Proved derek wrong by not blogging abt HP7 after I read it!! Haha, Anyways, ppl should go watch THE SIMPSONS MOVIE!!! It's like many spoofs thrown into one movie. You will certainly recognize a go at Al Gore, Green Day, TItanic to name a few. And also WHO'S THAT NAKED BOY SKATING THROUGH TOWN?! Haha, that was classic man...

Oooooooook. Today went to play street soccer wif my classmates. Current classmates. Ah, ok lar, I think, cept i got 2 injuries on my right leg. First one was due to *****. I kicked the ball, he kicked my right leg. Don't know what kind of injury I sustained, but it's so damn painful I can't walk properly. Soooo.. I just sat in front of my comp after I got home. Annnd, the second one not so bad la, just broke my toe nail cos I hit the ball on it. Man, I couldn't go for CIP today because of my injury. Toenail broke nvm one, since it happens to me everytime i play soccer. But the muscle one is pissing me off. I can't even stand without wincing at the pain. Game. My mom suggested going for X-ray, but I'm too lazy to go to the hospital. If tomorrow the pain is better I will go for my 04 class outing. But if it gets worse or stays the same, its staying at home again... I think 1 wk without PE liao.... SIgh... Maybe pon school on monday also, if the pain worsens, use monday go hospital haha. Annnd, prob gonna pang seh lionel on wednesday again for squash training.

Sigh, so much to do so little time... July flew past just like that. Need to shift to gear 2 for my revision already. Got 1 year of work that needs revising haha.

My first post for July!!!! WOOTS!!! Just felt too bored to blog nowadays (weird, since if I'm bored I should blog!)

Well, then, I shall start with the class CIP. Basically, we went to this children's home, which looks like a rich children's home. Plus, it was situated in prime area. Wooo... Ok, so our jobs? Nope, nothing to do with the children (irony right?), instead, we were to WEED their garden. Woah. Sweet. Well, we were split into 2 groups, one in charge of the entrance, the other the vegetable plot. Hehe, me glenn gx lionel jonathan and tian ge were the vege plot ppl. Tiange left us half-way, so we had to make do with 5 ppl. But Tiange left a legacy. More on that later. Suffice to say, digging holes in the soil with spades to remove the weed roots was fun. For 30-45 minutes maybe. After that, it gets repetitive. Dig, Pull, Toss, Rinse and Repeat. There is some weird satisfaction derived when we see the vegetable plot barren. Yes, after removing the weeds, it becomes barren. However, there is also some (understatement) irritation when we realised we could not eliminate ALL the weeds, they were NEVERENDING! Now, back to the legacy Tian Ge left us. It was............ Drum roll....... A hoe. Not mrs hoe or her 2 gymnast sons. But a gardening hoe. So, what's a hoe used for you may ask. Well, its a WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION MWAHAHAHAHA. to weeds that is. Gardening 101, if you get pissed with green stuffs, destroy them by smashing them and tossing the soil and basically rip them to shreds. Now, that is the hoe's job. Private Glenn was charged with carrying the Big Daddy of all spades, the massive what, 5-10 kilos hoe? Well, what happened next was gory. Down went the hoe into the soil. A clean cut. No devastation yet, save for the weeds that happened to be in the way. Like how crocodiles do the death roll, well not rly a roll in this case, more like a drag or pull. Whatever. After getting the hoe into the soil, the next step was to haul it towards yourself, pulling up any weeds and stones and what have you. Then, we bent down and cleared the corpses of the weeds. It was fun doing this, but after awhile, it got boring again. SO, we got abit slacky. We just hoed the ground, flipped the soil, and buried the weeds. Neat. And so our vege plot was WEEDED.

Hehe, now we proceed to the entrance. Here's where the mass destruction begins. We weren't briefed on what to remove, and what not to. Sooooo, we were a couple of greenhorns. That isn't so bad, not until you see one greenhorn, private glenn, with the Weapon of Mass Destruction aka the Hoe. LET ER RIP!!!! well, not exactly, we were pretty docile at first, inspecting the battlefield and what the others had wrought. Our astute analysis was that things were proceeding too slowly. Hence, we got down to work in Operation "Anything that is green is gone". Our first mistake, we destroyed one shrub with flowers. I would have to claim responsibility on that, since I was the one who suggested pulling the whole thing out. But, I didn't see the flowers. The flowers were like what, 2 mm in diameter? Besides, that shrub was bear. The first casualty in the war. soooo, the girls made alot of noise about us pulling out that shrub, so we just stuck to pulling out miserable weeds. And grass. Den, one of them complained that a tree was irritating her because it stuck out like a sore thumb and keeps poking her. I took a look at that tree, and once again, deduced the tree was dead. How I know? THere weren't any leaves and the branch was grey. So, we pulled it out, root and all. We pulled.... and pulled... and pulled.. and pulled... and pulled... AND finally the roots all came out. It was SOOOO LONG!!! And it coiled up like a spring. Once again, the girls made alot of noise and insisted it was living. Amazing. So now we are "traumatised" by our insensitive destruction, so we headed for greener pastures. Time to WRECK HAVOC!! Again, the hoe does its job perfectly, destroying everything there, even a maggot. Not exactly, but glenn nearly cleaved the maggot into 2. He did dent it of course. Which is weird, since the maggot isnt made of metal so how can it get dented? Well, it sure looked dented, its body was like seperated into 2 halves with a depression in the middle, and it looked like it was squirming. Everyone gathered round. GX suggested euthanasia, putting it out of its misery. And so he held the spade above the maggot like the sword of damocles. Due to vehement protests, GX decided to spare the worm. What we did next was utterly stupid. We transported the maggot to another spot under a nice tree. Well, needless to say, the defenceless maggot became bird food. After we joined in the fray, things proceeded much faster :), thanks to mindless hoeing. At 5, everything was finished. We took a step back and admired our job. I can't decide which looks better. Before Hurricane 1SB2 got to it, or after. Before, it was one soothing patch of green. After, it was an accurate representitive of a wasteland, dotted with some shrubs left standing after the Hurricane uprooted anything green and isn't above ankle height. Brown patches of soil stood out. At least they can plant new stuffs now.

