for the american version and the singapore one is at www.stevenlim.net. I hope we can do the numa numa dance at our class gathering tmr at sentosa!! MAIYA HIII!!! MAIYA HOOOO!! MAIYA HAA!! MAIYA HAhA!!! Vres si pleci dar numa numa iei, numa numa iei, numa numa numa iei!!! ok, enuff of propaganda..

The competition date coming soon, and am looking forward to it!! Budden, on the finals date I going overseas to attend a wedding which I do not wanna attend.. In fact, the person getting married is a cousin whom I nv talk to in the past 8 yrs... Onegai, I dun wanna go at all.. Wasting my time... Today going cycling wif Clan LegO minus TY and Glenn.. Hope glenn can get his bike soon and TY can persuade his parents to allow him to buy a bike. And this is directed to dexter, its not lame to do the numa numa dance, its cool and its in... Me asking others is just a way of spreading my enthusiasm of the numa numa dance... I find it funny and original and retarded.. But the retardness gets me hooked, haha...

Nth else to post.. Short one...

wOOhOO, I got my internet back!! Aw man, cut off frm the outside world for abt 3-4 days. Quite lame actually, I was doing A maths, den got 1 qn i got wrong. My mom explained, den ask me redo, den being the rebellious teenager, I said NO! My mom got angry and removed my internet and hid it. In the end, I spent those 3-4 days watching animes wif my sis, feel sad that I implicated my sis, since she also cant use. WP came my hse consecutively for 3 days to relief me of my UBER boredom.. We also went cycling, thks wp for "escorting" me home, I cldnt haf made it back at nite. Actually, can, budden, as history has shown, my tire went BOOM.. Lol, so I sure kena stuck halfway. Well, we found out we can cycle to Glenn's frm mine in abt 20 mins. Cool man.. Den I can cycle to BP everytime!!

Lol, one random fact abt myself, I prefer girls wif pony tails.. Aha, me n wz got same taste :D.. And I dun get the hype abt big b****s, pple like dex always comment abt it, so lame, find them childish!! This is not flaming btw, its just my personal opinion. One nite be4 i slept, I had my usual "Dun rly wanna sleep yet so reflect on myself" time, and I found out that my attitude to liking some1 is like those pple u c on drama serials whom in the end will not get who they rly love and their friends get instead. I feel I am like that, I probably wun get a girlfriend whom I rly love, and I might nt even get married, and if I do 90% chance its matchmade and I heck care and say yes. But chances of me staying single is higher, WOOTS TO BACHELORS!!! Lol, consoling myself wif the last statement.

Been sleeping wif my sis for the past few nites, NOT ON THE SAME BED FOR NOBODY'S SAKE!! Haha, me there to "protect" her frm nitemares and fear, since she was spooked out by the movie shutter. I think shes quite dumb, she knows she cant watch horror movies yet she still watch wif her frens, so stupid, how can go NYGH...

I hope Glenn can get a new bike, den all of us can go cycling 2gether, woohoo!! Oh no, no more crap to generate.. W8, got one more, WEISS KRUEZ IS A BLOODY VIOLENT ANIME!!!! Lol, I just gain a saddistic lvl frm watching it, mwahahhahahahaha.... Getbackers is nicee, I like Mido Ban, and Ginji is funny.. Lol, overall gave me alot of laughs that anime.. And also, welcome back to Tay Yi, who I think supposed to be back today, lol..

Quote of the Day: "In a journey where I know one painful thing after another, I get closer to the true me."

Thks for reading thus far :D.

Since everyone post, I shall post also, but for nothing in particular.

I am pretty tired of pple complaining to me.. U know its a dilemma everytime u call me and u feel unjust to sth else and expect me to pick a stand.. Dis is of course directed to TY.. If u wanna complain, i dun mind listening, pls dun make me take a stand.. W8 till i start pouring out all my problems to u den u gonna feeel VERI sian...

ok, so 14,15 dec joining competition.. Rly hope we can win it.. 3rd prize interest me most, harhar.. Its the one thats gonna directly benefit me. Our team has 4 killers already, we rly need supporters. If we take u, we'll haf 5 killers which i dun c how its gonna benefit the team. Wad i meant is not the hero is killer, i mean that our mentality when we play is killer kind. So, if we can get a kill, we'll forget abt our teamates.. Which is not the idea of DotA. DotA is a 5v5 game for a gd reason, if its a soloist game, it might as well be 1v1 or 2v2..