After our backbreaking labour, we went to adam road food court or sth like that to eat. There is this famous Nasi Lemak store there that glenn n lionel kept raving about. However, being a food critic, I was skeptical. I ordered what they had and bit into the food that was supposedly so good the Sultan came to eat it. My conclusion is that it was ordinary. Not disgusting or inedible but certainly not fantastic. Definitely not worth my travel time to eat it. On a side note, I preferred the Starfruit juice that I ordered. After having our dinner, we went to island dreaming I think to eat ice cream. Most of my classmates were crazy about the chocolate and were trying to snatch it, I on the other hand found pleasure in the teh tarik flavour haha. I felt it was much more soothing to the tongue and didnt taste as thick. After eating we settled down for a bit of photo taking and some games. Lionel and glenn played DJMax2 while the rest of us played Bluff. I won of course, being a natural conman.

Thus end our class CIP day. Next week we're expected back at the children's home, though I'm unsure what we're going to do. No more weeding I hope, and they probably hope no more weeding too haha.

Gone with the sands of time like
Roses withering in the winter
And the passing of Earth's fair creatures.
Crazy though it may seem
Especially if you pause to think
Why would a confession be so blatant
And naked for all eyes to see?
Nay, confessions are private and meant for
God's ears alone and no other so
Hither-to I shall stop
Unless my hand bid me not?
Insanity, I should think for
Much like the waves words can't be stopped
Irrational though it may be,
Not if you open your eyes and see for
Much a tale unfolds before thee
Yet most are too blind to notice,
Or hear nor decipher.
Nevertheless things are obvious
Lest thee still can't see over
Yonder words and incoherent sentences the meaning
Lashing out like a devil's whip?
O' me, O' humanity
View poisoned by lies and
Erroneous judgement.

She's always on my mind, from the time I wake up til I close my eyes. Though she's so far away, it just keeps getting stronger, everyday, and even now she's gone, I'm still holding on... So tell me where do I start, cause its breaking my heart. Don't wanna let her go...

My friends keep telling me, that if you really love her, you've gotta set her free. And if she returns in kind, I'll know she's mine. But tell me where do I start, cause its breaking my heart. Don't wanna let her go.

Why I live in despair? Wide awake or dreaming I know she's never there. And all the time I act so brave I'm shaking inside. Why does it hurt me so..?

Maybe my love will come back someday... Only Heaven knows...









Only Heaven knows..............................





Sigh, another bout of EMO-NESS is back.... Rite.. During my MYE somemore...

Thought of 2 lame quotes.
1) When the going gets tough, the smart steps aside and let the idiots do the work.
2) Intelligence is not the capacity to do things, rather, it is the capacity to NOT do things and get credit for it.

And... A new species of dinosaur has been found. It's called the Muggersaurus Hex, from the same family as the most well-known dinosaur ever, Tyrannosaurus Rex. This dinosaur is the first organism to wear glasses, and is said to be the smartest dinosaur that ever walked this earth. The Muggersaurus is not a herbivore, omnivore, or a carnivore. It is the most peculiar organism discovered. It eats books to maintain it's vital processes. A term for book-eating has not been coined, but I guess its called a bookivore? or maybe paperivore? Well then, a goat would most certainly belong in it too! Anyways, the Muggersaurus is also the first species of animals to be able to speak. Yes SPEAK! They can TALK to each other and actually plans what they would do. The Muggersaurus is a peaceful dinosaur, unlike the Tyrannosaurus, although they are both from the same family. However, the Muggersaurus becomes aggressive when it feels threatened. However, it is not threatened in the sense we think. Instead, it feels threatened when there is ignorance. When it asks a question and another muggersaurus can't answer, a fight would break out among them. And the fight isnt pretty. THey hurl facts at each other and try to outsmart each other! One fight can last a couple of hours! The mating ceremony is even better. During the mating season, males would compete against each other for females. The method? You guessed it, its a tri-book-a-thon. They first compete in intelligence, same way they handle a fight. Next, they would compete speed reading. They were to read 10 books in the shortest amount of time and must answer questions pertaining to the books correctly. Lastly, they would have a debate, the winner would be decided by the female. This method of choosing a mate is tedious and can take up to 6 months! It's no wonder that this species do not thrive at all. In fact, scientists speculate that they have harder time breeding than a panda! Now, after FINALLY choosing a mate, they would, of course, mate! And, well, humans get each other aroused by kissing, stripping, wearing sexy clothes, whatever. The muggersaurus is totally different! They would spend days, or even weeks just reading and reading until they get aroused. Then, they would mate. Muggersaurus are born with glasses and they can read the moment they are born. In fact, the parents never needs to look after the young, they are completely independent. What puzzles scientists most now, is that how did this species of dinosaur came about? And if there is such a highly intelligent species before humans, are there any more unknown animals with high intelligence quotient that we still do not know of? With the advent of this new dinosaur, a new theory of the Great Extinction has surfaced. Could the muggersaurus be so smart that they developed nuclear technology and start of a war that led to the deaths of the entire dinosaur race? Or maybe something more advanced than nuclear technology, something more sinister, like the ability to create black holes. We may never know how far the muggersaurus got.