Oh no, my post is so disorganized!! Haiz, I need organization skills. Gonna rush my homework soon, if not my mom wun let me take part :p... Den TY got chansu!! to be reserve XD.. Dunno why everytime i got drive to blog den when wanna type out i forget everything.. Isit laziness?? Darn.. my concentration lvl is so low..

Wishlist for Christmas:
1) WoW (World of Warcraft)
2) Razer Copperhead
3) All the virus+adware+spyware in my comp to disappear magically
4) A dog
5) A drivers license (seriously, im rdy for it)

Lols, im so greedy.. Oh no, greed is a sin!!!! haha, actually any one of the above can liao... Dun need all.. Den again, i probably wun get any!! Haiz... I still havent got Dex his bday present, sry!! I still dunno wad u want... Unless u want soccer ball? Or a brand new ROC disc? Somehow, the hols seem to pass so fast...

Last choir pract for the hols was a disaster!! Mr Yong ended up scolding us!!! First time i c him so angry, probably cus i forget all the other times XD... I already tried my best to sing correctly, yet WP and Glenn sing 2 different notes, and i dunno which to sing. I know WP sure out of tune, yet I still follow his... Haha, so dumb.. Den Yong started scolding and I held back my laughter. Had bad experience laughing when teacher scold u... And I cant believe Dex thought Yong was angry to the end, I think after awhile he simmered down... And dis is directed to Dex, even if u tried ur best, it might nt be perfect, in fact, it IS not perfect, so u shudnt blame mr yong for making u all to sing again.. Maybe nt u out of tune but others?? So i think that u all dun sing to spite mr yong is too much.. SO childish..

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Up 2 u pple wad u all wanna think...

You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.When you love someone, you tend to worry about them. In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

Well, also infected by Grace and Jin Zhe, so heres 5 random/weird facts abt me. (Technically, nt facts, just my honest opinion of myself)

1) I prefer animals to humans (generally, though there are few humans I hold higher than animals)

2) I HATE myself, yes, I possess ALL the qualities that I HATE.

3) I am a saddist, I enjoy watching pple suffer, yet I cannot stand the sight of blood (irony).

4) I know this is insane, but I think of Grace everyday. Soften this a little, and so do I always think of WP + Glenn + Dex, when I am nt wif them. I treasure my friends alot and do not want to lose any of them.


5) I am very shy and I am an introvert, although some might differ, but I dun talk to pple normally on my own vocation. When I c girls, I feel like running away, esp if they talk to me.

I shall now infect:
1. Tay Yi
2. Dexter
3. Glenn (IF he ever sees this and IF he even bothers to post)
4. HuiMin
5. Yih Fang

Hmmz, this post is essentially, my fav parts of the show, copy frm TY de.. Just wanna type my opinion out XD...

fav character(s) of the show: Ron
fav scene: When the Durmstrang ship rose out of ocean.. SO COOL!
fav battle: The flame war between Ron and Harry
fav spell of the day: Crucio
Most disappointed wif: Cho Chang, Nt chio at all...
Most disliked character(s): Peter Pettingrew, Snape
Most cool character(s): Harry Potter, Cedric Diggory
Most retarded character(s): Lord Voldemort
Most Funny character(s): Alastor Moody a.k.a Barty Crouch Jr, Ron, Fred, George Weasley
Character I can identify wif: Ron
Most disgusting part of show: When Hagrid and Maxime making love.. Eewwww
Most Pretty Character: Fleur delacour
Most Handsome Character(s): Ron, Cedric Diggory

I dun even know why I am posting other than the fact that my frens are forcing me to post... Actually, I got alot of things to post abt, but now... Forget everything.. Maybe as I crap I rmb some..

Finished watching DNAngel last Sat. Parent went out + HP taken away by my sis so i cldnt go church, bored of my comp so decided to watch DNAngel.. It is VERI nice.. Not onli is the plot rich, meaningful, but the OST is also engaging.. The story is basically abt this 2 familes, the Niwa family and the Hikari family.. Hikari means light while Niwa, I think, means dark? Yami also means dark so I dunno lar... These two families are at loggerheads. The Niwa family is a family of thieves and the Hikari is a family of artists. The Hikari family have a magical power, whatever they draw will haf spirits living in them. Like haunted art pieces. However, They are not satisfied wif just spirits, they want a LIVING painting. Enter Dark Wing. It is a skeleton wif a sword through its arms and 2 wings. He onli has one leg wif the other dismembered. Creepy looking. However, the hikari family is afraid of this painting and sealed it. Thus, Krad and Dark is born. Dark's genes (DNA) is in the Niwa family as he is the phantom thief and he has nv been caught be4. He onli steals frm the Hikari family to seal their artwork as its dangerous. Krad is the opposite. Krad is evil and will stop at nothing to kill Dark. Krad's DNA is in the Hikari family. Daisuke and Satoshi are the 2 main char. Daisuke is frm the NIwa and Satoshi frm Hikari. However, the curse of having to fight each other ends at their generation as both Dark and Krad are sealed back into Dark Wing. Daisuke became the first Niwa to draw and Satoshi broke the curse of having to draw evil paintings. This anime centres around art.

Basically, this movie as alot of themes, the most evident is Light Versus Darkness, but in this case, in a darker viewpoint. Wad is Gd may NOT always be gd. Which is why Krad, although hes an Angel, hes an evil one. AND Dark, whos darkness, is the gd guy. At the end of the OP song, there is this veri dramatic scene of Dark and Krad clashing together, wif one side illuminated in light and the other in darkness while the centre is purple, uncertainty. IT impacted me alot in unknown ways. Maybe cus Im fighting wif my inner self... There is also this powerful statement said by Daisuke's mother and grandpa, which is "Light is born from Darkness..." This is very true. Without thieves or evil in pple's hearts, there wldnt be policemen or the army, which represents light. Also, without darkness, one wldnt know what is light. So isnt it true to say light is born from darkness? Another subtle meaning in this anime is Do not judge a book by its cover. Looking at Krad, one wld think hes a gd guy and bearer of justice, while those who read the manga or watched the anime know otherwise. Hes the bringer of pain and the evil one.

Kanashii hodo hikari dashita shiroi yami kirisaku tsubasa ni nare (a sad light shone turning into wings that cuts the white darkness)

FTP is finally over!! Nt that I hate it, I kinda found it fun, opposed to staying at home and doing nothing. Rly looking forward to choir camp and I believe that they did a great job in designing it so am looking forward to spending a gr8 time there. Lol, ytd was so lame, went dex hse to play tbletennis. Me n wp won dex and TY!! WOOTS!! gr8 teamwork!!! Den later went to the games room play soccer..... wif a pillow XD XD.. Me n wp won again!!! haha, den we moved on to DotA and discussed strats plus who shld be in the main team in nxt yr WCG, if there is DotA. I personally believe there is DotA as it will soon be a stand-alone game and alot of pple play dota.. Glenn went overseas and DotA plus school is just nt the same.. I guess if I rly treat him as a fren, the absence rly hurts. Im nt gay...... Also, played wif Dave and his frens 2 days ago. I suspect Dave uses speed and maphack, nxt time dun wan play wif him liao.. Even glenn also suspects it.. I dun get it, why do pple wan to resort to hacks to get unfair advantage. The game wld den get v boring n u will get banned.. Its rly stupid.. Haiz, too bad Roy Ng nt gonna be our Lit teacher nxt yr, since hes rly funnie.. haha, he keeps telling jokes that are relevant!! tt's the gd part. So he does nt sidetrack.... Overall, I think hes a gr8 teacher. Cannot think of what I wanted to type, so end here, if i rmb den i dble post..

You're Daisuke


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I copy TY, Xtra time so post.. lol.. Firstly, TY, pls get a tagboard... It wld be convenient for us to tell u things and comment.... And, reply to Dex's post.. Ure nt left out, but if u wanna change the subject, pls dun say senseless things.. Cus some things u say are realli.. senseless.. And overly matured is also nt fun, but pls know when to be lame and when not to.. Its funnie when we are serious and u suddenly talk crap... In fact, no one is left out, pls do not label pple as number filler.. Tt person will feel hurt.. AND, wp is nt my gay partner, hes my fren.. He just pretends to be gay.. so stop saying hes my gay partner.... And be4 dex misunderstand, the labelling part is done by TY nt u, so tt part is for him and u can skip it.. Also, i appreciate ur company since u probably the most matured in our clan liao, skip the lame parts..