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今天终于开始读书，准备即将来临的考试。早上一起床，我先玩电脑游戏，接着便开始温习功课。我勤奋地读书，从十二点到四点。由于觉得闷了，我和我的妹妹编导游泳池游几圈。我现在非常担心我能够在考试中考到好成绩吗。我现在已经在加拿大，这里的麦当劳的食物非常便宜，分量又大。这里四处都是高山，山顶都有雪，景色非常美丽。旅店的床也非常舒服，我躺下就想睡。后天我就要上路了，爸爸要带我们到 "Whistler" 去滑雪。

最近我一直有点赛鼻，使我觉得不舒服，吃了药也没有效果。最近我也常常到 www.ign.com 读那里的文章。今年即将出很多电脑游戏，而且都看起来非常好玩。我认为自己非常贪心，因为我想买全部。今年是高中一，不能随随便便对待功课，所以我不能疯狂地玩，真扫兴。我正在劝我的父母移民到美国，因为我比较喜欢美国。这里能滑雪，有四季，地方也非常美丽。而且这里的屋子大，价钱也便宜，车也很便宜，生活费也不比新加坡贵。我也要在这里读大学，希望能进 Stanford University 或 Princeton University。如果我想进这些大学，我就要非常用功。想了就头痛。

Another thing that drives me crazy is TYPING CHINESE!!! Gosh, its irritating. ANyways, nothing much happened, besides me starting my Mid-year revision. Ate at Olive Garden today for dinner. Man, the waitress serving my family was BEAUTIFUL! She's also very cheerful and friendly, haha, chatted abit. My mom was like "wanna take photo with her?" Woah, then must tip more haha. But we did not in the end, would be kind of weird.

Heading up to whistler soon, where I can finally start skiing. Tomorrow is another study day. Sad. Feel like watching GHost Rider on TV. ANyway, I so miss her. Ok, i have no idea what to post. Oh, I am currently working on persuading my dad to emmigrate to the US.

Finally gonna start on my chi assignment. Ok, for those of you who want to be spared the torture of reading chinese, skip to the bottom for the english version. Photoes will be in the EL version too.

1)
我到美国已经有十天了。我去的第一个地方就是夏威夷。那里的气候和新加坡很相像。唯一不同的就是那里风吹很凉，又靠近海，所以比新加坡好多了。但我也很不幸，因为第一天就生病了。结果我不能出门，呆在旅馆里。第二天我觉得好一点，便到海边看海浪。夏威夷的海浪非常猛，不小心就会被它冲进海里。在海边玩够后，爸爸便带我们到市区里，因为他必须参加一个研讨会。我在市区带了三天，在那三天里，每天不是买东西就是吃东西。在夏威夷的最后的晚上，爸爸的同事请我们到日本餐厅吃晚餐。那个餐厅的食物很好吃，而且是自助晚餐。

现在我不喜欢搭飞机，尤其是晚班飞机，因为虽然我会觉得累，但却不能睡。我现在了解为什么医生说感冒就最好不要搭飞机。我感冒是搭飞机，结果当它降落时，我的头感到很痛，仿佛被铁锤打到。现在我正在西雅图。我到了"Mount Rainier", 它是个非常高的山，山顶有雪，非常美丽。在那儿有野生动物园，我们能搭车进去，看那些动物在他们的自然环境里生活。

明天我就要上路了，爸爸要带我们到加拿大，到了那儿，我便能滑雪！我心里非常兴奋，很期待去滑雪。滑下山的感觉非常刺激，因此我被它息影住了。今天就写到这里。

Wow, that was TORTUROUS. Ok, finally the EL version..

Firstly, I was taking the Northwest airline, NO SIA *sob sob*. We flew to Tokyo's Narita airport first. It took approximately 7 hours. It was HORRIBLE. I stayed up the previous night until 2 AM before turning in and waking up at 3 AM. THe flight was at 6 AM. Ok, I have a problem sleeping on the plane, and that whole 7 hours I wasn't able to sleep and suffering the whole flight. Ah well, to ease the suffering, I decided to watch some movies. I watched Romeo & Juliet. It's a modern remake of Shakespeare's tragedy. It's absolutely fantastic and funny because although it is in modern time, the dialogue is kept as shakespeare wrote it. Then, transit at Narita airport, 6 HOURS!!! DotZ...