So... Party how.. We form committee and organise isit.. I feel our class is v shi bai.. other classes are so enthu when it comes to gathering.. ours leh, when grls organise bois abit sian sian de.. when we organise the girls also find excuses nt to come.. A party/gathering is for socializing so u dun rly need games to play, contrary to most popular belief.. u can entertain urself jus by talking.. Or we can play grp games.. Like Taboo.. Haha, TY likes it.. Probably cus its a game tt allows him to crap for all he wants and nt feel lame.. Book chalet har... oh w8, ruled out cus fully booked... So.. where the venue?? I hope nt TY house again.. Everytime go there split into so mani grps.. Clan lego and the rest just do their own stuffs.. lol, doesnt even feel like a gathering... Dis time invite MX bah.. Since he is also part of our class.. ANd i hope our pass classmates will be more enthu this time and i hope at least 80% attend... Nt tt much to ask for bah... Even though I dun rly talk to the girls XD, but Dex will be very very happy.. HaHA.. dun flame me hor, honest opinion.. :D....

Feeling sian that tmr mus go back to school... Its like insulting us lor.. Gif us one wk hols to switch to hols mood den poof, mus go back to sch... So evil of the sch... WEll, anywaes i feeling lame at home, mite as well go back to sch..!! yeah.. Now i lookin forward to it.. Woohoo!! And, i think i rly gonna read the oxford dictionary... Yeah!! improve my EL.. And i think during the hols i want to build muscles also.. So.. TY, we go gym together hor... I think we shud go dex one, harhar, den ask dex along also.. Tired liao can crap, just hope tt woman nt there... Yeah, gonna start wif 30 sit-ups and increase.. Hope by end of Dec can get 6 pac!! ok, lame.. But actually shud be can.. Also considered training for NAFA nxt yr... N now, clan starting to pay more attention to tennis, i guess we all gambatte and train for tennis.. Though i dun think can be as pro as badminton.. Lol... I think now proest is WZ... His serve is so fast......

THe days flew by just like a fast train, and nothing else has been on my brain.. Except the thought of................................................................ Feeling quite bored now, maybe i shud slp now.. But I dun rly wanna jump into tmr.. Crap, 2 hrs of rozi at the start.. Tt is horrible!!!! Haish.. Pull through it!!!

NOthing's been the same since she said yes....

I miss choir.. I rly wanna go for my CCA!!! Haha... Am listening to a song called Gone.. How things come and go fast.. We must learn to treasure our today. This way, our life wld be meaningful and not boring.. Haha, no more crap to generate..

Posting now cus I am uber bored.. Ha.. Im so vulgar.. Must learn to stop using bad language.. Shudnt be tt tough.. Just finished playing my CS and be4 tt, a DotA game wif me on the opposing team against my clan pple.. Namely TY, Dex, TJ, Shhhh, and some1 else... Actually, we winning at firs, den losing, cus super TY copying glenn centaur mass blademail strat is owning my team melee heroes... den i told mort get BKB and we started pushing back.. TY no threat liao after tt.. Den.. Dex suddenly come out wif super items and gif me headache... Sian... Den they do super push push all the way inside and destroy our mid racks and throne twr.. after tt we counter and also pushed their mid racks and twr, but tree twr still intact.. bot twr also taken out.. Den guess wad... DEXTER SUGGESTED BDOOR!!!! What the... So dishonourable.. IN the end we lost cus of dex bdoor idea.. IF i decided to bdoor earlier we won liao lor.. Win like tt v fun meh?? U just lost my respect for u and i will defame u if warcraft haf fame.... DONT ever BACKDOOR unless enemy backdoor first.... Bdooring is nt allowed in competition lor... After tt got quite pissed and anyhow play my nxt game den stopped and went to play CS to go blast a few bots...

Last nite i had an achievement tt i was proud of.. Hehe, I went on opposing team against my clan members (again).. But on the other team got glenn n glenn bro and ty and BEn + KC.. Wooo, me fite glenn!! Haha, I felt gd cus i asked glenn to 1v1 near the end of the game n i won!!! in the end my team won but becus got 1 teamate he keep bdooring.. another person wif no sense of honour.. Lol, need to go out liao, so end here..