That's me SLEEPING at the Narita airport.



Woo, the waves. They were more than 1.6M high. How I know? It was taller than my sister.



We were being childish by playing catching with the waves.



Just for you to imagine the height of the waves. And this was taken another day, where the waves were calmer, but they still make east coast waves look lame. W8, it already IS lame without comparing. Ha.



Ate at this Jap restaurant in Honolulu. If you ever come to Honolulu, you gotta try this restaurant. The food is GREAT.

After Hawaii we flew to Seattle on Northwest airline again. Once again, another terrible plane ride bcos it is at night. Nxt day went to this safari. We took a tram ride through it, and got real close to the animals, though we were seperated bcos of the tram.



Haha, this bison is trying to lick its butt.



These are male elks, and their horns are REALLY HuGE! And heavy, it can weigh more than 200 pounds.



This poor big horn sheep knocked off one of its horn.

Lala, going Whistler tmr, where I can go skiing. WOOHOO!!!! Feeling rly excited now.

Saw what dex n TY wrote in their blogs abt the sorting hat. Ok, I shall do one too ;).

GLenn- He would be in...... JELAPANG!! Why? Cos his house there wad..
WP- He would be in..... JELAPANG TOO!! Same reason
Dex- BANGKIT!!! Cos.. Haha, you know why..
TY- YEWTEEAN!!! XD XD... Ok, SAME REASON MUHAHAHA..
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The list goes on. See, mine more interesting :).

Okok, now seriously I shall sort them.
(P.S. I am using a "sorting hat". DRAW LOTS HAHA! Cause I dono wad each house suppose to be). Unless otherwise specified, the reasons I sort ppl are below. And also, you can sort ppl urself too!

Breakdown of houses:
Gryffindor: For ppl wif names that start with "G" or winners, unless I dun feel like putting them there muhaha (This rule applies for all houses)
SLytherin: FOr ppl wif names that start with "S" or are EVIL.
Hufflepuff: FOr ppl wif names that start with "H" or are LOSERS. Wanna know why? Cause they ALWAYS lose the housecup.
Ravenclaw: For ppl wif names that start with "R" or are not in the other 3 houses or are related to Cedric Diggory.

Glenn: Gryffindor (Winner house man)
WWP: Hufflepuff (NAH NAH, I dun wanna put u in slytherin XD)
Dex: Slytherin (For putting me in hufflepuff, pfft)
TY: Slytherin (Rly evil stuffs he say)
WZ: Slytherin (SO he can be wif TY and dex, i so nice rite?)
Lionel: Ravenclaw (Er, I have no idea why..)
GX: Ravenclaw (Cause he and lionel are so chummy)
No fun just sorting guys rite? I shall sort girls too! OH CRAP, WP is under guys XD.
Grace Y.: Gryffindor (Yep, name starts with G.)
Grace W.: Gryffindor (lalala)
Sandy: Slytherin
Siewling: Slytherin
Jolene: Ravenclaw
Michele C.: Hufflepuff (I shall be nice to WP XD...)

Ok, I'm bored of sorting. The only houses that ppl shud be sorted into are Nuthouses. And the cleaner just came to clean the room so I nneed to go out..

P.S. Photoes coming soon as soon as I hijack my father's computer... ANd no, i wasn't camwhoring, i'm just flashing at mother nature HAHA!!! get it? FLASHING? XD XD. Man, I wanna surf..... be a surfer dude...

Wow, it's so unlike me to not post for so long.

Am I mean? Am I heartless? I should be, since she stole my heart.

Had an argument with my neighbour yesterday. My sis and I were going over to inform him that keeping 3 rabbits in a small cage is inhumane and its animal cruelty. Well, as expected, he went on a defense and kept trying to save face. He said something that pissed me off. "They are just animals, you cannot compare them with humans!" Lets just say that if my sister had not restrained me he would end up crying as he lose an argument with someone 3 times younger than him. Anyway, I was in a murderous mood after that yesterday. It's ppl like this that kira should kill. I wish I have absolute power and can kill people like him. That encounter affirms my belief that humans are incorrigible. They are one dastardly race that stops at nothing short of destruction. I hope when I grow up, I'll not be one with this nonsensical society full of bullshit. Anyways, I wanna take criminal psychology nxt time, so I can turn humans on each other. Sounds like fun isn't it? Make others do your dirty work.

Don't think it helps that she keeps getting more and more beautiful the more I look at her. Maybe what my teacher say is correct. Females become beauties when they reach 18 years old. Is there really such a magical change?

Last thursday went to watch Phantom of the Opera. It's a rly great musical, and I am totally amazed at the vocals. Haha, went there with my 2 cousins and sister. I pity the phantom. All he wants is to be loved, and others have rejected him and treated him as a freak since young.

Sigh, I dono wad to post...

Ok, blogger coding for posts are screwed... It feels so weird to be typing in this white box now..

"If you lose a moment, you might lose alot" I totally agree wif that quote..

School is quite hectic now, and yet, I feel I'm the only one not participating in all the buzz. All the SYFs bla bla bla, homework, tutorials, studies, Rock AC, Passion AC, bla bla bla, and I'm not at all enthralled by all this hype.

Anyway, I feel I'm very misunderstood.. Why? Hmm.. Lets just leave it at my pw group had its first conflict. And I unwillingly caused it, though the person who started arguing wasn't me, and I was even-tempered throughout (Sth amazing!). Normally I wld have been rly pissed, but Glenn was saying some rly silly stuffs in another conversation, so I cldnt get pissed.

Thought of sth evil to do during lecture. Next time I see anyone beside me crossing their legs, I would give the area beneath their kneecaps a sharp tap, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. HAHAHAHA!!!

I'm so not myself lately.. i dono wad to post, nowadays totally no drive to post.. I've begun reading the children's bible that has sat on my bookshelf for so long.. Reached the New Testament already. Kk, dono wad else to post.. Think I'll try to write a song soon..

Sigh, TY ask me to post so I post, but I rly nth to post leh, how how??

Ok, lemme just start slowly. First up, PW. Errr, well, my group is fast and has ALMOST finished the GPP. Guess who contributed the ALMOST? If you guessed me, den u just won $1 mil!!!! Haha, typical bpian slacker :). Ahh Stresss!!! Nxt WK got chem test and the week after Phy and the following wk Maths! NO!!! not to forget my Independent study for GP is due wk 9 and Phy one is dono when.

I wish the pace of life can slow down..

Well, now I can talk abt Sports Day I guessed. I can summarize it into a word, time-wasting. Well, not entirely, I ended up doing my chem summary and talking. Eh, n those ppl wif competitions coming up can pon Sports Day, so unfair. I mean, even SGC can pon.. OH WOW! Ah, now the good thing abt Sports Day, FREE MILO!!!!

Ok, since I have nth much else to post abt, I shall make this post longer by telling you ppl who read my blog who glenn likes. The person glenn likes, is, according to him, "Smart, witty, Unfallable, and angelic." That person is......... Glenn himself! HAHAHAHAHA! Of course he wun tell me who he likes laa, only hints here n there... And hints also not say hints.. Bleah, nvm, I dun care.

See, I just made this post 1 paragraph longer. Kk, Maybe I shall post EMO stuffs, cos lidat can lengthen it somemore. Or not.

Now i realise its bad to post just cos ppl ask u to post. Cos u rly have no content. "Even the best fall down sometimes." Anyways, I think I'm changing my blogsong soon. Oh, and Guild Wars 2 is coming out. GW2 :):). *winks* *grins*. So who wanna play it tgt wif me? Perhaps Derek? Oh ya, Derek, you say you would consider Guild Wars :):). Since its FREE online play.

After watching Monster, I'm pretty convinced everyone has dual personalities. One is your standard one while the other is a MONSTER. And ya, if you seen my nick, the monster within me is a flirt. It's starting to come out more and more regularly and I just feel so disgusted with myself. Back when I was in BP it wasn't that bad, but now.. Sigh.. I think I rly need to cause hurt to myself each time I sense the monster emerging. Not that I'm masochistic or anything, but it's rly freaking me out.

WP and I discussed last wk that we should go back to BP during some special day like Teachers day and we should perform for the school. Sounds alot like fun but sounds rly scary too.

I'm living in paranoia.

I rly need the long June break now. At least I have sth to look forward to, a nice trip to Hawaii, then to Seattle Silicon Valley, then off to Vancouver, before coming back to Singapore. BUt bcos of the BLASTED term exams I must bring school work over to study. Sigh.. 4 Wks holiday is still the best though ha. I wonder if like 20 years frm now and I read this blog what kind of feeling would I get. Nostalgia? Grief? Or just like some stranger looking into a house. Who knows. Just as how one will never know when one might meet his/her only one. Also, you will never know whether that person will accept/reject you. You also wun know if that person you met is the right one, you may have guessed wrongly. I'm not saying this cos I've gotten over her or I have another target in mind. In fact, I still do not have another target (and when ur in AC that's rly a problem). Something I look forward in my JC days is to see Glenn stead wif someone. Haha, it would indeed be surprising (no offense), and though it would mean he would be always away frm me (Ok, that sounds gay), but I dun rly care. It would just be nice to have someone around me who SUCCEEDS. Bleah, I bet I would be SUPER KAY-POH. haha. Hmm, esp if that someone wld be *Ahem ahem* (Haha, Glenn knows wad was censored). Lol, rly looking forward to that day loh, hahaha. Den again, I'm also rly afraid of the day where the BPian gang of 1SB2 all got steads and I'm the only one left out. Then it's back to my anti-social days.... Then again, I will never know when the monster would permanently take over me, but if I manage to force it back into the abyss I would be anti-social again. I bet when I got my ISC in the DISC test my other personality was dominant. And this makes me wonder, is my current personality gay? And yet it balances out cos the other one is much more interested in girls? So would it mean if I banish my other personality I would bcome gay? It's like co-dominance. Pfft, I dun wanna think so much. Anyway, grace yeoh has this test which I saw on my friendster. I did it without writing it down but I'm roughly 30% guy and 10% girl. The remainding 60% is sexless I presume? Lol.