Just came back frm Dex's party.. Had a blast there :D.. Thks for the great time man.. lol, today was abit dumb in the morning.. I went out wif my sis to eat at mac, den walked to Yew Tee and found out I forgot to bring money out.. Had to run home to get money.. Lol, and i was like gonna be late for dex's party.. Den eat eat, eat too much, den bloated.. Haha, go home go toilet immediately.. den bathe and bla bla bla, prepare go dex's party.. My parents went out look at car, so had to take public transport.. Took bus to Lot1 den changed to LRT to Bangkit.. First reach there that time played abit of badminton.. Den Jon thought of sth fun to do, smashing cups, c who can hit the most.. I hit none T_T.. well, actually hit a cap den it fell.. Haha.. Jon hit a cup and WP also hit a cup.. The rest also hit none.. Haha.. Nt ez wor.. Den Dex desperately trying to get pple to coorperate wif him to play grp games, but pple dun wan coorperate.. Later we went up to play tennis.. GX Alex pair won Jon JH pair.. And me wz pair won glenn ty pair.. Haha, tyco won.. Kip serving fault.. So lame.. Den I went dwn play table tennis wif jin zhe.. Didnt play a match.. But played one wif teck liang.. Haha, i collect data.. I hit to his backhand den he cant hit back.. but he still countered in the end.. And i won him 11-4, but he using left hand cus he broke/sprained his right hand, so abit unfair.. DEn i played wif dex's cousin, his serve very evil.. So fast!! At first i cannot counter him.. But still did in the end.. And i also found his weakness.. Hit to his backhand and hit close to his body.. service dun serve slant, serve straight.. In the end i service ace him alot of times.. won him 11-6.. Hehe, felt so happi after that.. IN the end dex managed to get most of the pple to coorperate wif him to play grp games, cept for glenn n wz, who were playing tennis.. the rest played taboo.. LegO clan got seperated, wif me, TY, GX on one side wif jin zhe and jon and a few others like eugene.. den other side had dex wp zs jh teckliang alex and dex sis.. we owned :D.. Score at end was 11-5.. We 11.. so they had to do forfeit which was cat walk!! Haha.. So funnie, esp tay yi's description of the word meteor.. Onli i got it.. the rest were errr.. i dunno wad u talking abt.. TY said priestess of the moon ult, so i say starfall, den he say wad drops and i say meteor!! Haha, got it rite... me pro!! Den i had to describe jet ski.. so ez.. esp wif smart teamates like jin zhe.. i say another word for military plane and he guessed jet.. den i say winter sport and obv onli haf ski/snowboard.. so put it together = jet ski.. haha, took onli 30 secs.. im gd.. haha..den another one was a challenge, both team send representative, then c which grp can guess firs.. me n wp, and word was video.. lol, my team guessed firs cus wp abit slow... hahaha... cat walk was funnie, cus everyone coorperated, cept for wp.. that lamer... ZzZ... den later play bear bear.. i wanted to be bear, but teck liang nv choose me.. T_T... den later play murderer, by that time glenn came dwn so he joined in.. Second game had a forfeit and unfortunately, glenn cldnt save 7 pple in time.. so he had to do forfeit.. we asked him sing a song, and picked shinjiru, but he anyhow sing it and alot were nt happy wif it, so we asked him to welcome to my life.. in the end me n wp sang it for him.. lol.. but nt bad lar, was fun.. and sry for nt paragraphing but my fingers are just moving on auto... den later sang bday song and ate cake, den play go home game.. we w8 to go home lol...

finally a paragraph.. Dis is for past events, tt i was too lazy to post.. actually, its quite short.. Rozi called my parents like a few days ago.. For results, cus I failed 2.. I expected to fail physics since i nv shade my OAS.. So.. true to my expectation, i failed it.. And teachers had to call students parents if they fail 2 or more subj.. But rozi tt lamer called my parents and tell results den started saying i was snobbish O.o... Erm.. Huh?? ME?? If she said egoistic/ arrogant I will agree wif her.. But SNOBBISH??!! -.-.. She say i refuse to talk to my classmates cus their parents are taxi drivers -.-.. Erm.. I dun care abt social standing when i talk to pple... Its just tt I am anti social.. And the onli rich fren i haf is tay yi.. tts all.. So, in the end, my father i think got bad impression of her.. WHee!!! I nv liked her, hhahaha... And i told my classmates the nxt day and they were like ROFL!! and i also told glenn they all lar.. who probably know me best.. and they were -.-.. Sho funniez... HAiz.. But I am sooo egoistic.. mus curb it!! I cant stand losing to anyone.. I might nt show it, but actually i feel v bu shuang inside.. Hehe, now glenn gonna know tt i v bu shuang when i lose to him in DotA.. HAHAHA... but nvm... i dun care.. oh yar, glenn dun read blogs!! hahahahah.. lame... ok, end... thks for reading up to here wif my poor paragraphing..