When ppl say "Lol" do they mean it? It's so spammed that it seems like an expression of uneasiness. Sometimes I rly detest using "Lol", but everytime I feel uneasy I end up typing it instinctively. Ok, I rly can't think anymore, I need rest, lotsa rest. Not bad, I managed to write sufficient length.

Just changed my blog song to the OP of Monster.

Noooo! I'm on ep 70!! SADDED!! LEFT 4 more EPS!!! Sigh.. GOod things dun last...

Anyway, I changed it cos it describes the darkness I feel in my heart now.......

Psycho... It's so philosophical... We shud do it for GP, under media and education..

After watching it, I start feeling like reading picture books....

"The Nameless Monster", Emil Scherbe.. Does that bk exist?

Crunch crunch! Munch munch! Gobble gobble! Gulp.

Johann... I wish I can be like him... Johann Liebert...

Obsessed wif that show now.. I like shows like that, makes me think alot.. Tanoshi!!

This post is as disorganized as my mind is now wif moments of blanks cos of the frequent blankouts my mind get.

I'm sry if this post sounds nonsensical, but if u watch that show, then you will get what I am saying.

Remember, there is a monster in all of our hearts. One day, it will cry;

Look at me! Look at me! Look at how large the monster inside me has grown!
Crunch Crunch! Munch Munch! Gobble Gobble! Gulp.

Muhahha, spmaming of posts... KK, u can totally, and I mean TOTALLY ignore this post. Thank you..

Emotion Test

1. Which is your favorite color out
of: red, black, blue, green or yellow?
- Green

2. Your first initial?
- L

3. Your month of birth?
- October

4. Which color do you like more, black
or white?
- Black

5. Name of a person of the same sex as
yours:
- Glenn

6. Your favorite number?
- 4

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?:
- Driving

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
more?
- Lake

9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one).
- Her

Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black - You are conservative and
aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person
and
give good advice to those who are down.

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and
friendships in
your
life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum &
your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you
and
you will discover that you fall in
love with
someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long
but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year
and will
experience a major life-changing
experience for
the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be
great, but
eventually you will find your soul
mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a
different
direction, it will seem hard at the
time but
will be the best thing for you, and
you will be
glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.


6. This is how many close friends you
have in your lifetime.


7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure
Driving: You are a laid back person.


8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends
and your
lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to
please people.

9. This wish will come true only if
you repost
this with "Emotion Test" as the
subject

KK, all gotten frm TY's blog, I'm off to do sth else now...

type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and dont go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends

1. Cigarettes: Stuff for losers
2. Sex: MaLE
3. Relationships: Bad
4.Your Last Ex: Blanked out
5. Power Rangers: Comedy
6. Crash: Car crash
7. Food: YUMMY
8. The Prime Minister: Overpaid person
9. War: Exciting
10. Cars: Beautiful
11. Petrol Prices: Numbers
12. Halloween: COSTUME PARTY!!
13. Stars: Wishes
14. Religion: Christianity
15. MySpace: Useless thingo
16. Chocolates : Tasty
17. Marriage: Impossible
18. Paris Hilton: Dumb blondes
19. Brunettes: Attractive
20. Redhead: Hair on fire
21. Politics: Nonsensical
22. Pass the Time: Huh?
23. One Night Stands: Disgusting
24. Mobile Phones: Essential to people
25. Pet Peeves: Harry Potter
26. Pixie Stix: Heroes 3
27. Vanilla Ice Cream: Yummmm
28. Potties: Smelly
29. High School: FUN!!
30. Pyjamas: Blanked out
31. Wood: Deforestation
32. Wet Socks: Icky
33. Alcohol: Sth I feel like drinkin
34. The word u HATE : LOVE
35. Your best friends: My doggy
36. Money: Nice to have, not essential to horde
37. Heartache: Grace
38. Love: Is painful
39. Time: Clock
40. Divorce: Stephen Lynch's Lullaby

Sigh, I'm so addicted. Severe Addiction to 1 thing and moderate addiction to 2. Severely addicted to her and moderately addicted to WoW and Monster.

Highly reccomend people to watch MONSTER! It's rly nice and its not a digimon show. Its sth like Deathnote but alot darker and not so funny and alot more serious and deals wif loads of philosophies. It's good to watch it for GP-ers. Kk, I shall gif a bit of a synopsis. The title of the show is not a literal meaning but its abt the monster inside humans. there are 3 main characters inside, twins and a doctor. one twin wants to kill the other who is a psychopath killer. The doctor saved the psychopath killer and now wants to kill him (Kinda like frankenstein). However, the doctor is being accused of murder commited by the psychopath. Yep, so the 74 episode anime is abt this as the doctor traces the origins of the psychopath and wad made him that way. The setting is in post-war germany. Of course the show is alot deeper than wad I made it sound like, and there are mass murders :):).. Nice man.. For those interested, it can be found at www.crunchyroll.com. You must sign up before ur able to watch it though. It has all 74 eps. Woohoo, I'm on 12 and lovin every episode.

Sigh, just realised my WoW lvl isnt 38 (Sob), its 35... Damn, must work hard, need to get to lvl 40 in 2 wks! Kesou!!!!

Gave up on my GP AQ homework. It's UNDOABLE!!! Kk, actually I just don wanna spend 1 hour ++ to do it. it's NOT worth the effort. ANyways, I never found maths more interesting since I met my maths lecturer. She's funny except everyone laughs AT her not at her JOKES. She's so freaking lame that I can't believe she's above 40. Not to mention my maths tutor says she can't teach at all and she's only interested in golf. Nvm, for now I shall just go to maths lecture for laughs. AND play wif my graphic calculator muhahaha....

Woohoo, I found out why I blog!! Cos I have nothing to do in front of my comp and yet want to be in front of my comp!!

Muhahaha....... Ok, I'm gonna do sth evil, its #1 on my agenda rite now, just waiting for the opportunity to arrive *wink wink*.

KK, today went mac studying.. Lets just leave it that MAC IS A HORRIBLE PLACE TO STUDY AND I NEVER WANNA STUDY THERE AGAIN!!!!! WP agrees wif me too, the unholy blend of food, drinks, noise, and air-con creates an atmosphere that is BAD for studying. No wonder so many neighbourhood school ppl go there to study. Tsk.

Anyway, I still think the most conducive place to study is CHANGI AIRPORT. It's quiet, air-conditioned, and do not have food + drinks to tempt u!!! Of course dun go Burger King to study la... Then u get all those things again...

Nananana Nananana Elmo's World.... is filled wif hand-drawn furniture and a muppet.

ok, I need some lessons on being EVIL. Of course, #1 would be to be brutally honest.

Eh, I'm drifting off again.... ANyways, WP n I were discussin that after A levels we should go back BP to be relief teachers. I would do so cos I wanna see wad teaching is like. We were also discussin wad wld happen if we were posted to those crappy neighbourhood schools. And we agreed we would conduct an aptitude test on the first day. 3 Qns. Name, Do you like this subject, and do u want to learn. For example, a yes to the qn wld be 1 point and No 0. IF say a class of 40 students, max marks wld be 80. So, if they scored 40 and above we wld teach, 40 and below we wld go to class and slack. And if they scored above 40, we wld create sitting plan based on individual scores. 2 pointers wld sit in front, 1 pointers nxt row, and 0 pointers right at the back. Of course, we also decided it would be better just to ask the 0 pointers to get out of class. Save who is willing to be saved. Same logic as christianity, those who trust in Jesus and puts their lives in His hands wld attain salvation. Of course this wldnt be on that big a scale but same logic. If one does not even wish to learn and does not have interest in the subject, just scram and dun disturb those who wishes to learn. And I wun do it like those half-baked teachers who only say they want to teach those who learn and ignore the rest but nv actually prove it but instead scolds those who misbehaves, which wastes the time of those who want to learn.

Oh no, my WoW subscription is coming to an end!!! 28th April!!! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!! *Faints*.

You say that you're leaving but just for a day
The company wants you to fly to L.A.
So you leave me alone, and I sit and I say
What will I do today, today, while you're away

I....... Will........
Sniff all your underwear
Dress in your clothes
Pleasure myself inside your pantyhose
I know its not easy to leave me alone
But its more fun when you're not home

Haha, this song cracks me up...

Oh, found another hilarious song..
SL - Stephen Lynch
MT - Mark Teich
It's a duet. Its called the Best Friends song
MT: I like my toast buttered
SL: And I'll take mine dried
MT: I like the Beatles
SL: I'm a staunch kind of guy
MT: I have fine taste
SL: I like things cheap
MT: I want to stay up all night
SL: I just want to sleep.................... With your sister....
MT: What did you just say? STOP DANCING!
SL: Wait it's your turn again
MT: I like the sunshine
SL: ANd I..................... wanna nail your sister
MT: I like Julia Roberts
SL: I just wanna F the sh*t out of your sister
MT: HEY WAIT NO WAIT
SL: Mark Teich, you would rule, if you say, its cool. I'd go pick her up, at her Junior High School.

Ok, den it continues into a long chain of words that I duno what the heck he is saying.

Woohoo, Stephen Lynch ROX!!! haha, his songs are sooooooooooo FUNNY!!!!!

KK, test week coming up, gambatte!!

Here we are, dear old friend
You and I, drunk again
Laughs have been had and tears have been shed
Maybe the whiskey's gone to my head?

But if I were gay, I would give you my heart
And if I were gay, you'd be my work of heart
And if I were gay, we would swim in romance
But I'm not gay, so get your hand out of my pants

It's not that I don't care, I do
I just don't see myself in you
Another time, another scene
I'd be right behind you, if you know what I mean

Cause if I were gay, I would give you my soul
And if I were gay, I would give you my whole being
And if I were gay, we would tear down the walls
But I'm not gay, so won't you stop cupping my hands

We've never hugged, we've never kissed
I've never been intimate with your fist
But you have opened brand new doors
Get over here and drop your drawers

-------------------------------------------------------

ZzZ, stupid blisters....