I feel like I am gonna die.. Haiz.. Nothing to do at home, my results sucked, my parents dun wanna buy new game for me.. Haiz.. Hopefully they will still allow, since I am persuading them to now.. There are just so many things weighing my mind down now, and i dunno when to begin solving them.. Everything I do seems so screwed.. Like DotA.. Used to be able to own even if playing alone.. Just now played a game wif DK and I think i played until like average bnet player.. That is not enuff.. I MUST go WAY beyond that if I even wan to make a difference to the team. Rite now, it seems like Glenn is the gamemaker..

My heart and mind seems soooo divided.. I tried getting over you, but I just can't. And its making me soo tired I just want to lay down to rest.. What to do. I feel so lost.. I never felt this much despair since January.. Haiz.. Rite now I play games wif the sian sian attitude.. May be partly the reason I playing so crappily now.. At least WP coming back tmr.. Can FINALLY talk to him again.. OK, I am NOT gay and I am certainly NOT addicted to him. Its just that I can sort of confide in him. Not my other frens. I cld share it wif a girl, but I think.. Nah, I too shy.. Although Most of my problems are already stated here.. I need 2 heal my spirit but there is no moonwell or Fountain of Health in my house.. Even sports does not interest me anymore.. Usually I wld eagerly join my clan in playing badminton but now I always get the strong urge to say no when they ask me..

Could all this be an illusion? Or isit because I am PURPOSELY feeling this.. Or my results are so CRAP that I start to lose faith in myself. I know some pple will advice me to place my faith in Him, but how.. When u are truly in despair, u just wanna end your life. But I still feel there is much more to life than what it is now. School helps me abit, since I can get away from my computer that seems to be draining the life out of me and I get to socialize wif my frens.. And I still feel I am anti-social. Outside of my fren circle I never talk to anyone else unless they talk to me.. Rite now, I onli talk to my clan members by choice.. Or when I am SO bored that I anyhow strike a conversation wif my classmates.. Even so, I still feel empty. I am an empty vessel that needs filling..

The onli result I am satisfied wif is my MT.. Surprising.. MT was my weakest subject, contrary to what my frens believe.. I just speak chi on the fone, at home I still use EL.. My lit.. I thot I cld get A1.. But I guess.. Nope.. So I am sooo disatisfied wif my Lit.. My poem sabo me.. But then again, Osgodby is the one marking it and hes so strict.. At least his comment on one of my point was Gd.. So it gave me the confidence that i can do better.. Its these little things that instil determination into a student.. How i wish I got Osgodby as my lit teacher, nt that I dun like Ms Ong.. Its just taht I feel she does nt like me.. Maybe i am just too sensitive.. Thinking abt it.. I feel so hated.. Rozi Hates me.. although that one i cant care less.. She is just so.. childish and unreasonable. She is the first teacher who whines when sth goes wrong.. and her incessant whining is SO irritating.. She does not know how to solve her own problems and expects us to solve it for her. Hello, we are paying u ur salary.. Why shud we be helping u solve ur problem..

Well.. Tahts all I guess.. Adios Amigos..

-------------------Despair is a hole in your heart that drains your life fluids--------------------

Ai.. Blogger gort a weird problem.. Sigh.. Just posting to document a REALLY stupid and FUNNIE thing that happened today.. As i think most pple know, today is our Physics paper.. Got 2 stupid things happen.. First thing, I was late for the exam, wif my class though, den when i went into the hall, my fren reminded me to bring calculator.. Which, i didnt bring down, so I ran all the way up and ran down again, but already like so late and I missed most of e instructions.. Then I dun care lar, just start doing paper.. MCQ was ez, paper 2 is ok ok.. I dislike paper 2 cus got so much drawings then waste my time drawing.... Haiz.. Managed to finish paper 2 den teacher say times up and i thought, just in time!! Den Mr Lim ask us check ur OAS and MAKE sure u got ur class in the centre no. So i checked and den wrote my class.. ANd then, I REALISED I NEVER SHADE THE WHOLE THING!!! IT WAS TOTALLY CLEAN!!! Den I stun liao, and the teacher was walking arnd collecting the scripts and I was like OH NO!! WAD TO DO??!! 30 MARKS!!!! Haiz.. Den she came and i just handed in the blank OAS plus my paper 2, and she nv like noticed it was blank... Den after that, I laughed.. Call me crazy but I just started laughing.. It was REALLY a stupid thing to do and I was like laughing and telling my fren that i NEVER shade OAS.. And they nv believe me.. Haiz... I resolve to fail my EOY physics liao.. Although might still be able to get a borderline pass.. Haiz.. At least I learnt my lesson, nxt time do MCQ, shade it IMMEDIATELY and not write down answer on paper.. Haiz.. Been doing that since P1 until dis yr mid yr... And nothing went wrong.. Luckily it happened in EOY dis yr and NOT O level nxt yr.. Thank God.. Always look on the bright side :D.. Lucky dis happened now and not nxt time.. So I wasnt rly that unhappy although at first I was.. Since i could haf gotten an A2 or even A1.. Sigh.. But neways, thank God for making me realise my mistake earlier..