Watch them run, watch them fall, watch them try to catch a ball olympics
Special olympics..
Watch them laugh, watch them drool, watch them fall into a pool, that's diving
At the Special olympics..

My lady gives birth today, I run to her room right away
She smiles with glee, then hands her to me
I looked at my newborn and say
DAMN THATS AN UGLY BABY
DAMN THATS AN UGLIEST BABY
I'm feeling quite concerned, my semen must have turned
Cause damn thats an ugly baby
This was just what I feared, her head is misshapen and weird
She's skinny like a twig, at least her nuts are big (Whoops?)
And her hair colour doesn't match her beard
DAMN THATS AN UGLY BABY
GOD DAMN THATS AN UGLIEST BABY
I gave the doctor a smackin' say
Can't you stuff her back in
Cause damn thats an ugly baby

KK, sry for random spamming of song lyrics... I just felt like typing sth lol...

Lesson learnt: NEVER RUN IN SHOES WITHOUT SOCKS. You get blisters...

PI still not done... Tests not studied for... Ok, screwed... Tomorrow's Easter Sunday!! KK.. Dono wad to post actually... BB!!

"And wad was a river of words soon dried up in your prescence..."

Yepp.. Exactly wad I feel ^..

Why do our lives have to be in parallel? The worst way to miss someone, is to have them right next to you yet knowing you can't have them.. Sometimes its so torturous for me to see you... And yet its torturous for me not to see you too... Sigh, my mind can't make itself and my heart is screwing everything.

My cousin made it into stanford Uni and now I'm feeling very pressured to do likewise.. I rly don't want to disappoint my dad esp since I've not done anything he would be proud of for the last 16 years.. So.. for once, i wanna make him proud.

Often I wish I can trade lives wif ppl. I do know that everyone has problems, but some people seem to have so little on their minds (Not bcos of their small brains). I rly wish I have such a problem-free stress-free life. Nostalgia isn't helping me much either. Watched all the B&B rehearsal vids and this strong tsunami of memories came flooding into my mind. I rly wish I can turn back time. I nv treasured BP much but now, I rly wish I can go back there, turn back time, relive those times...

Alas, I think not thinking about it would be better.. FOr man can't turn back time and time only moves forward. I was thinking 20 years frm now or even 30, when I look back, will the nostalgia be worse? Will I cry? Will I start to wish for times long gone and curse myself for not treasuring them when I had them? Will our paths cross again? Such are the qns that only time will reveal and yet I want to know the answers now. What does the future have in store for me? More heartbreaks? Probably.. Happiness? Unlikely.. I think I just need to get out of this place, emigrate elsewhere, start life anew, be reborn again. Maybe like in winter sonata, suffer frm amnesia and becomes an entirely different person. But I don't want to forget about the past too, for the past gives me my identity. Contrary to popular belief your IC is not your identity. It's just a freaking card wif a bunch of letters and numbers on it and enhanced by passing it through a magnetic field.

And I can go on and on but I think you get my point. If you don't, just re-read again until you do. Kk, and now my mom suspects I like someone cos I've been very depressed lately. Her suspicions are correct but just 2 years too late. NEway, I dun intend to let her know or I'll suffer a few hours of lecture and she'll get worried. Presumably she'll be more worried of my studies..

I still love you...... Wo(3) hai(2) shen(1) ai(4) zhe(4) ni(3).... Todavía le amo...... Ich liebe Sie noch.... Ancora li amo..... Je vous aime toujours....

/EDIT

Some people minds are just too narrow, like a frog in a well.

/EDIT

Wow, found more "inspiration" to write a hate post frm TY. For details, just go n read his blog entry Sunday April 1 the second one on the lorry driver.

Now, though I find its foolish to do what TY did, I have to applaud him for his bravery. I feel what he has done is absolutely CORRECT!! People who are inconsiderate deserve to be spitted on, pissed off, and basically everything that low-lifes deserve. I feel a sense of enjoyment when these kind of people get irritated or angry. The angrier they get the happier I feel. In fact, I believe such people do not deserve a place in this world. Such people deserve to DIE. (Oh no, now I sound like KIRA!! Hehe, now you know why I absolutely support him). Haha, so better pray I dun get a deathnote. If I do, mass killings will ensue :). Bah, nvm, its like a rage kid inside me, bleah. I rly detest and despise such people. Humans are incorrigible, case closed.

Ok, since I'm onto hate posts, I shall start.. Yes, I shall start a PERSONAL QUIZ!! INCLUDES A TAG OF DOOM!!!! Ok, just joking abt the tag of doom, if you wanna do it den go ahead.

RULES: List down 10 things that turns you off in the opposite sex. State what is the opposite sex.

Girls:
1) Smoking
2) Tattoos
3) Druggers
4) Act cute
5) Inconsiderate behaviour
6) Ah Lians
7) Unhygienic
8) Fangirls
9) Arrogance
10) Noisy

Bah, I hate *. HATE!!!!!!! HATE!!!! Don't ask, screw taht person... Bleah..