Bought Maksim's new album A New World and the songs are realliy nice.. I think I wanna learn how to play Nostradamus.. Haha, but saw the score liao, very disheartening...

Haha, today is such a crazy day.. Choir we sang mid part for shinjiru and when all parts put 2gether, it was a total mess!! HAHA!! oh.. Forgot to mention, glenn almost hit xiao bai wif water frm his water bottle today.. Missed by a 1 second.. He dropped water frm 4th lvl and xiao bai ran under, and just nice made pass it!! Lol...

After choir went Mac.. Haha, all of us bought a meal and sat and eat.. Den later Grace, Hui Yang, Wen Ying and Yi Yao came in, den Meh coup my fries!! GAH!!! Actually, saw her but i thot she took Dex's fries until dex told me she took mine!! Eek.. Today Sun so bright, light up all our faces and we cldnt c each other, like theres a halo around and den our faces are blackened.. Hehe.. While eating, dunno wad started the topic, but we started a totally brainless discussion.. Ooo.. Wz just suddenly said that last wk while playing DotA, I commented on his rogueknight and said that he was mastibating on top of the cliff.. Haha.. Cus his char was moving up and down at the torso.. Hehe, den glenn panned his view to him and agreed :D... Den later wz lame lar, both of us chasing enemy den he say i poking his butt.. Haha... No choice mah, I phantom lancer leh, my lance too long liaooo.. Pain anot??

Glenn also chipped in :D.. Didnt know how perverse Glenn was until today!! He keep saying Pudge is the best rapist.. Everytime hook pple den pull them den rape them... Rape actually is game term for owning the enemy, just that glenn playing wif the stupid pun.. haha.. Worst thing was Pudge makes this "Arrgh Fresh meat" sound when he uses the ult which is chowing down on the enemy?? Haha... Den later progressed on to items -.-... Our lame discussion resumed, actually discussed dis last time liao.. Like if items can be brought into real life, wad items wld we want.. hint Hint.. Wz wants Guinsoo!! Hehe.. Acronym?? Wad he hinting?? Hehe..

Wz lame, suddenly piped in that clarity potion is condom.. -.-.. Since when does clarity pot link wif condom?? Must be that liquid inside!! Haha... Den glenn lame also, Say "Then sapphire water is cap".... Bwaahhaha.. Its more like he being sarcastic.. Den Double Damage rune is Wet Dream cus u c waterlike thingy above ur head when u take it.. Hehe, think "wet" and "dream".. Get it?? No?? Den u are v pure :D... OoO.. Just rmb, then continued cus we on topic of DotA.. So i yuen abit, say sometimes when i gonna get kill that time, suddenly got pop up advert for Viagra, taht says "Make Your Sex Life Better".. HAHAHAH... Annoying yet funnie.. My com is sooo infected.. :D... Den later excitement lvl dropped.. Hope during our brainless discussion we werent too loud.. Haha..

After that me n wp tried to change "Welcome to my Life" song... Haha... Den me n dex sang happy bday song for wp since its his birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN PU!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOTS!!! U ARE 15!!!!

Den we keep stopping cus I feel so embarrased.. I nt used to do this kind of thing.. NEways, onli me n dex singing, so pple staring at us.. Den Glenn and wz exaggerate by standing up and den say dun know us and run out of Mac.. HAHA... Wonder if pple knows my bdae?? T_T.. So long nv have bday partee ler.. Last time was pri 6.. I also nv celebrate my bdae ler.. Haiz... Lala.. Dex throw bday party!! Then went home and.... Case close.. A fun filled day ended like that :D.. I like my new seat :D.. SO ez to go out of class and can c wad going on outside of classz.. haha...